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like your face getting forced to the floor. SHANE WALSH ■ THIRTY FIVE ■ SURVIVOR there's no better way to hash it out. NSFW 18+ INDIE TWD SHANE BLOG tracking tag: packupwithoutaclue skype: c-o-r-v-u-s-mortem kik: corvus_mortem ■ THINGS YOU NEED TO KNOW ■

[packupwithoutaclue]

A much needed reconciliation.

After some time away, and thoughts on matters, I think everyone has come to a common ground (at least I hope). While I think we can breath easier, I’m still taking a little time away. I need breathing room — which I think is understandable. I believe that people realize I don’t hate anyone, only the behaviors seemingly displayed, and all I ever try and do is point that out, not hurt others. I hope that everyone can move on, and that none of the harshness lingers. Let bygones be bygones. I personally smoothed things over with some people, and Ari helped me try to smooth things over with others. I forgive most of what people said to me — excluding a few comments. As for the ones I’ve reached out to, or those Ari contacted, I hope there are no hard feelings, because I harbor none for you.

[walking-for-weeks]

I'm just going to make it super clear that sending hate (anon or not) makes you a complete cunt. There is an issue between a few people, and if you're not DIRECTLY involved, why are you shoving yourself into it and making it worse? Do you think you're helping?

[walking-for-weeks]

I think the comical thing to all this is that people are sucking up to them; and yet still following you, plotting with you, chatting with you, reblogging from you. The fact is, nothing you said was outlandish or out of line, you didn't start anything, you're being honest. People can't handle that. In real life, or on the internet. Keyboard warriors, on tumblr there are many of them. You're not telling anyone to leave, you're not saying anyone should delete their blog. They shouldn't at all, it's their blog! You're just saying not to bully others into leaving THEIR blogs, and not to be passive aggressive. I dunno.

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walking-for-weeks replied to your quote:

That’s literally what the bible says, “Stop being cunts”

    That's what I figured, Jesus was like "don't be a douche to your fellow man." Then he supplied the party with wine and fish.

[packupwithoutaclue]

The moral of the story is, stop being mean to other people. Is that so hard? Do unto others as you would want them to do unto you. I think that’s a bible thing, right? Stop being cunts.

[walking-for-weeks]

Things we need in real life,

Zeek (packupwithoutaclue) needs his own talk show called “The Real Shit”.

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     This would not go well, I would get so much hate mail and death threats.

[packupwithoutaclue]

I think the biggest issue here is that people don't understand that this whole thing was about NOT HAVING TO TRIGGER WARNING VIOLENCE AND ZOMBIE-RELATED POSTS. Yes yes I lumped the rest of the trigger warnings into it, but it's like people only single out that ONE thing and negate the fact that the entire post circled "I'm not going to TW killing a zombie" SMH.

It happens, people are narrow minded, and sometimes you can’t do anything about it. Other than beat with with a heavy stick of sense and hope they at least learn to back the fuck up — which is typically too much to expect. Either way, it’s all good. I know you’re not a heartless person — I’m sure other people think I am, which I’m perfectly fine with. If they’re that ignorant, that’s their problem.

[packupwithoutaclue]

you know, i've been feeling really shitty all day and kept considering what it'd be like to end it, but that's actually brought a tear to my eye because im not used to anyone saying anything like that because nobody actually cares. thank you so much. you're a lovely person<3

That’s never been a good place to be, and I hate that people feel like they don’t have people that care, because as blunt and harsh as I am, I don’t want people to be in a bad place. I try to reach out, and I’m more than happy to talk with someone who needs it. I just don’t take personal responsibility for an issue I really have no part in — unless they come to me and ask that I help them with it, in that case I’m more than happy.I’m glad that I could help, despite what is going on with the dash. I just get tired of people hiding on anon and bitching about things, trying to make others feel bad, when there is really no reason to do so, and no reason for someone to feel like shit. It’s not even the fault of the person suffering the issues — so nobody should feel bad — they should just act properly about it, rather than trying to place blame on others.

[packupwithoutaclue]

thank you so much. i love your blog so i'd hate to unfollow cause of that. and about the help thing - i'm getting it but.. even so its still a bit eerg for me

I understand that, I struggle with unfollowing people just with overactive content issues — so I can see how this would be an issue. I also understand having that issue in particular, so I’m happy to help out. It’s hard to deal with, but you will be alright. Promise. Just keep strong, and know you’re not the only one.

[packupwithoutaclue]

You are my personal meat shield.

[walking-for-weeks]

I'd like to make it perfectly clear,

Because it seems that the subject is still not fully understood. I'm going to point out that on my blog, personally, I have a warning stating what I DO and what I DO NOT trigger. Please feel free to check the list HERE to make sure that you understand what will, and will not have a TW on my post.  In short, I will not TW anything that has to do with zombies, killing zombies, the death of, gore or bloody messes. More... personal subject matter (dealing with triggers of non-consent and otherwise traumatic experiences) will have TW: whatever it is in the tags. I invite people to read THIS POST for a better understanding of what I was saying.

[packupwithoutaclue]

i know this most likely wont be included in your blog because i cant see a reason for it, but.. if it ever comes up, please tag self harm. just the mention of it can cause people to relapse (like myself right now)

This is exactly what I meant, because I don’t tag things in general — seeing as I don’t have an issue with being triggered like some people, even though I have suffered through a lot of things (including this). But since someone asked in a polite way, that I attempt to tag something they need shielded from — I’m more than willing to do so.I will say that you should still see about talking to someone about that, just because hiding from it won’t help. However, I will now make sure to tag something like that. There was one post that I did for a meme that could possibly be covered in that, but because I didn’t have an issue, I didn’t. Now I will be more mindful of the subject — starting with this post.

[packupwithoutaclue]

Your understanding and portrayal of Shane does wonders for the role play community. Too many others show him as the spiteful asshole kind of character. It's refreshing to see someone digging into the character rather than merely scratching the surface of what the show provided us with. Your out of character bluntness means you're honest and I like that in a role play partner. Fakeness is a pet peeve of mine and too many people hide behind it. Thank you for making this blog.

That's the issue I have with most the Shane's that I see being played -- he's just this heartless asshole who wants to fuck things, and if you look as his character in the show, pulling apart the interactions -- it's very clear that's not actually how he is.He is a broken human, who thinks that he has to be strong for everyone else, even if that means doing things that even he doesn't want to do. The more I look into him as a muse, the more I realize he didn't lose his screws. He just went deeper into that protector mode, to the point he got lost, and couldn't find his way out.I am the most honest person you will find, because I hate when people lie, or when they are fake. That might be why most people can't handle me, and fear making friends with me -- just like Shane though, I will go out of my way to keep the people I care about safe. Even if that means I have to tell it like it is when they need it as well.Thank you for making me feel a little better about my Shane muse, and my personality. Only a few people really seem to be okay with the latter -- so it's nice to hear.

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I'm giving you one chance, anon or not, to tell me if you need me to tag something that is actually triggering. If you don't, I'm not responsible for you being triggered.

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The issue with “triggering” issues isn’t that I’m too lazy to tag, but rather that from my experience on Tumblr people tend to use that word in place of “hey that makes me feel pretty uncomfortable,” I’ve been triggered before, and it was a horrible experience that came about because I was sexually abused in the past and through physical contact I relived the moments of that abuse. I felt helpless, vulnerable and terrified all in an instant and I had an extreme reaction to something I had had no problems with seconds ago. This is completely different from me seeing a rape scene in a movie and thinking “wow that’s horrible and makes me feel horrible,” or something flaring up my anxiety disorder.

I know I obviously don’t speak to everyone that has issues but I take a real problem with the way some people are attacked just because someone apparently felt uncomfortable by an issue. People use the word “triggering” rather liberally on Tumblr and the way some people go on about it, it’s a wonder that they can leave their own homes let alone function in society. Bad things happen, they make people upset, and life goes on. Just be lucky that you live in a country where you have access to the internet to get upset about this stuff and you aren’t dying of malaria or in the middle of a war zone.

[packupwithoutaclue]

If you believe in something, don't back down and pretend you don't just to make others comfortable. You are entitled to your opinions, and your beliefs. You can't make everyone happy.

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I appreciate that you speak what you believe to be the truth in a straightforward manner and you don't pull punches - it is why you are probably not getting the anon taunting, because they know you won't put up with it - also you know your character well, and I love your thread of Shane developing his relationship with Carl, I like seeing that played out in a healthy, honest way

I try not to sugar coat things, because life isn’t all sweet candy and rainbow hugs. I don’t want to hurt people, I’m just honest. I guess that’s one of the reasons that I love Shane, he does what other people can’t, because he fucking cares, and doesn’t want to make people weak by protecting them from the harsh reality. Which is much like I do — but I do try and be more tactful sometimes. Sometimes.I think most anons are just little bitches without the ability to fight a rational war of words, and know I will slay them the second they bring shit to my doorstep — I could be wrong. Either way, I think it’s shit they try and attack other people because they’re cowards.Thank you, that’s exactly what I wanted to do, develop the backstory, and make people realize why Shane was the way he was, and why he did the things he did. Everyone tends to view him as a monster, when really, he just became one to save those he cares about from the other ones. In doing that, I want to build on his relationship with Carl, Rick, and Lori — as well as anyone else that wants to hash that out.