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Don’t Mess With Pan’s Lost Girl Pt 12

Warning: cussing ig

Word count: 1432

A/N: I’ve been writing this story for years now but have only been focusing on it for months at a time. I completely forgot the original plan for it, so I’m truly just winging it now. I didn’t realize people were still reading, but I have a lot of free time rn and have decided to come back. I’ll try not to disappear again

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Peter’s POV

What am I doing? Why is Wendy coming with me? What was I thinking? I see the mountains of Neverland in the distance so it’s too late now, she’s here.

“Wow!” Wendy is flying beside me holding my arm, even this feels wrong.

“Welcome to Neverland, love.” I have a plan but even I don’t like it.

I secretly take her to my treehouse the Boys can’t know she’s here yet, I need to speak to Mariana first.

“Okay you wait here for a bit I need to make sure everything is ready for your welcome.” I’m whispering, not sure why, but she seems to get a kick out of it. She giggles and sits on my bed crossing her hands delicately in her lap. Next to her on the bed is Mariana’s hair tie thing. I quickly kiss Wendy’s head to grab it inconspicuously and slip in on my wrist.

I flash myself to just outside of Mariana’s tent. She needs to know this isn’t anything real, Hook is too close to figuring out that she’s my weakness, Wendy is to be the bait. There’s nothing funny going on. It’s kind of a fucked up plan but I can’t risk Hook taking the one thing keeping me together.

It’s a good plan.

Why am I still standing outside the tent? Just go in and explain everything, she’ll understand, she will forgive you.

I let out a deep breath and open the flap, it’s dark but I see a body in her bed, it’s not her body.

Felix. Fucking Felix. I should’ve known, she always wanted him and he never stopped pursuing her. I’m racing through the trees, fuming, this can’t be real. It’s not real.

“What the hell is the matter with you!” Tinker bell stopped me in my tracks.

“What?” The shock of her appearance momentarily shook me from my crazed rage.

“Leaving these boys defenseless? Breaking up with Mariana? Going to Earth when there’s a ‘darkness’ there, how stupid are you?” She’s clearly pissed but there’s no way she’s putting this all on me.

“Oh please they’re well trained they’re fine, plus you’re the one that pushed me to it. You were right Hook was figuring things out, I was going soft, I just needed to clear my head!” The anger is coming back. “And there’s no darkness, I just couldn’t risk her wanting to stay home, and leave me for good.” I’m ashamed.

“I never said you guys should break up, I know she’s good for you I just didn’t want you to lose sight of your responsibilities.” She’s sheepish now and I feel guilty for taking my anger out on her.

“Where is she now?”

“At the lake, I warned her you’d be back soon but she didn’t seem to care much. I’m sorry to both of you. Go easy on her.” Tink has never been one to be sympathetic it’s an odd look on her.

“I don’t want to be doing this but I have a plan, hopefully she can understand once this is all over. But I have to keep her in the dark for it to work. Can I ask you to be there for her when I can’t be?” I hope I can appeal to this new Tink for help.

“Okay.” Is all she says before flying off with a huff.

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There she is, floating peacefully in the water, beautiful as ever. She looks thinner than when I left, she can’t be doing good. This breaks my heart.

This is going to hurt me just as much as it hurts you but I promise I will protect you.

“Great memories here at this lake!” I startle her, “Your naked body always looked best in the moon light, dripping wet.” This isn’t a lie I just had to get it out of the way before I get back into character. She rushing to put her clothes on as I approach. She standing with her arms crossed trying to cover herself, but it’s impossible not to look at every inch.

“Why did you come back?” There’s so much sadness in her voice, I stand in front of her and fight the urge to pull her towards me. Then I remember Felix in her bed.

Use the anger, really sell it.

“How’ve you enjoyed sleeping with my best mate for the past few months?” God I hope this isn’t true.

“I never slept with him.” Her voice, venomous. So it’s not true?

“Oh, of course not, he’s only asleep in your tent cause you guys are the best of friends.” He has always been kind to her, at the least it’s comforting knowing she had a friend these past few months.

“He is my best friend, and why’d you go in my tent?” She finally looks at me, I don’t even care that it’s with hate I’ve missed her eyes. Her eyes give me the feeling Wendy’s home gave me.

Wendy, stay focused.

I advert my gaze, “I was looking for you.”

“Why?” She glaring at me I can feel it. I can’t tell her now, I’ve decided that’s a bad idea for now.

“Well I’m sure you guys must of done something, you know to get over our love that was for not, I know I did.” This lie made my stomach churn.

“You’re right, we did, lots of fun satisfying activities, but I didn’t sleep with him.” She smiles at me, a sickly sweet smile I know she doesn’t mean. Then she’s gone.

I don’t know how long I’ll be able to keep this up. All I want is to catch up with her take her in my arms and explain everything. Tell her I never stopped loving her, never wanted to push her away, but the less she knows the better.

I see she left her clothes and decide keeping an item couldn’t hurt.

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“Okay I’m going to make my return announcement, you wait here till I gesture for you to come out ok?” I’m whispering to Wendy in the forest just outside the camp, she giggles and gives me a kiss on the cheek. I force out a smile.

As I walk into the camp the Boys go crazy. I look around for Mariana and Felix but don’t see either of them.

“Lost boys!” I shout as I jump onto a table, hoots and whistling respond, “How I’ve missed you all! I trust you’ve been keeping each other in check and playing around to your hearts’ content!” More cheering.

I begin explaining my trips to Earth, the Boys are eating it up, I really have to drive this home. Then I see her, she thinks I don’t, she’s trying to be sneaky but I see her. I wish she had stayed in her tent it would make this easier. “but nothing could ever compare to Neverland. Though there was one thing about Earth that I wished to have here with me in Neverland. It’s why I kept coming and going, and finally stayed away for so long. I finally got my greatest desire here to Neverland.” The Boys are clearly confused.

“Gents! Lady.” Why couldn’t she just stay in her tent? “I want to introduce you to my new passion!” I gesture to the trees and Wendy walks out slowly.

I pull her onto the table with me “Boys! I’d like you to meet Wendy!” She’s blushes and offers an awkward wave and smile. The Boys erupt with laughter and cheers. Mariana has vanished. I can’t help but stare at her tent, I want to be in there.

No. She shouldn’t have her own tent. She should be in bed with me.

I turn to Wendy, cupping her face, I hesitate. I don’t want to kiss her so I kiss her cheeks. She blushes and kisses mine back.

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The party went on longer than expected last night. I don’t want to get up but Wendy is going through all of my things so I have to think of a way to get her out of here.

“Would you like to play with everyone today?” I ask rolling over finding her in one of my drawers.

“Oh yes I would love to I want to meet everybody.” Excitable.

“Ok well I have the perfect job for you then. Follow the boys just south of camp and you’ll find our training grounds, there you will hand out weapons; bows, arrows, swords, knives.” I get up and start guiding her to the door, “It’ll be fun. I’ll meet you there once I’ve woken up.” With a snap of my fingers I flash her to the forest floor.

I’ll be there when I’m ready to face her.

[pan-imagines-ig]

Don’t Mess With Pam’s Lost Girl Pt. 11

Warning: None

Word count: 1890

AN: Pan’s pov we’re gonna explain everything that went down

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“I love you.” She smiles up at me and I roll over to kiss her cheek.

“I love you.” I pull back and she kisses my lips before pushing herself up off the bed.

“I’m thinking we go for a little swim after games today, what do you think?” She turns towards me as she pulls on a, cut up, skirt she stole when she went back to the cove. I was so mad at her that day. To think I could have lost her forever; her eyes, her lips, and that gorgeous smile she’s giving me now. I can’t lose her love.

“Whatever you desire, my love” I return the smile, my arms folded behind my head, “but not at the usual spot, there’s somewhere special I want to take you.” She beams with excitement and I finally roll myself out of bed.

I walk over to her and she throws her arms around my neck, I bury my face into hers. She’s kissing my neck and I’m really resisting throwing her back in bed and undressing her. I lean back and she’s on her tip toes kissing all over my cheeks and lips, I laugh and scrunch my face. I love when she does that. I’m about to demand she stays home with me today when Tink appears in the room.

“Oh, thank god you guys are dressed this time. Well mostly.” I catch her eyes flash below my waist and I pull Mariana closer to me.

“That’s why you need to learn to knock, what’s so important?” I ask, my voice is still thick with sleep so my words come off with a bit more irritation than intended.

“Well I was actually hoping I could talk to you privately, Peter.” Her hands are behind her back and she’s tilting her head innocently. Mariana glances back at me and I don’t want to let her go, and yet, I do.

“Go get us some breakfast, I’ll be down soon.” I send her off with a kiss to the forehead. I can tell she’s uncomfortable with this situation but Tink is my inside informant and as much as I love Mariana, this information stays strictly between Tink and I.

“You’re going soft,” Tink rolls her eyes dropping the sweet act, “look at you, eyes trailing after her.” She flutters over next to me and faces the door too. “I know she doesn’t like me but she needs to learn how things go around here.”

I roll my eyes, “Last time, what’s so important?” I turn to dress myself.

“You guys need to do some prioritizing. You’re so wrapped up by Mariana, that you barely take notice when Lost Boys are missing, but Hook is. He’s noticing. He knows you’ve got some weakness now. He doesn’t know what yet but he’s planning on a raid soon, I haven’t found out when, I’ll let you know when I do.”

I knew things were a little rough right now and I knew my mind had been a little distracted, but I couldn’t help it.

There had only ever been one other girl in Neverland before, I thought I loved her. I didn’t know what love was. I liked talking to her, enjoyed her company, we had fun in bed. But she didn’t take up my mind when I was away from her. In fact, when I wasn’t with her I actually forgot she existed. That’s why she left, I was jealous that she wanted Felix first so when I forbade her from ever speaking to him and proceeded to treat her the way I did, she had enough and begged to go home.

Mariana is different. Her love is all consuming, not only do I enjoy her company but I envy anyone who gets her attention when I’m not around. Even now she’s down getting food enjoying her morning with the Boys and I hate that I’m not there to hear her voice or feel her energy. I need to end this conversation.

“I’m aware of the missing Boys, and let Hook come, even with a few down we’re still stronger than he ever will be.” I walk around her and flash myself down to the forest floor. I’m jogging to the camp and Tink is flying by my ear.

“And what exactly are you doing about the Boys? What actions have you taken to save them? What plans do you have to go against Hook? His following is getting bigger everyday, especially since Mariana keeps sneaking over and terrorizing them.” Her voice is shrill and she’s panting between sentences.

I come to a stop just at the edge of camp, “oh come on we all terrorize the cove it’s kind of our job, it’s just fun and games.”

“Well the towns people are getting sick of it too, they’re coming. You need to make some changes if you truly care about these boys.” She’s serious and streams off before I can respond.

Maybe she has a point. Maybe I haven’t been the leader I need to be. I owe these boys my life; we’ve lived together, fought together, bled together. I need to come up with a way to save them and keep the ones here protected.

“Hey my love, what did Tink have to say, or do I still not have a high enough clearance?” She’s smiling at me gently with a grape in hand and a beautiful twinkle in her eye.

How could I not get distracted by her, when she’s the reason I wake up every morning. My world revolves around her. Perhaps that’s the problem. Perhaps I should call it.

“Nothing crazy, nothing for you to be concerned about, just updates on your last shenanigans” I say with a kiss to her forehead. My eyes squeeze shut preventing any tears from rolling out.

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“You should’ve just told me when you found out I could’ve helped you come up with a plan! Instead you pushed me away!” She’s yelling, crying, throwing things.

“I didn’t want to involve you knowing you’d run off to the cove without a head on you!” I shout back, out of passion not anger.

“Isn’t that the whole reason you originally decided to keep me around? Protection?” Her voice is now low and steady. “Or were you only thinking with your dick when you made that call?” She growls at me and is glaring at me, cheeks flushed.

“Maybe you’re right, maybe I was just thinking with my dick” I don’t mean it, it hurt me to say, but I say it with a smirk. It’s a gut punch I know, but I need to get rid of her. I can’t let a silly thing like love stop me from protecting the rest of my family.

She’s accused me of getting bored, that could never happen. I love her but I love these boys too, once I figure out how to keep them safe I’m sure I can get her back.

“Hook is coming tonight!” Tink barges in, voice shrill and panicked.

“Are you sure?” I whip around, now I’m panicked.

“Yes they’re heading this way, they’ll land by night fall. He has two boat loads!”

“Mariana, get out, go to your tent. I have to think.” I turn around her glare is frozen on me but she listens.

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“I hear you’ve gone soft Pan!” Hooks standing on a table at the camp. I’m cowardly hiding in my house watching it go down. Then there she is, sneaking towards the table he’s standing on holding a young lost boy at gun point.

Fuck.

She swings her sword at his legs and he jumps, she doesn’t know him like I do, he spins and knocks her down.

“Hook!” I can’t let him know, but I have to do what I can to protect her.

“Peter.” He snarls a sickly grin grows on his face. “It’s her isn’t it?” his disgusting gaze lands on Mariana who’s on the ground holding her face, fuming.

“Please, she was my sex slave and nothing more. I’ve moved on. I haven’t gone soft, I was just hoping I could get you to visit our humble abode.” God I hope she forgives me one day.

“I’m not buying that you let your boys die one by one all for a weak trap attempt.” He climbs off the table and grabs Mariana by the arm. I clench my first by stay firm.

I gotta think quick. I need to get rid of them. I won’t let him hurt her.

Suddenly Tink is zooming around throwing pixie dust everywhere. Pirates are dropping one by one, once the boys are out of capture they pick up arms and a battle breaks out. Hook drops Mariana and I flash to her grab her and get her to her tent.

“Stay here or I’ll let him take you.” I flash back to the camp pulling my sword from its holster, saturate it in nightshade and join in.

The fight lasts a couple hours but eventually we send the pirates running. I want to go to Mariana, care for her, but my boys aren’t safe yet. Instead I fly. I fly till I’m exhausted and need a break.

I land on a windowsill, I take a deep breath then hear movement from inside. I’m too tired to fly off so I sneak into the room. It’s warm, feels cozy, I can feel a warm embracing energy from all around.

“Hello?” A soft voice comes from somewhere in the dark room. “Hello, my name is Wendy.” The voice is sweet and gentle, not scared?

“Wendy?” I ask searching the darkness.

A small girl steps into the small amount of light being cast by the full moon. She’s cute but a little naïve, she can’t be serious.

“Hello Wendy, my names Peter.” I introduce myself cautiously.

“Where did you come from?” She’s so young I can’t get her lulled into my world, but I can’t help but want to be apart of hers. What is that?

“I don’t know, I just woke up here.” Keep it mysterious.

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I kept visiting her, she helped me feel better about leaving Mariana. The feeling of that house gave me the comfort she once did. It felt like a good replacement, a good way to refocus my mind. My mind needs to be on the boys, but I was addicted to this feeling. At least with Mariana I was home, closer to what was going on, able to keep an eye on things. Now I’m here and I don’t want to leave, the feeling is intoxicating, I wish I could be here with her.

The feeling is family, Wendy has brothers, and two loving parents. A real family, one I’ve always wanted. I want to stay here forever, but I realize I never could. I’ll never have a real family, but I have one back home, back in Neverland.

“This is my last time visiting, I have to go back to protect my family.”

“Well let me come with you!” Wendy is shrill and easily excitable, but maybe her company will bring along this same warm feeling. I don’t want to keep her around, I can hardly stand her but the feeling will be like a temporary fix before I get Mariana back.

[pan-imagines-ig]

Don’t Mess With Pan’s Lost Girl p10

Warning: mention of murder? 😂

Word count: 1242

AN: genuinely didn’t think I’d ever be back

Warning: Nothin’ Word count: 1443 A/N: this is long overdue and I can’t remember how long ago I last updated Warning: nothing tbh Word c

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Felix tightens his arms around me, squeezing.

I’m screaming, can barely catch my breath, the sobs are covered by the celebratory shouts and singing of Pan’s return. The lost boys don’t care about the childish drama. They don’t care about the very real feelings I’m feeling, neither does Pan, if anything this is all very entertaining for them. They’re just happy to have their precious leader back.

I stopped crying five minutes ago, after about an hour of nonstop tears. My throat is raw and my eyes are stinging. I feel Felix’s lips against the top of my head, leaving gentle kisses, just a sweet gesture and nothing more. Comforting. He’s rocking us slowly, still on the floor, and I feel absolutely drained.

“Water.” My voice not even a whisper.

“Let me get you to bed first” he stands slowly and pulls me up while supporting my arms.

I shuffle to the bed, his arms on either side of me as if waiting for me to collapse again. I gently wave him off as I curl on top of the covers. He folds the other side over me and leave one final, sweet, kiss on my nose before leaving the tent. When he opens the flaps the bright fire light shows shadows of dancing boys. And for a moment, just a fraction of a second, I see Pan in the middle with Wendy. His hands were reaching up to cup her face. The flaps closed before I saw them make contact.

I don’t have enough energy to cry anymore. So I just lay there, numb, waiting for Felix to return.

“I brought you some food too” he returns with a small plate with just a couple things to pick at; some bread, cheese, blueberries, and a cup of water.

I sit up and take the cup so he lays the plate on my lap. I don’t look at it and take slow thoughtless sips of the water.

“Better?” I look up at him and his face softens. He can see that I’ve drained myself of all emotion. “I can kill him for you, we can do it together, if you want” he snickers.

I don’t respond. Just quietly turn my head back towards the boy I once loved. I can see him, the tent is closed, but I can still see him in my mind. It’s racing with the image of his hands on her face, pulling her in, kissing her. I didn’t see it happen but I know it did and the thought is very vivid, projected on the door of the tent.

“Lay with me” my voice is somewhat better now. I put the cup and plate on the floor and get properly under the covers as Felix joins me.

We lay quietly for a while and I can feel my sadness turning to painful anger. My thoughts are racing and my heart pounding.

“Let’s kill her”

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When I wake up I almost knock over the water and, instead, step on the plate of smelly cheese and smooshy berries. Felix walks in at that moment and lets out a small laugh. I look at him, irritated, as I wipe my foot on my pant leg. I reach for my satchel and my fingers grasp around nothing. I look down at the chair and notice none of my things are where they should be.

“Where-?” I begin looking towards Felix.

“You have to make me a promise before I give your stuff back” Felix says slow and calmly with his hands up.

“Promise what? You can’t just steal my things, who do you think you are?!” My voice is getting louder and I’m getting anger with him.

“Hey, Mariana, I’m your best friends, that’s who. And as your best friend I want to make sure you don’t do something stupid. You said something pretty stupid last night and I just want to make sure you’re in a clear state of mind today”

“Oh come on I wasn’t serious, I’m not gonna kill her!” Is he being for real? He really thinks I’d kill her, Pan would kill me. ‘At least I’d get his attention’

I roll my eyes at myself but Felix takes it personally. “I’m just trying to look out for you, I know you’re not stupid, but I also know you’re not one to hold back your emotions. I don’t want your emotions getting the best of you, this is serious.” He puts one hand on my arm the other brushes through my hair.

I look up at him and let out a calming breath, “ok, I promise. I’m not going to kill her. But I can’t promise I won’t bully her” I say with attitude.

“That’s fine.” He laughs and his smile makes me smile, “Bullying is expected, and I’ll be here to protect you when you inevitably piss Pan off.” Another kiss to the top of my head.

“Alright you gotta stop with those little kisses” I giggle.

“Why? Falling in love with me?” He grins down at me and quickly raises one eye brow.

I can’t help but smile back up at him, shaking my head I response, “I haven’t fallen in love these past couple months, I don’t think it’s gonna happen.”

“Then why do I have to stop?” He says leaning in to give me 1, 2, 3 more soft kisses down to my forehead.

“Cause Pan will kill you.” I say he just smiles and kisses my right cheek. I think it over for a second, ‘maybe making Pan jealous in return won’t hurt’ , “ok fine, it’s cute and makes me happy. Plus, if Pan’s gonna rub Wendy in my face he can’t get mad about a couple sweet nothing kisses.”

“Ok so we’ll bully Wendy and make Pan extremely jealous. We both know there’s nothing between us so it’ll be his fault if he gets overly offended. But are you trying to get him back or just get him mad?” He’s really pondering over this but when he hits me with this question I have to sit down to think.

“I don’t know, I know I want to piss him off, but getting him back isn’t something I’ve thought about in a couple weeks.” Do I want to get back together with him? I hate him right now so it’s hard to imagine how or if I would get him back, but my heart still yearns for him.

“Let’s just head out to practice, mind our own business, go about the day as normal. We probably won’t even see him today. If we do, you can decide in the moment and I’ll be with it.” Felix says reaching out to escort me to the shooting range.

I take his hand and stand from the bed so he can walk me to the hiding spot of my belongings. I quickly slip on my shoes and holster my sword.

We hold hands and swing our arms as we walk to the range, chit-chatting and laughing. I feel the pit of anxiety in my stomach but I’m doing my best to act like everything is ok, Felix makes that easy.

When we get to the range most of the boys are already working through their arrows or up in the obstacle course. We head towards the issue station and I stop still, stomach out my ass, when I see Wendy handing out bows and quivers.

[pan-imagines-ig]

Imagine, you’ve been with Peter in Neverland for years but things just aren’t right. Felix can see that Peter is toxic for you. One night Felix helps you sneak out and flies you back home. When Felix returns Peters asks about you, “She’s home where she’ll be safe, you can never see her again.” Felix responds.

[pan-imagines-ig]

Don’t Mess With Pan’s Lost Girl p9

Warning: Nothin’

Word count: 1443

A/N: this is long overdue and I can’t remember how long ago I last updated

Don’t Mess With Pan’s Lost Girl P. 8

Warning: nothing tbh Word count: 1325 (I swear it feels like I’m writing so much but they’re always so short) A/N: If you guys could give

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Once he’s right in front of me he circles around me, slowly, bitting his lip. He’s silent for a few rounds and I keep my arms crossed and my head held high.

Finally he speaks, “how’ve you enjoyed sleeping with my best mate for the past few months?” He says coming to a halt in front of me, his eyes dark.

My jaw locks in place and I can feel the heat of hatred in my cheeks, “I never slept with him.” I say continuing to look ahead and avoid eye contact.

“Oh, of course not, he’s only asleep in your tent cause you guys are the best of friends.” He says inching closer.

I can’t help it and my eyes flash to his, “He is my best friend, and why’d you go in my tent?” I raise my voice at him but he remains calm and collected.

Shrugging, he begins to pace again. “I was looking for you.” He states simply.

“Why?” I ask glaring at him but he doesn’t notice.

Dodging my question he begins to circle around me again.

“Well I’m sure you guys must of done something, you know to get over our love that was for not, I know I did.” He mumbles the last part just loud enough for me to hear, the smirk clear in his voice.

“You’re right, we did, lots of fun satisfying activities, but I didn’t sleep with him.” I lie turning behind me to give him a quick smile before stalking off back to the camp.

Once I know he hasn’t followed me I let the tears stream down my face. I really shouldn’t be acting like this, I knew he was coming back. I just wasn’t expecting it to be so soon.

I get back to camp and my fit of tears have turned into a blank expression. I barge into my tent and plop down on the bed. My dramatic entrance stirs Felix awake.

“What’s wrong?” He asks mildly concerned due to the fact that he just woke up.

“Pan’s back.” I inform him, my tone dead.

“What happened?” He asks slowly pushing himself up and rubbing the sleep from his eyes.

“I was washing my clothes and,” I let out an annoyed groan, “I forgot my clothes.” My tone hasn’t changed other than the slight annoyance, I feel like the life had been sucked from my body.

“Mariana, focus, Peter. What happened with Peter?” He’s now sitting next to me, his hand on my thigh.

His words shake me from my daze. I was the only one that was allowed to call him Peter. I think back to when he gave me permission to call him Peter and it all comes flooding back. The passion, the love, the heartbreak, the rage; it all washes over me so quickly. My eyes snap and meet his, he looks concerned but his eyes look a bit scared.

“I was washing my clothes down at the lake. Bell came and told me Pan has been going to England for the past couple months to visit the same person and that he’d be coming back soon. I was confused and upset so I decided to take a swim. That’s when Pan appeared.” I relay the events from the past hour then remember one more thing, “also, he thinks we were...intimate, while he was gone.”

“What do you mean intimate?” Felix asks, a hint of fear in his tone.

“I mean, he thinks that while he was gone I’ve been using you to satisfy my sexual needs.” I tell him point blank and a bit sarcastic.

“And why does he think that, Mariana?” The fear in his voice growing stronger.

“Cause I might have told him,” the color drains from his face but I continue before he can interject, “he was going on about how he thinks we slept together and I told him we didn’t but he kept talking about how he’s been fooling around to get over me.” I say rolling my eyes the anger building back up causing my cheeks to heat.

Before Felix has time to piece everything together there’s shouting and cheers from the camp. The lost boys are going wild with joy making more noice than I’ve heard in weeks. Pan made his grand appearance.

Felix and I share a glance of concern, “Let’s just hide in here. It might be the coward move but so what, I don’t feel like dying tonight.” Felix suggests and I nod in agreement. I really don’t feel like facing Pan right now.

We both lay flat on our backs not touching not talking, just listening. The boys started a chant of praise about Pan’s return. This goes on for about an hour and me and Felix start to cuddle back up in hopes of getting some sleep. That’s when his voice booms over the lost boy chaos.

“Lost boys!” He begins, hoots and whistling respond, “How I’ve missed you all! I trust you’ve been keeping each other in check and playing around to your hearts’ content!” More cheering.

I sit up and look down at Felix as Pan continues, “I want to go out there.” I whisper down to him.

“Are you sure about that?” He asks sitting up too.

“Yes.” I say quickly grabbing his hand and getting up before I talk myself out of it.

We peak out of the tent and see the bon fire a couple yards away. A few steps to the right Pan can be seen standing on a table most of the lost boys are standing and listening but a few of the younger ones are up front sitting, they’re looking up at him like it’s story time. And it sort of is. The way Pan explains his adventure to Earth is so vivid and enticing. Felix and I creep out and join the crowd.

There are other boys coming out of their tents too so our presence goes unnoticed. I keep my head low and make sure to stand behind taller boys to avoid catching Pan’s eye.

Pan goes on about all the amazing things he’s seen on Earth, “but nothing could ever compare to Neverland. Though there was one thing about Earth that I wished to have here with me in Neverland. It’s why I kept coming and going, and finally stayed away for so long. I finally got my greatest desire here to Neverland.” There is confused but excited murmurs amongst the crowd.

“Gents!” Pan shouts, “lady.” He growls and my heartbeat takes off. “I want to introduce you to my new passion!” I glance up and see he’s gesturing to the woods behind him.

I’m confused at first but then I see her. A petite blonde. She looks to be maybe fifteen. Her eyes are big and she has a small nervous smile forming. I can feel my face cringing with disgust. What did I care? I shook my head slightly as Pan offered his hand to the girl to help her up onto the table. She takes it and shyly hides behind Peter on top of the table.

It’s clear that the lost boys are confused about the appearance of yet another girl on the island. There are many glances back and forth between me and the new girl, most are sympathetic but there’s a handful that result in snickers. My cheeks flush and I try to hide myself behind Felix. He subtly wraps an arm around my back pulling my chest to his side.

“Boys! I’d like you to meet Wendy!” Peter announces and he pulls her from behind him. There’s silence at first, then Wendy offers an awkward smile and an innocent wave to the crowd. The boys burst into laughter which quickly becomes cheering and singing. Wendy blushes and Peter pulls her down into the crowd. I’d seen enough.

I wiggle out of Felix’s hold and stalk back off to my tent, Felix follows suit. I throw the curtains open and pace back and forth in front of the bed, when Felix enters I’m already ranting. “Like why does he feel the need to make me hurt anymore. We broke up months ago and it was him who ended things. I don’t know if I should be pissed or sad. Right now I’m just pissed but believe me in about two seconds I’m gonna be a mess.” I end facing Felix my arm falling dramatically to my sides. I stare at him and he stares back. I feel the tears brimming and instantly he has his arms around me as I begin to sink onto the floor.

[pan-imagines-ig]

IM UPSET AND SORRY

I started writing part nine of #DMWPLG and I was actually almost done but I got a new phone and completely forgot to transfer my notes over (I write and edit these in my note pad on my phone) now I don’t even remember how I started it and ugh I’m so irritated I’m so sorry too it’s been so long since I updated and promised to do it more

[pan-imagines-ig]

Don’t Mess With Pan’s Lost Girl P. 8

Warning: nothing tbh

Word count: 1325 (I swear it feels like I’m writing so much but they’re always so short)

A/N: If you guys could give feed back that’d be very much appreciated. No pressure at all, I just want to know what you guys think.

Part 7

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When I wake up it’s dark and there’s singing coming from the boys in the camp. Behind me Felix is asleep with an arm draped over me. I turn to face him and brush his hair from his face.

I take his face in my hands and rest my forehead against his. When I pull away his eyes crack open slightly, he’s squinting at me and giving me a lazy half smile.

“You’re so beautiful.” He mumbles closing his eyes again.

“Sorry.” I say and pull away but he catches my hands in his.

He lets out a soft moan then kisses my hands, “don’t be sorry.” He says before falling back asleep.

I chuckle a little and carefully pull my hands from his. I get up and grab my, now ragged and torn, satchel and sling it across my body. Before I leave the tent I look back at Felix and let out a sigh.

As I walk through the camp I keep my head low and all the boys seem to ignore me.

I walk through the forest and find the lake. The moon light is glistening on the black water and I watch the wind ripple through it. I close my eyes and hear the distant singing and crickets chirping.

“Pretty good memories at this lake.” I hear Felix say behind me but I don’t turn to face him.

“Yeah, yeah I guess.” I laugh wiping the tears from under my eyes.

“Pan’s one lucky guy.” He says as he walks closer.

I bite my lip to keep from crying out and put my head between my knees. Felix comes to sit next to me and nudges me with his shoulder.

“What’s wrong?” He asks, “holding back the urge to kiss me?” He laughs and I roll my eyes, even though he can’t see me.

“No just tired.” I lie and let out a groan. I place my head on my knees then let out a huff before finally looking at him.

“Your eyes are all puffy.” He says giving me a skeptical look.

“Didn’t get much sleep last night.” I lie again.

“Gross, I didn’t need to know that.” He says and I laugh.

“Not that.” I whine and lay back on the grass. He lays next to me and I can feel his eyes on my face.

“Stop looking at me, it’s making me uncomfortable.” I say looking back at him.

“Well its all I can do without getting the crap beat out of me by Pan.” He says.

“Yeah you don’t have to worry about that anymore, Pan... he uh, we’re not together anymore.” I say looking up at the bright sky.

“Oh.” He says then goes silent for a second, “so like, do I have a chance or what?” He asks.

I shake my head and get up, “are you serious Felix?” I ask a bit annoyed.

“Sorry, I’m sorry you’re right it was too soon.” He says standing too and opens his arms. I sigh but walk into them anyway.

When I open my eyes again a tiny green light is coming at me so I let out a small groan.

“What do you want?” I ask staring at the tiny lady in front of me.

“Well good evening to you too.” She huffs putting her hands on her hips.

“Sorry but I’m still a bit irritated with you.” I say with a shrug.

“Oh please I did nothing wrong.” She says with a roll of her eyes.

“Whatever.” I say fanning her away and walking down into the shallows of the lake.

“There’s no need to hold a grudge against me, you lost Pan all on your own.” She says in her shrill voice fluttering to a rock next to where I pour my clothes from my bag.

“Yeah but it was your instigating that got him thinking.” I say flicking water at her, “we were perfectly fine before you came along with your little mind games.”

“I was simply stating facts, and I was just looking out for my Pan.” She says shaking water from her hair.

“Oh your Pan ok.” I roll my eyes.

“Look I just didn’t want him to focus all of his attention on you and risk the lose of hundreds of poor lost boy lives!” She shouts then stops to calm herself, “Besides, I didn’t come here to argue with you, but to give you a heads up.” She says smoothing out her dress the looking up at me.

I don’t say anything and instead begin to soak my clothes in the water.

“Hey, I’m sorry that he left you, ok I am. I wasn’t trying to break you guys up. But please you have to listen to me.” She says so I look at her expectingly.

She flys up to sit on my shoulder, “Ok, here’s the thing, Pan’s been traveling to earth and-“

“Yeah I know Felix told me.” I cut her off.

“Do you know why?” She asks and I shake my head.

“To fight the darkness maybe I don’t know, and I don’t care.” I say wringing out my corset.

“What darkness?” She asks.

“I don’t know, when we were together I asked if we could visit earth but he said no because of some darkness, that he wouldn’t be able to protect me from.” I say laying the corset out on a dry rock.

“Ok well I didn’t hear anything about a darkness, but I did hear he’s been visiting someone. The same someone every night for the past few months.” She says and I look down at her.

“Do you know who? Or where? Is that where he’s been the last few weeks? Do you know when he’s coming back?” I ask and she gets overwhelmed flying in front of me.

“I don’t know who, somewhere in England-I think, yes that’s where he’s been, and... no, I don’t know exactly when he’ll be back, soon though, hopefully.” She says lowering her head.

I have nothing to say but my mind betrays me as I wonder if he’s ok, if he’s safe, and who he’s with.

“Alright, thanks, I guess.” I say and sit on the edge of the lake.

“I really am sorry.” She says before fluttering off.

He’s been on earth, this whole time. What if he found someone, why would he continue to visit the same person over and over if it wasn’t a girl. I bite my lip and pull all my clothes off, leaving them on the bank as I walk slowly deeper into the water.

Soon my feet can no longer reach the floor and I let myself sink below the surface. I look up at the moon then down into the bottomless lake. Light doesn’t even reach the floor and it’s pitch black below me. I wonder how far I could go before I need oxygen again. Instead I swim back up to the surface and lay on my back.

I float calmly with my eyes closed. The moon light shining above me and the empty darkness under me.

“Great memories here at this lake.” A voice shouts to me.

I quickly fall into the water leaving only my head in view. A chill runs down my spine as I swim back to the bank to retrieve my clothes. I quickly pull on my pants and throw on my tank top and cross my arms tightly over my chest as he walks down towards me.

“Your naked body always looked best in the moon light, dripping wet.” He says with his hands behind his back, eyes dragging up and down my body, and a smirk playing on his lips.

“Why did you come back?” I ask, the boy now directly in front of me.

His forest green eyes are burning with lust and hate; he does nothing but lick his lips and give me a crooked smile.

[pan-imagines-ig]

Don’t Mess With Pan’s Lost Girl: Part 7

Warning: very very dirty like this is bad, breakup trigger ig I don’t know bahaha

Word count: 1599 (its short I know I’m sorry)

A/N: I’m going to stop making promises for soon updates. But uh I’m back and I’m sticking to the idea of a “previously on..” and this is now the future. But I’d thought I’d make up for my longer absences with some smut.

Part 6

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Sex, training, more sex.

“Do you think you’ll eventually get bored, get bored with me?” I ask as I lay on top of Peter tracing small circles on his chest.

“How could I get bored with you?” He replies tilting his head to look down at me.

I look up at him and we just stare at each other, he’s the first to break eye contact and his mouth forms a small smile.

“I could never get bored with you. I’m too in love with you.”

My arrow flies through the air and hits the target dead on, and I angrily wipe away the lone tear on my cheek. I reach into my quiver and find that it’s empty. I look down the line of boys and find Felix at the end of it, I let out a huff and walk towards him.

“Hey I need some more.” I say handing him my quiver for a refill.

“That was fast. Something on your mind?” He asks filling it for me.

“No.” I answer quickly and look beyond him. In the direction of the treehouse.

“You know that idiot isn’t going to come, you don’t have to be on alert.” Felix says to me looking in the same direction as I am.

“I know.” I say turning my gaze back and grabbing the quiver back from him.

I hurry back to my place and shoot arrow after arrow as flashes of his smile cross my mind. With each draw back of my bow the image becomes more vivid, and as I pull back the last one I can hear his laugh ringing in my ears. I angrily pull my bow across my shoulders and stomp back to camp.

Throwing my bow and quiver onto the table I plop down on the bench. I push my hands through my hair and pull, and let out a scream. Breathing deeply I pull my hands over my face, let out a huff, and fix myself.

I stand up and turn to find Felix standing on the edge of the woods with a concerned look. I shake my head and go to my tent. Of course he follows.

When Pan did get bored with me Felix tried to shoot his shot again, I kept turning him down and eventually he gave up. Now he’s pretty much the only person I talk to making him my best friend, by default. There’s meaningless flirting between us-well meaningless for me- and he “protects” me from Pan.

“I don’t want to talk about it.” I say without looking at Felix and lay on my bed.

“You don’t have to, I have something to say though. If that’s ok.” He says carefully and sits at the edge of my bed. I look at him and shrug.

“He’s not even in Neverland.” Felix says with a sigh and slumped shoulders.

“What?” I say jolting up right.

“He’s been leaving every night for the past few months and he left for the last time the other night. He hasn’t been back since.” He says staying turned away from me.

I scoot to sit beside him and look at him, “where has he been going” I ask searching his face.

Finally looking at me he frowns a bit before answering, “I’m not sure. Earth, I think.”

“Peter?” I drawl seductively wrapping my arms around his shoulders.

“Mmm, yes love?” He whispers leaning his head back with eyes closed.

“Can I have permission to go home? Not leave, just visit.” I ask and place a kiss to his neck.

“I don’t know babe, your world, well, it’s a bit dangerous right now.” He answers and turns to look at me.

My face falls and I walk to stand in front of him.

“What do you mean? What’s wrong?” I ask fear building up.

“There’s a darkness,” He says grabbing my hands and pulling me towards him, “a darkness that I fear I won’t be able to keep you safe from, if we were to visit.”

I look down as he pulls me into his lap, I lay my head against his chest and he kisses the top of my head.

“I can’t risk loosing you, I’m sorry, but I love you too much.”

“Oh.” Is all I can say.

“I’m sorry, I know how bad you want to go back and believe me if I had the power I’d take you right now.” Felix says turning his body placing a leg behind me.

“I know you would, thank you. I don’t care, I don’t. Maybe the ‘darkness’ will get him and I won’t have to ever see him again!” I yell standing and beginning to pace.

“Mariana, love, please you know that’s not what you want.” Felix says gesturing for me to sit again.

“Yes it is.” I reply stubbornly but sit.

Felix runs his hand up and down my back and I lean against him. We sit in silence until the silence is taken over by the chatter of lost boys entering the camp.

“Start the fire!” I hear a boy shout as the rest cheer and whoop.

“Hungry?” I ask Felix looking up at him.

“Not really, you?” He asks looking back.

“No.” I say and we both crawl to lay down.

I curl up against his strong body and he plays with my hair. I breath in his sent and it soothes me as I listen to his heart beat, slow and steady. It coaxes me to sleep.

“You know did you ever think of how it would effect me?!” Peter yelled at me as I stood ashamed in front of him. I didn’t dare speak, what I did was reckless and stupid.

“Honestly, Mariana, boarding Hook’s ship! What were you thinking?” He asks his face red.

“I don’t know, I-I was just looking for some fun. I was going to be careful.” I answer meekly.

“But you didn’t consider what would happen if you were hurt or even killed. You were only looking for fun.” He says shaking his head and sitting on the bed.

“I don’t know why you’re so mad, I mean sure we mess around but, come on.” I say bewildered.

“Are you serious?” he asks looking up.

“Yeah.” I shrug.

“You never thought that maybe, I don’t know, I love you?” Peter practically shouts.

“You, you love me?” I ask and take a step back as he stands.

“Of course I do.” Is all he says before grabbing my face and pulling me in for a kiss.

When he pulls away he stares at me still mad, “Never doubt for a moment that I love you.”

His warm breath fans over my face and I lean in to kiss him again. The kiss is soft, there’s a sweetness that’s never been there before.

Peter circles his arms around me and hugs me tightly. When he breaks the kiss he takes my hand and pulls me to stand in front of the bed.

With each tender kiss a piece of clothing is removed from my body. He undresses me slowly. Then undresses himself even slower.

Once we’re both naked he picks me up and gently lays me on the bed. He crawls on top of me and kisses down my breasts, down my stomach and down my left thigh. His hands creep up to my boobs and he kneeds them slowly. Pinching my nipples. I let out a low moan of satisfaction.

He then kisses up the same trail until his lip connect with mine.

“Enough fucking around. I want to make love to you, I want to prove my love and to receive yours in return.” He says slowly pushing himself into me.

My head rolls back and I let out a sigh of pleasure.

“Tell me you love me.” He whispers into my ear then takes it between his teeth.

“I love you. Peter, I love you...Peter, I’m in love with you.” I say and he looks me in the eyes.

“I’m in love with you too.” He says as he slowly rocks his hips, as he slowly works in and out.

“We’re going to take tonight slow.” He says and I can tell he’s resisting the urge to go faster.

“Yes, please.” I say and shut my eyes.

I feel him throbbing in me and feel myself tighten around him.

“Fuck.” He says going slightly faster but still trying to keep it slow.

“I want you to ride me.” He says and flips us over. I drag my nails down his torso and bounce slowly as he stares up and me and guides my hips up and down.

“I love you” I say as a reflex.

“I love that now there’s actual meaning behind those words.” He says, “I love you too.”

“Fuck going slow is making my need to cum faster. Where you at baby?” He says his eyes screwing shut.

“Almost there.” I say still riding him, it takes every ounce of self control that I have not to speed things up.

“Ok I think-“ I let out a small gasp as I begin to reach my high, “oh shit.” Is all I can say before I’m taken over by pure pleasure and my head is spinning. I don’t even notice when Peter pulls out and cum pours onto his stomach.

He pulls me down to lay on top of him and we both catch our breaths.

Immediately I begin to fall asleep as I hear his final words of the night, “Never doubt that I love you.”

[pan-imagines-ig]

Ugh

Hi, hey, hello, ‘tis me. Ok so I was just reading through Don’t Mess With Pan’s Lost Girl, and... WOW ITS SUCH A FREAKING CLICHÉ! It’s like every other “bad boy” fan fic I’ve ever read. It’s not at all what I intended it to be, but I felt bad for the slow updates so everything became rushed. I am very disappointed in my work. So what I’m going to do is; keep the title, characters, story line, and any previous chapters, but the next update will be a short “previously on Don’t Mess With Pans Lost Girl” type thing and it’s going to be a few years in the future. By doing this I’ll be able to get to what I’d intended this fantasy to be about without crap filler chapters. I hope you are all okay with this and are understanding that I am really not proud of these past chapters and didn’t know how to continue, that’s why I haven’t been updating. But I love you all and btw THANK YOU FOR 1,077 LIKE OMG I DIDNT EVEN REALIZE I HIT 1,000 I LOVE YOU ALL *smooches all 1,077 of you*

[pan-imagines-ig]

Please read

Ok so I’m working on part seven trying to figure things out so I’m sorry for how long this is taking I really am. Plus I have another account @idontknow-ijustwanttopost where I’ve been writing a Riverdale fic and I’m going to write a Sandlot fic also I wrote a Carl Gallagher smut on there. This account is specifically for Peter Pan and I want to keep it that way but I do want to write about other characters/actors/youtubers so I do that over there. So I’m sorry but if you’d like to read my writing about anything/anyone other than Peter feel free to ask and I’ll post it to my other account. So enjoy those if you’d like until I finish part seven, I personally feel like Peter and Mariana are moving to fast like whoa chill, so I’m not to proud of part six. Im trying to make it up with part seven being extremely better. So again sorry for all the excuses but part seven is coming ASAP.

[pan-imagines-ig]

why writing takes forever

writer: *stops mid-sentence* damn what's the word I want?

writer: *spends 25 minutes on google trying to figure out the right vocab word*

writer: *gets a paragraph done*

writer: *starts another sentence, stops* what is that really specific fact I need?

writer: *spends an hour trying to figure out this obscure thing that probably doesn't actually matter*

writer: Wait what's that thing called again?

writer: *has no idea how to search for what I need*

writer: *ends up digging through blogs and other archived websites for details*

writer: *needs to reference source material for fact checking*

writer: *has to eat and sleep at some point*

writer: should it be "she regards him with disdain" or "she glares at him with disdain" ??? (hint: it doesnt matter but gunna go back and forth over it for an hour)

writer: *gets distracted by the internet in general*

writer: HOW IS THIS ONLY 800 WORDS???????

writer: fuck proofreading

writer: okay fine i'll proofread.

writer: holy shit this is awful.

writer: *reworks entire sections*

writer: *doesn't think I'm good enough as a writer and stops for a few days*

writer: repeat process as needed.

[peachyxpan-blog]

How Pan Shows His Love For You

Because we all know he isn’t the most openly affectionate or emotional.

Always making sure you’re okay when things get intimate between you two.

Bringing you handfuls of flowers as an apology after a fight.

Making sure that you’re the first to eat at every meal.

Wrapping you in extra blankets on particularly chilly nights.

Mumbling ‘mine’ between kisses to reassure himself (and you) that you truly do only belong to him.

Teaching you protection and healing spells, because he worries that someday he won’t be there to help.

Memorizing every little thing about yourself that you tell him, such as your favorite flower and favorite color.

Shyly whispering that he loves you. He doesn’t do it often, and it means the world to you when he does.

”I don’t want you going alone, I’m coming with you.”

Knowing every single one of your emotions and giveaways to know how you’re feeling inside, from facial expressions to the tone of your voice.

Worrying about you constantly, though he may not always vocalize it.

Being really overprotective.

”I care about you, princess. I promise I do.”

Getting jealous really easily.

Becoming restless when he isn’t sure where you are.

Telling you every secret of his and never being dishonest with you.

Tracing ‘I love you’ on your skin as you fall asleep at night.

Threatening to hurt anybody who hurts you.

Having Felix watch over you when he isn’t around.

Showing you his favorite scenic areas on the island and exploring with you.

Trusting you with all his heart.

(requested)

[pan-imagines-ig]

Imagine Felix had been visiting you at your house and has been telling Peter all about you. One day you ask Felix to take you to Neverland and he agrees. Then he tells Peter that you want to be his lost girl/boy.

[pan-imagines-ig]

Don't Mess With Pan's Lost Girl P. 6

Warning: SMUT (like omg rated R), violence, cursing

Word count: 2399

A/N: IM BACK BITCHES. Thought I’d write a long smutty one to make up for my absence. Just one crappy day of school and I’ll be back to posting frequently. But yeah that’s all I have to say. So with out further ado… Part 6. Enjoy.

Part 5

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When we get back to the camp everyone is quite and don’t make eye contact with me or Peter. I assume it’s because Felix had warned the rest of the boys that Peter was ready to unleash his wrath on anyone who does as much as glance in my direction. I look around for Felix and find him sitting at one of the tables, alone, he risks a glance my way and I give him a sympathetic look before Peter continues to drag me to his tree house.

We reach the tree that occupies the house and Peter snaps his fingers making us flash to the middle of his room in a heartbeat. He says nothing as he undresses till he’s fully naked. At first I try to keep my eyes off of him, worried he’s trying to get sexual. But I calm down when he walks to the opposite side of the room to a large oak wardrobe, I watch his back muscles as he digs through looking for new clothes, and allow my eyes to glide down his body. I can tell he’s tense and my first instinct is to rub his back to sooth him but I fight the urge. He turns towards me when he’s found bottoms and smirks when he catches my stare. He walks around the bed towards me, stops half way, puts on the pants, and walks towards me again, until we’re mere centimeters apart. If it weren’t for the height difference our lips would be touching, instead my nose hits his lips as I turn to face the floor.

“You know having second in command isn’t nearly as great as having the one in charge” He says, I can hear the smirk in his voice.

I roll my eyes but keep my head facing the floor, “This again, really?” I ask frustrated with his persistent nagging. He puts a finger under my chin and forces me to look him in the eyes, no matter how bad I want to resist the second my eyes find his I’m hypnotized.

“I’m just saying, I could make yo-”

“Feel so much better. Yes I know we’ve been through this already.” I interrupt. He doesn’t say anything, instead he just caresses my cheek as his eyes trail every inch of my face landing on my lips. I try to keep a emotionless expression as he continues to stare, but his hand moves from my cheek down my neck and over my shoulder. His hand continues to move down as he slowly leans in, his hand finally landing on the small of my back I hold my breath until his lips are on mine. Every ounce of my being is telling me not to react, to not fall in his trap, but my lips move in sync with his and his hand is pushing against the small of my back, bringing me as close to him as physically possible. The kiss starts out slow and intimate but soon my fingers tangle themselves into his hair and so it becomes more rushed and heated. It’s as if we both need each other this very moment or we’ll explode of lust.

He backs me up and my heels hit the bed and we’re falling back on his bed, his lips trail from my lips to my neck sucking harshly and his hands move to take off the bottoms he had just put on, and again he’s fully naked while I’m fully clothed. My body wants him but my mind is screaming to stop. I almost do stop everything but then his hand runs under my shirt and it feels so good and warm over my skin, and suddenly I’m one hundred percent okay with whatever is going to happen next.

He continues to kiss my neck as he pulls my shirt over my head and my pants down my legs, along with my underwear. Once the clothes are discarded his lips move from my neck down my chest, stomach, and stop and my hip bone. He kisses slowly and my fingers in his hair tighten as I let out a low moan. He gently removes my hands from his hair and moves lower and I feel his warm breath fan over me making my fingers clench around the bed sheets. He kisses the inside of my thigh and my hips buck upward, my body craving contact. He does nothing but continues to tease kissing all around where I need him most, but avoiding it completely. Then he stops, leaving me frustrated and panting.

“What the hell!” I say panting, and he smirks down at me.

“You gatta beg for it love.” He says crossing his arms over his chest.

“I’m not going to beg” I growl.

“Then. I’m, not going to give you what you’re craving oh so very badly” he says getting off the bed and reaching for his pants once again.

“No!” I yell, panting still. “Peter. Please.” I say with attitude.

“Please what, princess?” He says dropping the pants and crawling back on the bed.

“Please I want you to… please me.” I say with a roll of my eyes.

“Please you how, you have to be more specific, but please keep up the attitude,” he says while crawling over me so his mouth is right by my ear and I feel his dick press against my stomach, “it’s turning me on” he whispers. I moan and, once again, buck my hips up.

“Please.” I whisper back then pull his hair so his eyes meet mine. “Fuck me.” I saw in a low voice.

Immediately his lips crash onto mine and he sticks himself in without warning causing me to let out a wired loud gasp moan noise. With his elbows holding himself up on either side of my head, and his lips leaving sloppy kisses all over my neck, he grinds his hips faster and faster. With every thrust he gets deeper and deeper. All the while my nails are dragging up and down his toned back with my legs hooked tightly around his waist. Moans fill the room and soon he finds the right spot that causes me to scream curses and moan his name. He slurs dirt things in my ear all while we reach our high I let go first, he quickly pulls out and spills warm sticky cum over my stomach. He kisses me down from my high wrapping his arms around my back and flips us so I’m on top of him.

“I’m not done yet.” He say pulling my legs on either side of his head. Again, I’m panting and then I feel his warm tongue lick over me causing me to lurch forward, my hands holding tightly to the head board holding me steady. As he eats me out I moan his name egging him on and making him add a finger, then two. With both his tongue working and his fingers pumping I reach my second high. He grabs hold of my hip pushing me down to lay on top of him as I catch my breath. Weak and tired I don’t move as he kisses my forehead and brushes his fingers through my hair. And right before I fall asleep I hear him say, “I’ll make you feel this good every night, all you have to do is say you’ll be my Lost Girl.”

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The next morning I wake in the bed alone but a idiotic grin on my face. Pan walks into the room then with a plate of food, and an apple in his mouth. He sets the plate on the bed side table and sits on the bed next to me, taking a bite of the apple.

“How do you feel?” He says with a small smile.

“Amazing.” I say still smiling, but then I feel my face fall as I begin to feel the guilt.

“What’s wrong?” He asks, his face falling too.

“I’m a horrible person.” I say sitting up and covering my face.

“How?” He asks, genuinely sounding concerned.

“I was with two guys yesterday.” I say disgusted with myself.

“Do you regret last night?” He asks, sad.

“No, no, no. I just… I’m a slut.” I laugh but still feel slight shame.

“You’re not a slut.” He says now mad, this boy is so bipolar. “Get up and dressed.” He says getting up leaving the plate of food. I do as he says and meet him at the bottom of the tree. He takes my hand and we walk to the camp. He sits me down at one of the tables then walks away without saying anything. Confused I stay sat and don’t follow him, worried I upset him. Then I see Felix walking towards me, about a yard away he stops and scans the camp, for Pan, then continues to walk and sits facing me.

“Wanna meet up again today?” He says, he sounds like an exciting little kid.

“Do you have a death wish?” I ask and it comes out a bit more rude than I mean it to, but he doesn’t seem affected by it.

“Come on Pan won’t do anything” he says with a smirk.

“I don’t think we shou-” I begin but suddenly Felix is pulled from his seat and thrown to the floor. In a flash Pan is on top of him beating him.

“Peter! Stop!” I shout as I try to pull him off and a few lost boys help me. When he’s finally off Felix his knuckles are bloody and Felix is groaning on the ground. Pan is panting he roughly grabs me and pulls me in for a rough kiss. When he pulls away he looks down at Felix, and smirks.

“Lets get something straight lost boys” Pan announces, “No one is to touch Mariana without having this,” he says gesturing towards Felix, “as a consequence.” He says then bends over to help Felix up.

“Go clean yourself up.” He orders him and Felix walks away with his head down, and the other boys clear out as well. Then Pan turns to me, “I thought I told you no conversing with the other lost boys?” He say slightly frustrated.

“Pan.” I say and he lets out a low growl so I huff, “Peter. You can’t expect me to live here with you pretending everything is perfectly fine if you’re going to beat up anyone that so much as looks in my direction.” I say annoyed with his behavior.

“Well they have no reason to be looking at you.” He’s acting like a child.

“Peter, you said it yourself you’ve been stuck on this island for an eternity without any girls. It’s not just you it’s all of the boys. You can’t honestly expect them to all to stay away from me. Not to be conceded but boys tend to all be drawn to a girl, and I just so happen to be the only one here.” I say and he’s not even meeting my eyes anymore and he remains quiet for a moment.

“I just don’t want the only good thing to be taken from me.” He says after finally meeting my gaze then walks into the woods. I sit at the table and run the words he just said through my head over and over.

Only good thing, what? No. I can’t possibly be the “only good thing” in Pan’s life he hated me like two days ago. This boy is so confusing and bipolar and, a psychopath really, but I can’t help but feel drawn towards him. He’s broken, I can tell, he tries to hide it behind all the tough leader crap.

With a huff I stand from the table and walk over to where Felix is sitting holding a went cloth to his face.

“I’m sorry Felix, for I don’t know; leading you on, rejecting you, getting you beat up.” I say sympathetically and he sighs.

“It was a bad idea to get between Pan and a girl. Don’t worry about it I’ll be fine. I was last time.”

Last time?

“I’m sorry.” I say one last time and run into the woods to find Pan. I run until I come to the lake that Felix took me to yesterday, and find Peter leaning against a tree.

“Pan?” I ask in a calm voice hoping to keep him level headed.

“What have I told you about that? It’s Peter.” He says as I walk to stand next to him. I look at his face and see it blank and emotionless.

“When was there a girl here before?” I ask.

“Where did you hear that?” He asks irritated.

“Felix said something about you two fitting over a girl before.” I say and he breathes through his nose.

“It was years ago I don’t know how many, time stands still here. And well I brought her here, she and Felix began a thing, I got jealous, she wanted to leave.” He says through clenched teeth, “I don’t want you to leave me.” He says, hurt.

“I’m not going anywhere seeing as I need permission to leave.” I say and he turns towards me and gives me a half smile. “But honestly why are you so attached all of a sudden? We were at each other’s throats only a few days ago.” I say making him bite his bottom lip.

“I guess I just forgot how great it is to have someone sleep with you. Well not like that… that came out wrong, I-I just meant that…” he stutters over his words making me laugh a little. “What I meant was,” he begins again, “sleeping alone in a pitch black room causes bad dreams.” He says, embarrassed.

“Are you scared of the dark?” I mock.

“No it’s not that it’s more, a-a PTSD kind of thing.” He says facing me completely now his back against the tree, “I feel the loneliness from when I was younger every night. But when there’s someone there with me, I’m not alone.” He says with a small smile.

My heart breaks a little for him and I take a step closer to him then, another and another, until my hands are pressed against his chest and my lips softly brush against his. His eyelids flutter closed and soon he’s pressing his lips gently to mine.

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Don't Mess With Pan's Lost Girl P. 5

Warning: swearing, smut (for real this time), and it’s pretty long

Word count: 2524

A/N: Sorry, sorry, sorry for being gone for 500 years. Writers block that’s my excuse but yeah. So this story just keeps getting added to as I go on, so yeah not really a Pan fic yet, but it will be. I just want to tease him a bit first.

Part 4

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He stays with his face so close to mine and I can’t help but look into his eyes, his stare is to intense to look away from. “And I will get you.” He finally says and I push him away from me. “You’re a feisty one aren’t you.” He says with a smirk as he stumbled back. “You’ll be staying here until I set up a tent for you. It should be done by tomorrow night.” He says making his way to the bed and sitting down, he glances up at me then pats the spot on the opposite side. “Come here.” He orders and I carefully make my way over but don’t sit down and cross my arms. “I don’t bite love, unless you’re into that” he says with a smirk and I roll my eyes but sit down with my back facing him. I feel him move but I don’t turn to face him then I feel a warm hand run up my back and twirl a piece of my hair around his finger. I keep my arms folded over my chest and try not to allow him to have an effect on me. “Lay with me love. I promise no funny business.” He says, I take a deep breath and turn to find him on his back giving me a lazy smile with his eyes hooded. This simple sight makes me forget about my dislike for him and my heart melts when I lay next to him and feel his body warmth instantly take me over. I close my eyes and I feel his fingers brushing hair behind my ear, soothing me. “Have a restful sleep love.” He whispers with his lips pressed to the top of my head and it’s the last thing I hear before I slip under.

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I jolt awake the next morning and find myself in an unfamiliar room. I look around and it takes me a moment to remember that I’m in Pan’s treehouse. “Morning.” He says and I look up to find him in a chair facing the bed. “Your place looks different in the light.” I say looking around and admiring the beauty of it. “You like it?” He questions and stands walking towards the bed. I nod and he sits next to me as I sit up, “I’m sorry if I frightened you last night.” He says and looks down. I look up at him but he keeps his eyes from mine, “I’m not exactly sure why I… came on as strong as I did. I guess living for an eternity with only guys… I don’t know… I got kind of carried away. A girl is better than twenty boys after all. And you deserve to be treated with respect, I’ll make sure of that.” He says and finally meets my gaze. After a moment I open my mouth to say something but he shakes his head and gets up walking to the door, “Get up and ready, if you are to stay here you must be properly introduced. You start target practice today.” He says and walks out the door. “Wait!” I call out jumping from bed and running to the door. I run out the door and skid to a stop almost falling to the forest floor. I look down and see Pan already jogging to the camp. I jump from the tree and run after him, when I catch up I pull him back by his shoulder. “Why are you letting me stay? I’m the reason most of your troops are dying.” I say slightly out of breath and worry clear in my voice. “You’re clearly strong, and as you said many of my boys are dying. I need someone who can help protect them while they recover.” He says and starts again towards the camp. I stare after him then shake my head and catch up with him. “Then once they recover you’re going to kill me?” I ask raising an eyebrow at him. “Don’t be ridiculous.” He scoffs and I make a face at him. “As long as you can prove loyalty I’ll let you live here forever.” He says. “Who says I want to live here?” I ask stopping right at the edge of the camp and he looks at me from the corner of his eye. “Well I’m sure you’ll learn to love it, this island has its perks.” He says with a wink and greets the boys.

I think this over in my head for a second, live here forever, I couldn’t possibly. But then I look up and find Felix seated at the table smirking at me. I look at my feet, biting my lip and blush, slightly embarrassed of my actions last night. When I look up again his smirk turns into a full blown grin and I can’t help but smile. I walk towards the table, receiving a few stares, with as much confidence as I have and sit next to Felix. At first there is an awkward silence between us as everyone else laughs and jokes until we look at each other. “Sorry.” I blurt out and he chuckles, “about last night I just wanted to get out of that cage it really was boring. I understand if you feel weird around me, I was just hoping we could get past it.” I say as he bites his lip, holding back a smile. “No need to be sorry. I’d be lying if I said I didn’t enjoy it.” He said hitting his shoulder against mine. “So we’re…good?” I ask. “Better than good.” He says then leans in, his lips pressed against my ear. “Meet me by the lake about a mile outside the camp after breakfast.” He whispers sending shivers through my body. I look at him and smile then look across the table to find Pan glaring at us but he turns away quickly when he realizes I’ve noticed. I furrow my eyebrows in confusion but don’t get much time to think it over before Felix wraps an arm around my waist pulling me closer to him. I smile up at him when Pan stands abruptly from his seat catching everyone’s attention. “Boys I’d like to introduce a new member to our little group!” He announces and looks over at me. Everyone looks over and I slouch down behind Felix. “Her name is Mariana and she is going to help protect the others while they recover! There will be no funny business with her! She is not here to take care of your personal needs, but to provide protection!” He shouts and I feel Felix tense up next to me. “If I find out any of you have been even thinking about our little lost girl, you’ll have me to deal with! Do I make myself clear?!” He asks and everyone immediately take their eyes away from me, and Pan sits again smirking. I frown and Felix pulls his arm away from me, I look up at him and he looks over at Pan. When he sees that Pan is no longer looking at us he leans close to my face and whispers, “Looks like we’re going to have to break a few rules.” He smiles and I bite my lip letting out a small laugh. “So the lake is still the plan?” I ask and he nods. “Oh yeah it’s one of my favorite places on this whole island. I definitely what you to see it.”

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“Alright boys let’s head out!” Pan says after handing me a bow for target practice. I start to walk with the rest of the group but am soon pulled by the arm in the opposite direction. “Trying to skip out on our plans?” Felix asks as he moves to lace his fingers with mine. He pulls me through the camp and I set my bow and arrows on the table. “The water probably feels great it’s been warmer recently.” He says and I stop walking. “Wait we’re going swimming? Mind if we stop at Pan’s treehouse for a second?” I ask and he shrugs. When we get there I climb up quickly as he waits for me. I run to the other side of the room and frantically dig through my bag to find my bra. I pull my tank top from my corset and struggle to loosen the ties in the back. When I finally get them undone I throw on my bra and top and run back outside. I jump down to the forest floor and that’s when I remember that my tank top is cropped because I ripped it. “Damn it.” I say looking down at my self and hearing Felix chuckle. “Not a bad outfit. You have a nice body.” He says his eyes raking up and down my body making me self-consciously wrap my arms around my exposed stomach. He shook his head at me and reached for my hand again leading me to the lake.

Once we reached the lake I was sweating from the walking and hot sun beating down, I could feel my hair stinking to the back of my neck. I looked at my wrist and found a hair tie, thank goodness, I thought tying my hair up into a high ponytail. “Well here we are.” Felix said reaching up and pulling his shirt over his head. I couldn’t help but stare at his long lean body, he then reached down zipping open his pants and bending over to pull them down. I watched in awe as his back muscles moved while he folded his clothes and put them on a rock. He walked back a bit then ran, jumping into the lake. He resurfaced with a shout of relief, “Whoo! I haven’t been here in so long. Come on it feels nice!” He shouts up to me and I just look down at him shaking my head. “You’re crazy!” I shouted back zipping open my jeans and pulling them down I then reached up and pulled my top over my head. I folded my clothes and set them next to his on the rock and followed his example of backing up to get a running start. I can do this it’s just water it’s not that bad, I thought with closed eyes. When I opened them I felt my feet carry me to the edge of the lake and my body fly over, down into the water. I was engulfed by the refreshing water and soon resurfaced to find Felix floating on his back. I follow his example and push my arms through the water so I move next to him. We laying quietly and peacefully and I close my eyes allowing my mind to clear, forgetting about how bad this whole situation is.

Just as I am fully relaxed I feel hands under my back and I’m soon back under water with no warning. I quickly swim back up to the surface taking in a gasp of breath before charging towards Felix. I use all my strength to try and push his head under water but he doesn’t budge, and only laughs and I laugh too while struggling. He grabs hold of both my hands in one of his, then pulls me through the water bringing me face to face with him. We stare at each other for a moment just enjoying being in each other’s presence, when he leans in slowly and connects our lips. I immediately kiss back and I feel him gently place his hands on my hips. The kiss is soft as if he’s afraid we’ll get caught, so I push my fingers through his hair trying to relax him. He moans against my mouth and I feel his grip on my hips tighten, he deepens the kiss and his fingers are digging into my hip bone. I let out a low groan as he moves his lips from mine and attach them to the base of my neck. I wrap my legs around his and feel his hands move to my thighs pulling them up to his waist. Without thinking about it my hips start to grind against him while he leaves sloppy kisses up and down my neck. My fingers tangle deeper into his hair and he moans then connects our lips once again.

“Felix.” I moan against his mouth causing him to wrap his arms around and under my thighs supporting my butt. He carries us out of the water and lays me on my back in the grass. He spreads my legs with his knee and lays between them holding his body weight with his elbows on either side of my head. He connects our lips again and grinds down on me and I can feel him against my pantie covered pussy. He pulls away breathing heavy and looks me in the eyes. “Are we going to do this?” He asks and I look up at him also panting. “Why not” I say and he smirk pulling off my underwear in one swift motion. He crawls down and I feel his hot breath on my exposed skin. He looks up at me one more time before pressing his warm tongue flat against my clit. My hands instantly went to his hair and he moans causing a pleasant vibration against me as he licks a quick swipe. My back arches off of the ground and his lips attach to my clit sucking softly. Pleasure washes over my entire body and my head is swimming in pure bliss. Then he stopes all movement and pulls away from me quickly, before I can protest I hear footsteps approaching and I get up frustrated and reach for my clothes. I managed to get my jeans on when Pan emerges from the trees. When his eyes fall on us and our state his jaw tightens and he glares at Felix. “Back to the camp.” he growls through clenched teeth. Felix and I exchange a quick glance before walking towards the woods with our heads low. “Not you.” Pan says wrapping his hand around my arm, his fingers slightly digging into my skin but I don’t protest. Felix looks back at me with worry before Pan shoots him a death stare.

“My rules were very clear. I forbid you to befriend any of the other lost boys.” He commands in a stern voice. “What!?” I shout yanking my arm from his grasp. “And! You are not to converse with Felix unless otherwise told by me. You are to train with me, eat every meal with me, you will not leave my side. You will be staying in my tree house and will sleep in my bed.” He says taking hold of both of my arms and pulling me close to him. “Is that understood?” He says his breath fanning over my face his piercing green eyes staring into mine. “Yes Pan.” I say my voice shaking. He let’s go of one of my arms and drags me back to the camp by the other, “It’s Peter to you.”

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