personal/vent/nsfw lesbian blog

she/they 21 sub femme lovergirl. raunchy hopeless romantic.

[painfully-yearning]

(redoing this because the old one was shit)

my name's marjorie but i also go by mars or marsie. im not new to lesbian tumblr, this blog is like a journal to get my feelings and desires out.

use she/they only. don't use he/him or anything else for me. i prefer femme terms and compliments (pretty, beautiful, gorgeous, etc.).

im highly neurodivergent (autistic, ocd, tourettes, adhd) so please bare with me

this is a personal account, so ONLY follow if you're 18+. if you aren't, i'll block you. no minors or men here, whatsoever

DNI if you're trying to seek sexual or romantic conversation. im taken and strictly monogamous, but im more than willing to make friends!!! :)

dms are always open, just don't be dry. if you don't wanna talk, don't answer. flirting is okay, but only if you mean it. if it takes me a long time to answer you, it's absolutely not personal!!! i do my best with communication

my ask box is also open!!!

tl;dr, i'm merely trying to voice out my emotions, i have my own interests and way of things outside of just this account!! please ask me about them :)

DO NOT INTERACT WITH ME:

- minors

- TERFs

- pro-israel/zionist

- men

-proship/anti-anti

[painfully-yearning]

HOLLLYYYY SHIT. i didn't mean to completely die on this page oml

life's been busy as fuck im so so sorry 😭😭😭 but im BACK!!!! and a LOT of stuff has changed since then oh my godddd

[wolf-boydyke]

a femme who’s not afraid to call me her boyfriend/husband. or use my he/him pronouns. a femme who isn’t afraid of my hypermasculinity and calls me handsome. someone who makes me feel comfortable being the butch boy that i am. my femme <3

[painfully-yearning]

the fact that there isn't a pair of hands underneath my shirt groping my tits right now is devastating. did god give me 36D cup for nothing??!!!

[painfully-yearning]

tried to go back to sleep after waking up in the middle of the night but i keep having fantasies of being railed by a werebutch what is WRONG with me today

[painfully-yearning]

speak of the fucking devil i wake up from a nap with cold symptoms and PCOS cramps. im gonna jump off a cliff 💔💔💔

[eternalgrey]

thanks for being nice to me. in return i will die for you and never leave your side and go grocery shopping with you.

[painfully-yearning]

as a femme who easily gets sick i would take it extremely serious if my partner was under the weather. even if it's a small cold i will 100% turn into a nurse for them. do you need some more aspirin my love? no don't get out of bed, ill make you some soup. ill bring an ice pack for your fever, extra pillows for your head. it'll be okay baby, just get some rest. you'll feel better soon, i'll take care of you darling

[hhanoraa]

when i say i'm femme this is what i mean

[painfully-yearning]

i need to start having my own room again i miss sleeping without a shirt on some nights and just letting the twins out. if only a butch could take advantage of that...

[thefemmesith]

Unapologetically into stereotyped butchfemme dynamics already told a gazillion times like princess femme 4 knight butch, vampire femme 4 werewolf butch, black cat femme 4 golden retriever butch, passenger princess femme 4 driver butch, model femme 4 photographer butch, etc., etc.

No shame whatsoever. That shit feeds my soul.

[bunnysfairy]

when they softly rub your clit to distract you, while pushing inside. whispering „shh baby, I know it’s a lot, but you’re doing so good, I promise. my pretty baby, always doing so amazing. does it feel good? when I rub your clit? when I slide inside you, fill you up? does my princess like that?“ like I will cum on the spot.

[butchksr]

i see a strap picture & my mouth starts watering because i need a dyke to let me suck on their strap while i stare up at them lovingly because i trust them implicitly and i want them to know i'm doing it for them

[crown-jule-deactivated20250606]

Pulling a butch in by their belt loops so I can kiss them and tell them they’re handsome

[titologist]

when i say who’s my pretty princess and she says yes with those doe eyes. im honestly dying because of how hot she is. then i ask for a kiss but instead of grabbing me she smiles and waits for me to grab her or get close. THE CASUAL SUBMISSION.

[painfully-yearning]

butch who's just existing x femme who's obsessed with them and draws them kissing 24/7

[flirtatiousfemme]

need a clingy4clingy butchfemme relationship. like yes baby of course ill come down to get the mail with u. of course my love id love to go with u to go grab a sweatshirt. ty sweetheart i appreciate u coming with me while i go get some water