biggest cock haver

feliks 19 eng/pl / i post about my mental struggles sometimes / used to be in the ed and sh community SO WARNING cause i tend to talk about that kind of studf from time to time https://pronouns.page/@flxx

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can't tell anyone abt it and can't actually do it but I kinda wish I could sh again

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I also wanna start restricting again : ( ive been insecure abt my boobs and I fear gaining weight...this might be seasonal depression coming back again idk

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can't tell anyone abt it and can't actually do it but I kinda wish I could sh again

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im gonna kms one day and its all gonna be my shitty bladders fault

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weight talk, no numbers

mom told me I need to put on weight. im(almost?) underweight and its weird. I like my body but I feel like this has been messing with me mentally. almost as if getting thinner has made my mind think I need to be unwell again

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I wish when I self harmed id cut deep enough for it to leave clearly visible marks

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I couldn't handle it that njght and I did cut. idk if I feel bad abt it but I am scared of bringing it up with my partner. I promised him not to do that and when I did it last time he got really really worried I just hope he won't see it

[trashdogpenultimate]

RULE NO. 1 OF WOUND CARE: ignore itttt :33

[centers-for-disease-control]

DO NOT

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RULE NO. 2 OF WOUND CARE: go swimming!! in a pond or especially a public pool :)

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WHO TF ARE YOU?!?!?!

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kink shaming is dead. I respect people with foot fetishes more than the president of the united states of America

[unsatan-offical]

good energy but that's way too low a bar to clear

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my phone is burning hot but my body is cold

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im lost

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im obsessive and i need stimulation im tired and bored out of my mind but can't bring myself to go shower and to sleep yesterday I cried during sex

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im lost

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I wish when I self harmed id cut deep enough for it to leave clearly visible marks

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riddlebat will be the death of me

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sighs... cigarettes.........

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I think I need somewhere to post my thoughts unfiltered. it genuinely gives me a sense of comfort and security? I can post something here and not be judged yk

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riddlebat🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤

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freaky riddlebat rp with my partner tomorrow

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id say it was successful. like I cant really rp I get embarrassed and dont know what to say despite having everything planned. but yea it was still fun. I wanna do it again in a few months when we're in uni and living alone together and get high for it

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also for me acting as someone else lets me act freakier. like honestly im like very calm during sex I dont make any noises etc. and its not like im holding myself back, I dont think I am. im naturally like this but I really enjoy exaggerating my behaviors and acting a bit when I have to be in character. I dont even have to roleplay much, just knowing im supposed to be some other person with specific personality traits etc gets me more excited than usual

also specifically with riddlebat, the type of toxic fucked up relationship they (would) have is very appealing to me. I would NEVER want to actually be in a toxic relationship long term but I do enjoy the idea and acting roleplaying as if thats the relationship i have with my partner