Am I here?

OF COURSE I AM I DIDN'T DIG THIS DITCH, [NOEL PAQUET] [TWENTY] parlez vous francais? [LONG WAY FROM HOME] |the walking dead verse| mun and muse are of age |nsfw content, read this| tracking walkingforweeks I WAS WALKING FOR WEEKS BEFORE I FELL IN GRAPHIC CONTENT WARNING: DEATH, VIOLENCE, SEX, MORE

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TRACK 7/∞ OF NOEL'S ENDLESS PLAYLIST

EVERLONG/foo fighters breathe out so i can breathe you in, hold you in and now, i know you've always been out of your head

[walking-for-weeks]

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TRACK 6/∞ OF NOEL'S ENDLESS PLAYLIST

CURS IN THE WEEDS/horse feathers where had you been, son, not in the street not in the yard only one, call off the dogs, call off the guard

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TRACK 5/∞ OF NOEL'S ENDLESS PLAYLIST

MIDNIGHT CITY/M83 waiting in a car, waiting for a ride in the dark the night city grows, look and see her eyes, they glow

[walking-for-weeks]

I've decided

I'm going to disappear for a while too, I'm so disappointed that people stooped that low (and maybe even more so that people are SUPPORTING that kind of behavior!). The whole thing was a mess, and anyone that treated him with that kind of hate is a fucking child. You won't get very far in real life acting with such malicious hatred toward someone for being honest. Grow up.

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TRACK 4/∞ OF NOEL'S ENDLESS PLAYLIST

BLOODSTREAM/stateless i think i might've inhaled you i can feel you flowing in me

[walking-for-weeks]

Send a nice message.

I lied, but really I'm going now. If you have a spare moment, send him a nice message. Even if you don't agree with his opinions, or the way he deals with things -- no one deserves to be told to kill themselves. No one.

[walking-for-weeks]

I'm going now, I'll probably be back tomorrow. I'm really discouraged about re-joining the TWD fandom after all this honestly, especially what transpired recently. Knowing that there are people in the TWD fandom, evil enough to send messages like that really just makes me want to leave again... But, if I do come back I'm not going to be posting any more about this OOC (Other than updating people on Zeek[Shanes] state), and hopefully I can get to interacting with some people.

[walking-for-weeks]

I hope they don't have anything to regret come morning, too. Seriously, though, all this hate is making me regret joining this roleplaying community. I sincerely hope you and Zeek pull through this. I know I don't really talk to you or them, but what they're wishing on everyone is just horrible. I can't even wrap my mind around telling someone to kill themselves over anything.

I'd say I'm fine but I'm so not, I am literally shaking because I'm so upset. I can get people disagreeing, I understand heated arguments but when it goes as far as to send hate; anonymous or not... That's when people need to take a step back from the computer, breathe, and let it fucking go. Yeah I can't even. I'm just. Some people make me honestly sick. I'm regretting  coming back to the TWD fandom, completely.

[dixondaughter-deactivated201504]

OOC

Bloop, just one more thing, if anyone sent any hate to packupwithoutaclue/Shane/Zeek you can go ahead and unfollow me. Mkay? Kay. Thank you sweetie. Now i’m gone.

[walking-for-weeks]

 + Please let me know before you unfollow me, so I can block you because I don't like hate mongers. Thank you.

[anneboleynsarchive-blog]

[walking-for-weeks]

Jesus, I hope these people leave you and your friend alone. I mean, I've had suicidal thoughts and attempted to in the past and I would never wish them on anybody, not even the worst man on earth. Whomever's sending that horrible advice is a stupid kid that doesn't know the pain they're wishing on someone. Just living with it is bad enough, but asking someone to go through with it? That is beyond heartless and cruel. You and all your friends have my best wishes and love, no matter what.

Honestly I'm not even triggered by suicide / self harm but if someone SAID that to me, I would probably end up freaking out. Unfortunately, Zeek (Shane) is taking this all a little too much to heart; the last anonymous (rude) comment that had been sent to him, and is now offline on all forms of contact, and avoiding everyone. Just because he seems like he's a big tough guy doesn't mean he can't be broken. He said what he had to say, and sure it needed to be said (maybe differently?) but no one should have taken that kind of hate to him. Not a single person, not the "fuck off" crap, calling him a bad person, and especially not telling him to end his life. I'm absolutely sickened by every single rude person that went to his inbox. Like I said, hopefully they don't have something to feel guilty about in the morning.

[walking-for-weeks]

THERE IS A LINE IT HAS BEEN CROSSED

WoWOWW WHAT

are you people that fucking pathetic.

You're telling someone who is suicidal to kill themselves. I really fucking hope you don't have a reason t ofeel guilty about that in the morning.

[packupwithoutaclue]

You're such a piece of shit go kill yourself.

Really? I should kill myself because I called someone out for being a bully? Gee I wonder who this message is from. And I’M the asshole when you’re telling someone with suicidal tendencies (which I talked about earlier) to go kill themselves.                                             Shall I take your advice then?

[codename-blacklight]

This right here is NOT okay. I don’t care if you have an issue with someone, if you dislike them. It is NOT okay to send them rude messages, especially if you’re telling them to do something like THIS. You don’t understand that this is not okay? I mean can you be THAT fucking stupid!? This human right here has struggled with depression and self harm / suicidal tendancies for years. And you’re telling him to kill himself. Are you fucking stupid.

Holy fucking shit. And you’re calling him a piece of shit. I swear to God…

[walking-for-weeks]

Fun fact: did you know telling someone to kill themselves is punishable by law, and if they do commit suicide, you can be sentenced to jail time and a 10,000$ fine. Just so you know. That shit is N O T okay.

[walking-for-weeks]

I'm just going to make it super clear that sending hate (anon or not) makes you a complete cunt. There is an issue between a few people, and if you're not DIRECTLY involved, why are you shoving yourself into it and making it worse? Do you think you're helping?

[walking-for-weeks]

Everyone just needs to fucking let it go.

[packupwithoutaclue]

      But the thing is, what the fuck is there to hide. I’m not posting my plotting things, but if you’re going to come at me over issues that are already public matters, I’m not sneaking around that for the sake of what, someone not having their opinion out in the public eye. Fuck that.

[walking-for-weeks]

I think the comical thing to all this is that people are sucking up to them; and yet still following you, plotting with you, chatting with you, reblogging from you. The fact is, nothing you said was outlandish or out of line, you didn't start anything, you're being honest. People can't handle that. In real life, or on the internet. Keyboard warriors, on tumblr there are many of them. You're not telling anyone to leave, you're not saying anyone should delete their blog. They shouldn't at all, it's their blog! You're just saying not to bully others into leaving THEIR blogs, and not to be passive aggressive. I dunno.