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||Penelope Rose || 18 || Scared shitless and stuck in a tree ||

[p--rose]

I-uh-

[p--rose]

carth-onassi:

Nothing. Just go get checked out by the doc. I gotta practice so I can “play hero”. You need me you know where to find me.

O-Okay. Bye. I'm. I'm sorry.

[p--rose]

I-uh-

[carth-onassi]

Yeah, you go do that. But if you pull shit like you did during that training exercise, we’re going to have a very long conversation that your not going to like.

[p--rose]

What can I say to make you stop being mad at me?

[p--rose]

I-uh-

[carth-onassi]

 Yeah because you being dead solves the baby problem. Makes perfect sense.

[p--rose]

Well you can't have babies when your dead, so.

Just forget it, Carth. I have to go see Dr. Reeves about this thing growing inside me.

[p--rose]

I-uh-

[carth-onassi]

Penn…its just..what you said..about not caring what happened…wither you made it out or not. That set me off.

[p--rose]

I can't be a mommy, Carth. I've never even had a mom.

I guess I just thought that getting....out for good would beat the alternative.

[thewitchzamira]

You sure?

[p--rose]

Im' sure. Thanks, Z.

[p--rose]

I-uh-

[carth-onassi]

Yeah, but Penn, that was messed up. Even if you had alot on your mind all I did was care.

[p--rose]

I-I know, Carth, and I'm sorry! I don't know wh-what else to say! 

I-I understand if you don't want to talk to me I just wanted to tell someone a-and you were the only one who it made sense to tell but just-just forget I said anything. 

[p--rose]

I-uh-

[carth-onassi]

That doesn’t make since.

[p--rose]

Just forget it. I don't know what to do. Nobody does.

I'm sorry the way I acted. I guess I just had a lot on my mind...

[thewitchzamira]

I guess. So kid, you seemed pretty upset earlier. Care to share why?

[p--rose]

Oh,, uhm. Y'know, I'm-I'm really just, I'm over it, I'm all good, I'm fine. Thank you, though.

[p--rose]

I-uh-

[carth-onassi]

[p--rose]

You wanna hear something even worse? 

I haven't had sex. Ever.

[thewitchzamira]

I guess that makes sense.

Sort of.

[p--rose]

Eh, they've never made sense before, anyways.

[p--rose]

I-uh-

[carth-onassi]

Go on.

[p--rose]

I'm pregnant.

[p--rose]

Visit Original Link

[p--rose]

I-uh-

[carth-onassi]

What? Fine.

[p--rose]

About two weeks ago somethin' happened that uhm

I think I should tell you..

[thewitchzamira]

Still confused as to why I was in the event…

Last I checked I was a trainer….

[p--rose]

They're stupid.

You are the daughter of a super, though. Maybe thats why.

[p--rose]

I-uh-

[carth-onassi]

Last time I was your friend your got mad at me. FOR CARING. No thanks.

[p--rose]

C-can I talk to you about that?

Please?

[p--rose]

I-uh-

I need a friend

Bad.

[p--rose]

Creature of Habit || OPEN PARA

Penelope had followed her morning ritual, as specifically as she could. Waking up before dawn, and stumbling to her patio to watch it rise the rest of the way. She'd eaten breakfast, and read, and wrote, but one thing she couldn't do was get over what was happening. It'd been two weeks, and it was still too strenuous to tell anyone. She'd chickened out on telling Dr. Reeves- mostly conforming from her irrational fear of doctors- but nevertheless, the pregnancy was starting to contort her stomach- it was making her different. And meaner. She couldn't get over how she'd been towards Carth, really. Someone who was actually concerned. Thing was, she hated pity. And as unfortunate as it may be, concern feels a hell of a lot like pity. 

Getting dressed was hell, considering the amount of times she changed to hide the bump, and the inconsistent obliviousness to however it even happened. She was still as pure as they come, and it made little to no sense how this thing got inside of her. 

Making her way down the ladder, she began to worry that every fall she'd taken off of it was going to effect it somehow. Or kill it. She did fall a lot.  But getting to the bottom she realized that she couldn't keep worrying about something that had no business growing in her.