Letting It Out Is The Only Reason Im Still Here

She holds it together but inside she's breaking apart. She pats her tears dry but her insides are flooded. She's closes her mouth but her mind is still screaming. She reaches for the hazard that'll end this all at once. As the screams get louder her breath gets quieter. She lays still but her nerves are still shaking. Blood runs down her arms as the thoughts run out her mind. Drip, drip, There's soon a puddle, A puddle of regret, a puddle of hurt. She stops thinking and starts sinking. Sinking into the mess that she made all on her own.

[kissandbe]

just in case , because promises are bullshit anyway right ?

[justhurtingalot]

[looking-through-bright-blue-eyes]

[broken-and-depressed-soul]

Relatable.

(stolen from Instagram)

[abnormall]

[queerlysad]

[we-are-going-to-hell]

I’m always here if you need to talk 💜

[shutyourmoustache]

Today’s letter is F.

And that’s a

FUCKING

EXCELLENT

IDEA!!!

[crisiskode]

I’ve had this on repeat for the last couple of minutes switching my hearing to hear either “that’s a fucking excellent idea” and “that sounds like an excellent idea” (which is what he’s actually saying) and it’s really tripping me out

[p3rfect-is-overrat3d]

Your 👀 are all that I know, your voice is all that I 👂🏻, and your ❤️ is all that I feel. Nothing 🚫 can compare to your touch. I’ll love you till the end Evan!❤️😘 @taylor_be_mine

[p3rfect-is-overrat3d]

I’ll keep this because it was a good time in my life. But I can’t tell you enough how much you fucked me over and tore me up. For anyone else who sees this. Don’t…let a guy tear you up. You stay strong. You be you and don’t let him change that.

[p3rfect-is-overrat3d]

This seems like forever ago. A time in my past. Yes I was happy but it was not the best. A guy named Anthony helped show me that. As for I love me and he loves me for that. I’ve grown up now, 19 and looking back. But only to laugh at what I thought was forever. When In fact, it was only another lesson to learn before I walked down the isle to my true forever. This I know. I don’t even have to see it. I feel it.

[nostalgiastiicsoul]

10 reasons why you know he’s the one

1. He’ll kiss your forehead and call you his everything 2. He’ll ask you to repeat the word ‘smoothie’ thousands and thousands of times because he thinks it’s cute. 3. He’ll smile at you, and suddenly the whole world will stop, and you’ll find bliss and peace and finally have hope that everything will be okay 4. He’ll hug you so god damn tight, you fear that he’ll squish all your organs out 5. He’ll tell you jokes, and stories, and tell you everything that reminded him of you that day 6. He’ll take care of you, and protect you in your most venerable moments, and tell you that you look beautiful in the meantime. 7. You’ll never feel unsafe, and you know that no matter what, he’ll be with you, cause you can’t see your self living one single day without calling him your own 8. He’ll dance with you, and laugh with you but never at you, he’ll lie to you and tell you you’re the best dancer he’s ever seen. 9. He’ll make you feel beautiful, like no one ever has before. You’ll look in the mirror and question if you’re really as bad as you’ve always thought you have been. 10. And most importantly he’ll love you. He’ll love you so fucking much, infact he will make you feel the most loved than you ever have in all of your life (via nostalgiastiicsoul)

[thepersonalwords]

She loved him because he had brought her back to life. She had been like a caterpillar in a cocoon, and he had drawn her out and shown her that she was a butterfly.

Ken Follett (via thepersonalwords)

[there-will-be-violence-deactiva]

[sugarless-gum]

[illinicoise]

American Horror Story: Coven (2013)

[p3rfect-is-overrat3d]

Me: I should stop eating after my second bowl of cereal.

Also me: Eh what's a third bowl going to do.

[the-pain-that-smiles-hide]

How often have you acted like something wasn’t a big deal when in reality it was breaking your heart?

(via the-pain-that-smiles-hide)

[healing-i-swear]

[p3rfect-is-overrat3d]

Your 👀 are all that I know, your voice is all that I 👂🏻, and your ❤️ is all that I feel. Nothing 🚫 can compare to your touch. I’ll love you till the end Evan!❤️😘 @taylor_be_mine

[p3rfect-is-overrat3d]

I’ll keep this because it was a good time in my life. But I can’t tell you enough how much you fucked me over and tore me up. For anyone else who sees this. Don’t…let a guy tear you up. You stay strong. You be you and don’t let him change that.