Whenever people want to comment something about the way I think of relationships/men I just remember that I have saved my own life and also literally, physically the lives of other children/women from men despite being a scared shitless 90 something pound girl. Like I have been thrown into so many situations that have forced me to protect myself or others I really don’t care what anyone thinks and I’m starting to trust myself in startling new ways which is really cool I think. Like secure attachment I guess. I still don’t really love myself, but I do know some things with a sense of conviction that I can vouch for with my own life and I’m like. Well I’m glad I’m a vessel for that I guess.















