It was at some point in fourth year when Sirius realized that what he was feeling for Remus wasnāt friendly behavior. He got this fuzzy feeling in his stomach and his skin wouldnāt goosebump whenever Remus touched him.
He didnāt know what it was, he liked having Remus aroundā he didā itās just that when he was around Sirius couldnāt sit the feeling of warmth and pink blush that rise to his cheeks. And when they somehow found themselves in a broom closet towards the ends of sixth year he finally allowed himself to feel and do what heās been wanting to since he was fourteen.
āthis fucking sucks.ā Remus had groaned, Filtch was surely lurking the corridors accompanied by his stupid cat in look of the four marauders that had yet again set off something that heād have to clean up.
āwhat? donāt fancy being stuck in here with me Moony?ā Sirius smirked, that same old charm he always seemed to have. He was glad this closet was rather dark because if not he was sure Remus would see the horrible blush that rose to his pale skin.
āoh no, I definitely do. I just love being stuck in here with you, itās one of the highlights of my weekā Remus said, obvious sarcasm in his voice. Sirius laughed, āalways so funny Moonyā
and then he was leaning in, he didnāt know what made him do it but he did it. he didnāt feel any type of fear of rejection, he was just doing this and that was that. He didnāt even think how this could affect their friendship if Remus didnāt like it. But then again Sirius had always been reckless, hadnāt he?
His lips were on Remusā and it was like everything went quite, his heart was beating quick but he couldnāt bring himself to his senses. Before he realized what heād done Remus was kissing back. Soft and gentle at first but then hot and desperate.
Remusā hands were on him now, cupping his jaw and pulling him closer. Sirius was shorter by a couple of inches and Remus took full advantage of that, he towered over him as he fulfilled his and Siriusā needs. This kiss. That was their need.
Sirius moaned into his mouth and the they were pulling away, flushed cheeks and pink lips. āfucking finallyā Remus sighed, his hands still on Sirius. Sirius sent him a confused smile, āwhat?ā
āIāve been wanting that to happen for a long fucking timeā Remus said, brushing a strand of hair from Siriusā face. āreally?ā
āyeah,ā Remus leaned in again, this time pecking a small kiss to his lips. āI was waiting for you to make the first moveā
Sirius smirked, āoh Moony,ā he kissed his lips, āmoony moony moony..ā
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