Growing.

I walk. I ride. I speak my mind. A voyeur. Sadist. Masochist. The Cunnilingus Queen. A Hopeless romantic. Cautious. The Jamaican Supremacist. Safely spontaneous. A humble narcissist. Bluntly honest. A hypocrite. An endless slew of contradictions. Me. https://pointlessstalks.com/crafts https://pointlessstalks.com/shop

[scorpionlafemme]

[p0intlesss]

Lost/stolen phone

Stolen car by…??

It was 1 first then became the other, and the prior was then the current and the current now the past.

Phone found, waitress accidentally cleared table with it on tray at buffet

Car returned without them in it, no wires pulled but my keys were always in hand…a spare?

This was a lot but it makes sense.

I gotta let it go, I have no choice, it’s not my business.

[p0intlesss]

Yesterday I happened upon these, the exact flowers I designed my first tattoo after, but that was my first time ever seeing them in person.

This morning after spending almost an hour being anxious, I finally go in ready and my first call is from Gerald F.

✨*deep sigh* thank you 🥹🥰

[inmemoryofvanity]

The cycle doesn't end until I end it.

And the cycle is in my head because truly. No actions have been taken on his part. This is about me regulating me.

I need to do what feels safe and good to me and at the moment. No contact works.

And no contact, not in terms of waiting but no contact to regulate. To detach.. in response to the hot and cold I feel from him. Perhaps he feels the same about me too. I'm not sure but I refuse to chase, to ppl please, to force communication and connection. I'm sooo tired. I want someone who pursues me. He doesn't and that's okay. It's time to accept he isn't that into me and if he was he would communicate. The very minimums. If he is unable to, that isn't my problem to discover, to solve, to mend. It's a turn off and i just have to accept he isn't the one for me.

Everyday I'll get stronger

[subtleclassy]

[lastoneout]

like the first rule of cooking is to have fun and be yourself and the first rule of baking is to stay calm because the dough can sense fear

[the-art-of-alone]

I think part of the reason I’m so fine with long periods of celibacy is that I’m a superrrrrr sub (preferably - I can be a domme when I know the other person likes it but that still feels like submission to me in a way) & when I don’t trust someone enough to submit to them I literally feel disgusted 😭

[p0intlesss]

I am so pleased with how the color pattern came out for this.

I blind mixed and…voila ✨🥰

[enthrallingvisuals]

ig: enthralling visuals

[dairyofateenagegirl]

black women as vampires

[treygotguap]

Got this crazy faith that everything gon work out for me

[imb0ugienow]

My love language is don’t fuckin play with me cause I’m not the same person after I feel like you trynna play me.

[rollinxstone]

when she’s mine ima treat her like God handed her to me personally

[drksknbrutha]

✊🏿

[queenneb]

May this kind of love find me

[wolfthecreator]

kiss the pussy before you eat it, it’s respectful.

[filmgad]

i love film photography so much

[batmanshole]

crisp glass of water moodboard

[luldamdaddy]