If you asked me if I love you I don’t know what i would say. I’ve been surrounded by love my whole life, I’ve seen far too many success stories to not believe in it. I just don’t know what love is. My first and only real relationship ruined me. I thought I loved him, but in hindsight I was manipulated into thinking that I was in love. I was hurt, in every way a person can be hurt. Trust and honesty did not exist. So I don’t know if I love you, I don’t know if I am capable of ever loving someone after that.
















