I know this is my promo page but I feel like the awareness needs to be spread. Mental illness is real. Ive been diagnosed bipolar disorder type 2, borderline personality disorder, anxiety, ptsd, recessive eating disorder, the list goes on. I’ve been quite depressed lately. Not been eating, sleeping, I don’t want to move so I just lay awake. Today I got home from work, and for no reason i started crying. Bipolar disorder sucks. One minute I’m flying high for weeks feeling amazing (when in all reality I’m manic and wearing myself down) doing anything and everything in sight. I clean, cook, work a lot, eat a lot, smile more, have energy. But. Then it changes. And my mania makes me shake/tremors, and my heart race while I’m just sitting doing nothing, I can’t even put earrings on when I’m like this, panic attacks due to small things like my coffee got cold, my mind just can’t stop spinning in circles and it makes me so discombobulated. Then. Depression hits me. Like a ton of bricks. I loose weight (as u can see from the photo, it is actually me) my hair falls out from time to time due to stress, my stomach is constantly hurting Bc I can’t find the willpower to make anything to eat for two days, sad and embarrassing to say it but, even showering is hard when I’m this low. It’s hard to get out. I’m even medicated, granted I’m a lot better than I used to be. I’m just so tired of going through this. I need to find someway to let go of all this pain and baggage I’ve picked up over the years. I just wish I knew the way out of my own mind sometimes.
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