Trust in me and fall as well

Simon Bishop || Twenty-Eight "I've got what you need, baby." {indie rp blog}

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phonecall || simon & linc

Linc: Okay. I'll see you in a little bit. Love you.

Simon: Love you too, Lin. [sighs out contently as he hangs up]

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bishopinplay replied to your photo:↳ INSTAGRAM: @leatherzen uploaded a photo. Leo…

I need a dog so we can go for walks together.

That would be super duper amazing.

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...I should totally beg Daddy for one.

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phonecall || simon & linc

Linc: [pauses and shifts out of his bed] Okay, I'll be over in a second.

Simon: Just call me when you get here and I'll unlock the door. I'm gonna set up the lounge room with blankies and pillows.

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phonecall || simon & linc

Linc: [pauses] I can come over....

Simon: Please? I'm sure daddy won't mind...not if I tell him I really needed you. He'll be okay with it. [hesitates for a moment again] I just...I really need someone who knows what's going on with me right now, that understands more than I do. It's just bonus points that you're my best friend.

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phonecall || simon & linc

Linc: [nods even though he knows Simon can't see him] Yes, it is.

Simon: [stays quiet for a few moments before sighing out] I just...really need a cuddle right now. This is hard.

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phonecall || simon & linc

Linc: No, Simon! Why would you be? That sounds like a dumb reason to be messed up. If anything you were messed up cause you were taking so many drugs. [sighs] Don't listen to what your cousin says. You aren't messed up. Plus, he hasn't hurt you since that happened like what, a year ago or something? People can change...

Simon: He doesn't hurt me any more...at least not unless I ask for it. I just...I hope he has changed, because I don't think I can stop what's happening to me. It happens without me noticing. I guess that's sorta evidence right? that people change?

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phonecall || simon & linc

Linc: He won't find out. Just tell her not to tell him if she finds out. [shakes head roughly] No! Simon, stop saying that. I've been in this... scene type thing for a long time, and I know what it is. And it's completely normal. There's nothing wrong with you.

Simon: ...you mean that? Nothing? I'm not messed up because I want to wrap myself up in blankets and just watch cartoons? Or because I just want to cuddle into a stuffed animal when I feel really stressed from this withdrawals? Or because I lo--I really like him, despite what he did?

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phonecall || simon & linc

Linc: He won't find out. At least not from me. [shakes head] I don't even talk to him. [pauses] You aren't fucked up, Sime. This is completely normal.

Simon: I know, I'm more worried about him finding out through my sister. [sighs softly as he closes his eyes and hesitates before replying] I feel like everyone thinks I am. I know I should be, it's like Matty said - it's not normal.

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phonecall || simon & linc

Linc: [immediately goes into overbearing protective mode, sitting up] Hey, shhh. No, he's not going to leave you. Sime, I've seen him look at you and... trust me, he's not going to leave you, okay? And you've been acting this way for over a week, and he hasn't gotten freaked out yet. That's a good sign.

Simon: [sniffles a bit and whimpers into the phone] I...okay. I believe you. But Matty can't find out okay? he already thinks I'm really fucked up; he doesn't need to add this to his list.

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phonecall || simon & linc

Linc: Sime, [sighs] chances are he already knows about it or he's done his own research or something. Especially if he bought you a stuffed animal.

Simon: [sounds nervous and worried almost instantly] H-he won't leave me will he? I can't...I need him. I /need/ him, Lin. I just...I couldn't cope.

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phonecall || simon & linc

Linc: [makes a soft 'hmmmm' noise in response] Yes, I understand. I know what it is, Sime. It may come as a surprise to you but I actually know a lot about that stuff.

Simon: Well...what do I do with it? I don't...I don't know what to do, I don't want him to hate me because of it....

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phonecall || simon & linc

Linc: [stifles a yawn and rolls over onto his side, pulling his blanket up over himself. he smiles softly, because he actually knows exactly what Simon is talking about, and noticed it about a week ago.] What do you mean? [he asks softly, sounding innocent enough]

Simon: [sighs out a little and pauses for a few moments, frowning to himself as he tries to word it correctly] The internet called it a coping mechanism...that my head wants to push away all the adult stuff. And, I mean, it's working...it's working really well. I'm not as bad as I was with Matty but...I just...I feel like a little kid. Like I just want to curl up and watch cartoons all day, especially when the withdrawls get bad. And then cuddling that stupid teddy gives me all this like...relief. Y'know?

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phonecall || simon & linc

Linc: [closes his laptop and rolls over on his bed, ignoring the dull squeak of a toy underneath him as he snatches his phone and picks it up] So what's wrong?

Simon: [speaking in a whisper but as loud as he can, drawing on his own leg with his finger as he talks] I just...my head has been doing this thing lately. Where it's like...I just want to block every thing out. I was googling it and I don't really get it. It weirds me out a bit.

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phonecall || simon & linc

Simon: [sitting on the couch cross legged, making sure to stay as quiet as possible just in case Rilas is sleeping; holding his phone to his ear as it rings]

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Oh… I understand. I’d want to do that too. Just… somehow tell me next time okay? I know I’m not Rilas but I worry a lot about you.

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It's...I'll call you about it...it's just something I'd rather not explain on here. I will, I'm sorry...you were the first person I wanted to let know, I just...I'm sorry.

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I found this thing.

And I was bored. And maybe high. So I did it.

It’s not exactly… safe… for work… fyi.

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Well damn.

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↳ INSTAGRAM: @dowhatsimonsays uploaded a photo.

Felt really gross today, so I printed out Spiderman pictures and colored them in. #spiderman #coloring #iranoutofblue

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@astoundead: That looks like the tattoo on my arm, lol. @raizenblaze: wht r u? like 5?? @amiielii: haha, you're a tripper Sime :)

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