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tags

oc posting

avlnposting

oc posting

— fandom

[prri]

— hiraya

— matsumoto sae

— lilian dela cruz

— rinrin

— masaya

— yoru

[information and notes]

[dialogues only]

[interactions]

yumeshipping

— hajusae [prri]

— itsusae [prri]

— whitlilie [dol]

we yume yume and we jump

[romantic]

[platonic]

#for me bcs i fr cant remember them #oc posting — hiraya #oc posting — riru #oc posting — masaya #oc posting — yoru #avlnposting #hiraya posting — matsumoto sae #hiraya posting — lilian dela cruz #hiraya posting — murakami tala #yumeshipping — hajusae [prri]#yumeshipping — itsusae [prri]#yumeshipping — whitlily [dol]#oc posting [information and notes]#let's pin this actually #s.r_art #oc posting — fandom [prri]#raendom

sylhea-raemi

hajun looks different every time i draw him

#fuck i posted in the wrong blog #whatever #ITS NOT EVEN IN MY ART SIDE BLOG THAT I POSTED IT LOL IT'S THE MAIN #prev tags #i draw him too soft lol #i mean to be fair his features ARE soft #but having known hjs in their current stage contributes to why i draw him so cuddly #even though he would 100% NOT initiate physical contact #hajun is. born to love and cuddle forced to emotionally constipate and avert physical affection. do you get what i mean.#hajusae #matsumoto sae #paradox live yume

palasyo-manawari

oh my god lol yumiyappenings is a good tag for this blog actually. dream palace -> yume no miya -> yumiya + yap happenings -> yappenings = yumiyappenings. thats not the main thing i find it fascinating tho its the fact that yumiyappenings is describing what im doing lol

palasyo-manawari

changed ymy to pawari bro cant make up her mind

yeah idt i've posted this here???? somehow??? go, spring team sae.

#i fear i have made her too cute #she's so cute oh my goooddd #i need to squish her face so bad omggggg auauaghauagha #oc posting — hiraya #hiraya posting — matsumoto sae #matsumoto sae #paradox live oc

there is an au to be made here

#oc posting — hiraya #hiraya posting — matsumoto sae #yumeshipping — hajusae [prri]#matsumoto sae #paradox live oc #paradox live yume #hajusae #I'LL GET BACK TO IT PROMMY LOL

the dumbasses i miss so much

#hajusae #matsumoto sae #yumeshipping — hajusae [prri]#im really hesitant using CC tags LOL #like ion wanna flood the tags but at the same time i also want them to be seen #uuu im so conflicted #hiraya posting — matsumoto sae #oc posting — hiraya #paradox live yume

love hjs with all my heart i would NEVER do anything unsatisfactory handling their relationship in ymy canon but oh my god. unrequited love is so fun for NO reason

#Hashtag One Sided Love Enthusiast #Hashtag Right Person Wrong Time #Hashtag something something uhhh #Hashtag Loved Too Early Loves Too Late #matsumoto sae #kiiiiiillll me duuuuuuuudddeee #paragaku specifically is just angstfest for me bruh #hajusae #yumeshipping — hajusae [prri]#oc posting — hiraya #hiraya posting — matsumoto sae #paragaku where sae's inexperience with love although she already had an ex by this point #but like sae herself doesnt really. make a big deal out of dating she rly believed it's just the same as hanging out with friends #but her first bf was like 'youre not trying enough' so it stuck out with her #thats not the only reason why they broke up lol it's actually sae who broke up with him bc she believed he puts his friends above her #esp his gbf which. isnt entirely wrong #anyway #in ymy canon sae wanted to try taking action for herself and confessed to a senpai she admired #then love bombed her when they were dating and acted as someone whom she believes what gfs are #most she thought are jealous gfs which apparently makes bfs feel good lol she really thought that's the key to making a relationship work #but the problem is she mostly learned that logic from media with straight pairs. and she was dating a female senpai LMAO #then ymy canon sae developed that love bombing with empty heart shaped shells that doesnt explode while keeping distance and having the-#'if they left me it's fine that just means they couldnt handle me' and 'their friends comes first ofc it makes sense theyve been together-#the longest so it's fine to break it off before theyre forced to choose between friendship and love'#which is applied to her 3rd relationship which 1.) prioritizes her before her friends and 2.) actually makes an effort to get to know her #in past relationships she unintentionally makes it hard for others to be close with her but this one recognized that #the first relationship sae actually bonds with someone but the longer it went the more that person loves her #and the more she realizes sae DOESNT love her romantically #but sae really loves this person too. she loves her as a friend but still loves her so very much #hajun is the person whom sae was scared of getting in a relationship with

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im gonna rename my base avln ocs bc i thought of cooler names and a cooler theme but like. i dont wanna delete or change old posts for nostalgia purposes lol so i might as well make a new one in the future.... i have to change the way i tag as well like. maaannnn lol anywaayysss

hiraya (imagination/day dream) -> not changed

riru (no meaning) -> siyesta (midday nap/rest)

masaya (happy) -> not changed

yoru (night) -> gabi (night)

i didnt have a theme before but when i thought abt what each one means i saw a pattern with three BUT [riru] so ykw. hell yeah. dream, nap, happy, night.

palasyo-manawari

hiraya, masaya, siyesta.... gabiya? lol

palasyo-manawari

hiraya -> dream, an occurrence

siyesta -> nap, an activity

masaya -> happy, an emotion

gabi -> night, a time

i wanna change gabi's name that ends with "a" but literally what else is there 😭😭😭😭

p.s: went to process my thoughts thru tags and now im considering "umaga" but i lowk hate the fact that it sound MAGA but ykw our language predates that term so

hiraya -> dream, an occurrence

siyesta -> nap, an activity

masaya -> happy, an emotion

umaga -> morning, a time of day

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turns out i didnt like umaga as a name enough therefore. change! also i got my hiraya meani g wrong

hiraya -> wish/imagination/dream, a desire

siyesta -> nap, an activity

masaya -> happy, an emotion

mana -> inheritance, a legacy

#🤔#i completely changed the theme for last one huh #it still lines up with the others though so thats good

palasyo-manawari

im gonna rename my base avln ocs bc i thought of cooler names and a cooler theme but like. i dont wanna delete or change old posts for nostalgia purposes lol so i might as well make a new one in the future.... i have to change the way i tag as well like. maaannnn lol anywaayysss

hiraya (imagination/day dream) -> not changed

riru (no meaning) -> siyesta (midday nap/rest)

masaya (happy) -> not changed

yoru (night) -> gabi (night)

i didnt have a theme before but when i thought abt what each one means i saw a pattern with three BUT [riru] so ykw. hell yeah. dream, nap, happy, night.

palasyo-manawari

hiraya, masaya, siyesta.... gabiya? lol

palasyo-manawari

hiraya -> dream, an occurrence

siyesta -> nap, an activity

masaya -> happy, an emotion

gabi -> night, a time

i wanna change gabi's name that ends with "a" but literally what else is there 😭😭😭😭

p.s: went to process my thoughts thru tags and now im considering "umaga" but i lowk hate the fact that it sound MAGA but ykw our language predates that term so

hiraya -> dream, an occurrence

siyesta -> nap, an activity

masaya -> happy, an emotion

umaga -> morning, a time of day

#my tagalog is not tagaloging #NO BUT LIKE #bukang-lawayway..... tanghali.... hapon..... takipsilim..#shit im forgetting morning #MORNING #UMAGA #BUT LIKE. HM

palasyo-manawari

im gonna rename my base avln ocs bc i thought of cooler names and a cooler theme but like. i dont wanna delete or change old posts for nostalgia purposes lol so i might as well make a new one in the future.... i have to change the way i tag as well like. maaannnn lol anywaayysss

hiraya (imagination/day dream) -> not changed

riru (no meaning) -> siyesta (midday nap/rest)

masaya (happy) -> not changed

yoru (night) -> gabi (night)

i didnt have a theme before but when i thought abt what each one means i saw a pattern with three BUT [riru] so ykw. hell yeah. dream, nap, happy, night.

palasyo-manawari

hiraya, masaya, siyesta.... gabiya? lol

im gonna rename my base avln ocs bc i thought of cooler names and a cooler theme but like. i dont wanna delete or change old posts for nostalgia purposes lol so i might as well make a new one in the future.... i have to change the way i tag as well like. maaannnn lol anywaayysss

hiraya (imagination/day dream) -> not changed

riru (no meaning) -> siyesta (midday nap/rest)

masaya (happy) -> not changed

yoru (night) -> gabi (night)

i didnt have a theme before but when i thought abt what each one means i saw a pattern with three BUT [riru] so ykw. hell yeah. dream, nap, happy, night.

#i also have to revamp astral fgo lore bc i decided to have a MSY as astral's 'other self' instead of another HRY #avlnposting

⬆️hjn -- sae⬇️

for the record i did NOT know insects are a part of hjn's weaknesses when writing out sae's bio lol

#i gotta update that someday oh my god #there's so many progression from the yappenings i did #man i made this last year? i think??? wow #paradox live yume

4:30 am is hjs hours actually WOHOOOOO

#i lied it's supposed more like. 8:30 or 8:03?? 8:30 sounds better #am or pm? whichever #their number is 8️⃣3️⃣ sooooo #but like 4 am is my Perfectly Sane Totes Not Brainrotting hours soooooo

ugly sobbing i love hajusae so much it's unreal

#ive been going through this HELL for a year and few months dude #i'm way way WAY too attached

me when i talk about the same hjs things over n over again

#i need to properly tag things dude #smth smth uhhh #paradox live yume #paradox live oc #??? i guess #yeaahhhh i need to fix my tags

oh my god lol yumiyappenings is a good tag for this blog actually. dream palace -> yume no miya -> yumiya + yap happenings -> yappenings = yumiyappenings. thats not the main thing i find it fascinating tho its the fact that yumiyappenings is describing what im doing lol

#smth smth filipino #awan ba sksksk i forgot filipino lectures #dawg its like 4 am who gaf

palasyo-manawari

WHAT IS WRONG WITH THEM WHAT THE HELL

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rereading while sleep deprived isnt good dude now i wanna tear up :sob: theyve come so far

palasyo-manawari

something something "this is it. you see what i am now, right? what i truly am. im terrible. im horrible. im someone who could ruin you in some way. im not good for you at all so let me show how much worse i can be. i can hurt you. i will hurt you. i need to believe youre someone i dont care that much about. i need to believe you have a valid reason for leaving me. that way, it won't hurt too much. that way, it's fair to say that you left because you couldn't handle me. it's fair that way. so please leave. leave me. tell me you don't want me. tell me you don't love me. you'll leave me, like everyone else have, right? play say yes."

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hjn's "i will love your everything. your mind, your soul, your heart. everything you showed me, i care deeply. everything you'd want to share with me, i take interest in them. anythimg you want to talk about, i will listen intently. anything you'd forget, i will remember dearly. i will love your every flaw, scar, and imperfections. i will embrace all those you think are tour ugliness. if you ever find yourself astray, know i'll be here to remind you of yourself. i love you from the bottom of my heart." vs sae's "lies. lies. lies. all of it is a lie. how can you love me? someone like me? surely once i show every single ugly part of my heart, you will be repulsed. surely when you realize that i'm not as great as you think i am, you'll be disappointed. someone like you, someone as kind as you, someone as straight forward, someone as honest as you.... how could someone like you want to associate with me? i will make your life a living hell, surely, because you'd find me troublesome. you can be so loving, i know how much you love, but me? towards me? surely jest. im sure you're not. it's a lie. i'll be willing to laugh it off, surely it's a joke."

#(HANDS IN HEAD) GODDAAAAMMIIIITTTTTTT #SAE PLEEEAAAASSSEEEE #SAAAEEEEEE YOU FUCKING DUMBAAAAASSSSS #SIIIIGHHHHHH #its just that. okay so.#she does accept hjn cares abt her as a friend but as a romantic partner. yes she does too but not in a deeper level #to her his love towards bae will and always will be higher than her #his care for ampr esp with dongha is muvh higher than her. she believes he'd never love her as much as he loves them #getting into this relationship she accepts the fact that she'll never be top priority and can always be cut off #like this is what dating is for her. it was the same for her anyway. her exes werent much of her priority and they dont prioritize her too #so it only makes sense right? but this was different #sae very much loves hjn deeper than she ever realize. she's scared to lose him that the only way she knows to lessen this fweling is to #repeat previous actions. she doesnt know her love runs so deep that she's capable of feeling jealousy towards his friends. she shouldnt be #jealous right? she shouldnt. thats his friends. he knows them longer than he knows her. theyve been through thick and thin. it's only right #to prioritize them. why should she be jealous? she shouldnt be. she shouldnt. and yet she fear the day he'll leave her. she fears of the #'truth' that he really doesnt love her as much. it's twmporary. all things are temporary. she should be ready and brace herself. it's alway #like this. and yet why is she uneasy? she's so unaware of her fears and jealousy. if denying one's romantic love is a competition she'd be #winning first place lol. she doesnt just deny hjn's feelings but hers as well #shes just........ so scared. she wants to cling onto him so much. she doesn't want to let go. but it'll be over one day and it hurts.#it's better to have them let go and be the reason as to why the relationship fall off than be so anxious of being left #better have those fears proven than living a life that feels unreal #sigh.......... she said she dont want to be lonely and not honest as hjn but she's literally going through what he went through #it truly is symbolic go have hjn be the one to open someone's doors this time lol like if theres anyone who understands her— it's him.#thing is sae is only like this SPECIFICALLY on romance #she has no problems opening up with her friends about friendships connections and communication #but being in a relationshop where you love someone deeply and they love you back just as deep is scary for her #hashtag Divorced Parents effect #idt she realized how it actually affects her entire life HEAVILY just bc she didn't feel so strongly thw day her parents actually did split #yumiyappenings #<- lol i like this tag

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