knock down the walls;

now i know i'm being used; that's okay man 'cause i like the abuse; Lincoln. Just Linc, though. 26. Single. Nocturnal. Omega leatherpup. Stray. Professional slacker, masturbator, stoner, hacker, forger, painter and counterfeiter. I dabble in music and the culinary arts. And by that I mean I play the guitar, make a mean bowl of mac and cheese and eat a lot of cereal. Aroo.

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Some people really can't take a hint...

Seriously. When did the meaning of 'no' stop being, you know, no. 

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I am soooo begging for a puppy now.

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Good.

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Yes,that would be so perfect. They could have like…puppy dog play dates too!

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YES!

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…I should totally beg Daddy for one.

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YOU SHOULD!!! Then we can go on walkies together every day.

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phonecall || simon & linc

Simon: Just call me when you get here and I'll unlock the door. I'm gonna set up the lounge room with blankies and pillows.

Linc: Okay. I'll see you in a little bit. Love you.

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bishopinplay replied to your photo:↳ INSTAGRAM: @leatherzen uploaded a photo. Leo...

I need a dog so we can go for walks together.

That would be super duper amazing.

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phonecall || simon & linc

Simon: Please? I'm sure daddy won't mind...not if I tell him I really needed you. He'll be okay with it. [hesitates for a moment again] I just...I really need someone who knows what's going on with me right now, that understands more than I do. It's just bonus points that you're my best friend.

Linc: [pauses and shifts out of his bed] Okay, I'll be over in a second.

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phonecall || simon & linc

Simon: [stays quiet for a few moments before sighing out] I just...really need a cuddle right now. This is hard.

Linc: [pauses] I can come over....

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↳ INSTAGRAM: @leatherzen uploaded a photo.

Leo and I went for a walkie today! #walkiesarethebest #nature #instadoberman #dobermansofinstagram #instadobie #mybestbuddy 

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@jimmythedobe: Ruff ruff! So cute. Follow4Follow? @callmesir: You have a doberman? Weird lol @mastermark: My two favorite puppies. ;)

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phonecall || simon & linc

Simon: He doesn't hurt me any more...at least not unless I ask for it. I just...I hope he has changed, because I don't think I can stop what's happening to me. It happens without me noticing. I guess that's sorta evidence right? that people change?

Linc: [nods even though he knows Simon can't see him] Yes, it is.

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phonecall || simon & linc

Simon: ...you mean that? Nothing? I'm not messed up because I want to wrap myself up in blankets and just watch cartoons? Or because I just want to cuddle into a stuffed animal when I feel really stressed from this withdrawals? Or because I lo--I really like him, despite what he did?

Linc: No, Simon! Why would you be? That sounds like a dumb reason to be messed up. If anything you were messed up cause you were taking so many drugs. [sighs] Don't listen to what your cousin says. You aren't messed up. Plus, he hasn't hurt you since that happened like what, a year ago or something? People can change...

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phonecall || simon & linc

Simon: I know, I'm more worried about him finding out through my sister. [sighs softly as he closes his eyes and hesitates before replying] I feel like everyone thinks I am. I know I should be, it's like Matty said - it's not normal.

Linc: He won't find out. Just tell her not to tell him if she finds out. [shakes head roughly] No! Simon, stop saying that. I've been in this... scene type thing for a long time, and I know what it is. And it's completely normal. There's nothing wrong with you.

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phonecall || simon & linc

Simon: [sniffles a bit and whimpers into the phone] I...okay. I believe you. But Matty can't find out okay? he already thinks I'm really fucked up; he doesn't need to add this to his list.

Linc: He won't find out. At least not from me. [shakes head] I don't even talk to him. [pauses] You aren't fucked up, Sime. This is completely normal.

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phonecall || simon & linc

Simon: [sounds nervous and worried almost instantly] H-he won't leave me will he? I can't...I need him. I /need/ him, Lin. I just...I couldn't cope.

Linc: [immediately goes into overbearing protective mode, sitting up] Hey, shhh. No, he's not going to leave you. Sime, I've seen him look at you and... trust me, he's not going to leave you, okay? And you've been acting this way for over a week, and he hasn't gotten freaked out yet. That's a good sign.

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phonecall || simon & linc

Simon: Well...what do I do with it? I don't...I don't know what to do, I don't want him to hate me because of it....

Linc: Sime, [sighs] chances are he already knows about it or he's done his own research or something. Especially if he bought you a stuffed animal.