p-asiones

you can call me D. i hope this orchestrated opera of inspiration reminds you to live your life with passion

[academic-vampire]

𝔠𝔬𝔫𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔫𝔠𝔶 𝔦𝔰 𝔨𝔢𝔶

[p-asiones]

te fallaron. no te trataron como debían. ningún adulto te trató bien. tampoco exageradamente mal, en general. simplemente no existías. nadie te hacía reír. nadie te preguntaba qué te pasaba. nadie se preocupó de por qué no hablabas. por qué te pasaban algunas cosas, qué estaba pasando en casa, qué tipo de relación tenían tus padres. nunca fuiste la favorita de ningún profesor. no de pequeña, no de adolescente. no hubo nadie a quien le causaras interés. nadie quería jugar contigo, nadie quería saber qué te interesaba. el mundo te ignoró durante dieciocho años. nadie quería jugar contigo a las muñecas, nadie te quería por cómo eras. nadie se preguntó por qué no reías. nadie quiso hacer caso a tus gustos. nadie quiso darte una oportunidad porque estabas callada. nadie quiso esforzarte por ti, sino por lo que ellos creían que era mejor. o lo que podía joder a otra persona. tu bienestar fue creado por ti. construido, desde pequeña. un mundo paralelo para poder estar bien. y ni siquiera funcionaba. cuando el mundo no te quiere no sabes qué hacer con el mundo.

[p-asiones]

10 years of badlands and some things do not change

[sentientsky]

on lurching towards the breaking point

The X-Files (01x17) // tumblr user @/inkskinned // Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood

[p-asiones]

the more present i feel the worse it gets. the feeling that it all will end one day. the fact that i am not even enjoying the present because i feel mostly rejected and that i do not belong here. that everyone has a life that does not include me unless it is for their own benefit, not because i am fun or interesting, but because i can help them in some capacity.

i have no sense of community either. nowhere to belong, to be apart of. i have tried and failed many times. it's tiring to keep on trying.

[floating-feelings]

the tale of johnny town mouse

[arabwife]

i admire people who could’ve turned cold after everything they’ve been through but still chose love anyway. there’s strength in that

[catadromously]

the dubious philosophy of salmon

[catadromously]

the number of people who have looked at this is officially too large a number

[palaeosinensis]

This will never stop being unspeakably beautiful or moving me to tears.

[simzart]

[allsortsoffuckedup]

Hey hey, as a librarian, can I just say don’t pace yourself at the library. I get a lot of customers saying “oh I shouldn’t get too many books out at once” but like you should!!!! Max out your card, take everything we have on a subject you’re interested in, make a book fort in your home. We love that shit! It doesn’t matter if you read them or not; just take them for an adventure and bring them back whenever they’re due!

For public libraries, one of the ways we secure funding year to year is lending. Governments don’t want to fund more books if they’re not being used and the way we measure use is by issues. Regardless of whether you read it or not, whether you have it for a day or a month, if you issue it to your library card, we get the stats! It makes the library look good!

Help your local library; get books out even if you know you can’t read them all!

[beshnav]

[fuchsea]

LIAM PAYNE | 1993 ~ 2024

[ngalitzine]

ONE DIRECTION — Story of My Life (2013)

[28goldens-deactivated20250728]

your notes did not go unread, not only by the people who came but i know liam felt every single one. i made sure to honor you guys and told them about all of you from all over the world. people took the time to read all of them and mourn with you. we all saved space for yall ❤️‍🩹🫂💙

[rozyholly]

i can't move past Louis' "A message to you Liam if you’re listening" and Zayn's "Liam, I have found myself talking out loud to you, hoping you can hear me" because there was STILL SO MUCH left unsaid.

[poisonedpeachpit]

[meyhew]

zayn using a photo of them as kids is really getting to me. does he still see them like that? i look at some people i’ve been friends with for years and see ourselves as the age we were when we became friends. my mental image is stuck there. this is fucking awful dude