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athenus

my journal spread for my special day *:･ﾟ✧

soierose

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walking through the gardens down my street always makes me feel so safe

White dresses in paintings

Edward Hughes

British, 1832–1908

This is incredibly strange... it had been almost a little over a year, I feel, that I haven’t been in this website for quite some time. Though, I’m not sure if I’ve stated every single that had been going on with me. I do not care how many followers I’ve lost, but what I’ve lost more is with myself and every single thing that I am to ever feel like a human being.

Last year, and of course today, I’ve been severely depressed. I had been mentally and emotionally abused by someone who I am ashamed to call family. I lack of interest of anything, I do not want to create art, my passion, my drive, my will for everything deteriorated from my soul. I am not the same kind of person that I use to be, unfortunately, my parents who are incredible are supporting me and they are providing all the love they could ever offer. At least, I am doing my best to cope.

Now, things are rather good for me now. I am working in a job that is paying me good, I finished college, and I am still with my boyfriend. Those are the plus... I will do all I can to post things around here and there. I want to keep in touch with friends that I’ve been friends with here. I miss everyone so dearly, and I want to feel human again. I’m not sure if I could ever be the same again... maybe things will be alright.

I love you.

#I am back #personal