I dreamt about you last night. It was a weird one for it seems real but I knew better..
In my dream, I saw you in your favorite place. I don’t know where it is but it seems peaceful there. You were sitting on a bench made from the body of a tree as I approach you. When I already reached you, I asked you immediately “what’re you doing here?” You answered “oh. Nothing. Just chilling. It’s so peaceful here, you know? :)” and I said yes, because it really is. A comforting silence filled us as we survey the whole place with our eyes. I was looking for something to say by then when you suddenly started telling me your story.
“It was just a show..” You started. “Everything after my confinement was a lie. I was recovering at some place by then. I don’t know but mother agreed when I told her my plans and it was to tell everyone I know and who knew me that I’m gone. That I did not survived the operation. That I gave up on my own battle.
You were mourning for me while I’m recovering. For when I gain back my strength, I wanted to surprise you guys. Like, go to school wearing our uniform then enter the classroom, interrupting your rehearsal and say "hey guys, it’s me. I’m back. Better than I was before. :)” while you guys would be, I don’t know, shocked maybe, or frightened, or excited then I would laugh at your faces cos it would be priceless. And you will join me laughing not minding that we are consuming the club’s time for practicing a piece or two and the room will be filled with joy, laughter, stories and we’ll be catching up for the time we wasted while I was on recovery. And we’ll all be happy.“ You were telling me all these while you’re slowly turning to an invisible man. Just right when you finished your story, I couldn’t see you anymore.
A tear fell from my eye as I realized it was all a dream. Then you whispered on my ear "I’m sorry. I know it’s hard for all of you guys as it is also for me. But please move on with your lives for I will no longer be there to sing with you, laugh and cry with you and make YOLO moments with you. Free yourselves from the sadness you’re feeling about my nonexistence. I will go to a place where all I would do is nonstop singing of songs I want to sing, be happy, be free, and achieve a peaceful life with Him. Do not worry because I will always wait for the day that we’ll see each other again. In another lifetime, another place and we’ll continue sharing our passion with each other.”
It is sad to not see you anymore here in this world. But I know you’re happy now wherever you are and yes, we’ll see each other again someday, when the right time comes. Rest now, my friend. Thank you for visiting me in my dream. ☺️
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