DISMAL

beccs, 27 ¬ bi, chronically depressed & recovering drug addict

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

i find it hard to function. cleaning my apartment, taking a shower, cooking diner and eating in general. i can’t deal with it anymore. this isn’t living; its surviving. and i don’t want to do it anymore.

[sacredwhores]

Guy Maddin - Archangel (1990)

[thorheit]

[esgotada]

me watching my life.

[stillmissing]

[05am]

[drops-of-universe]

There are days that i have to listen to music every second i'm awake and conscious or ill kill myself

[fairycosmos]

absolutely criminal how falling into bad habits is the easiest thing in the world while developing positive habits feels like fighting a literal war

[kosmogrl]

I'm like if a girl had the urge to scream and break something all the time but stays quiet instead

[outof1emons]

Crash (1996) Dir. David Cronenberg

[lolaveda]

i-D Magazine 

The Beautiful Issue, Winter 2014

Shot by Harley Weir

[pierppasolini]

The Doom Generation (1995) // dir. Gregg Araki

[bimbomoviebash]

The Doom Generation, 1995

[thatonedeadboy]

loved by none

[heiratemich333]

who up wanting something they can never have

[disease]

JOE BRAINARD / "IF NANCY WAS..." / 1972 [graphite and charcoal on paper | 13 ½ x 10 ⅝"]

[ghostlyxoxo]

[oldsardens]

David Alvarado - Cigarettes and frustration