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Can’t clean it once again, when he comes back he brings all seven, each more wicked than he ever was, they make me their home just because, they say I’m too dirty and it’s true, which is why hate and anger consumes, drifting off further from you, So much pain you can’t tell, wishing for my place in hell

When I went to a bar, I saw you sitting there

Saw you first because your skin so damn fair

She offered me a drink

I said "No, but that's sweet"

You didn’t know I only see you as meat

We talked for a while and she started to smoke a cigarette

She said “you want to party”?

I said "Sure. A cute girl like you, we can find fun things to do, l know a place where I can show you a thing or two"

Went back to my home, started to mess around

But when I showed her my fangs she showed me a frown

I said "I don't want you, I want your blood"

Make this easy and I won’t murder you, in cold blood

It's nothing personal but I gotta do what I gotta do

You’re trapped with a woman that doesn't even care about you

You were in the wrong bar during the wrong night

These are the cards you were dealt, so why fight

I wish there would be another way, but we really weren't given a choice

I'm at the top of the food chain baby, and in this room you don't have a voice

I don't want you, I want your blood

I know you don’t want to be, buried in mud

I’m feeling thirsty, like I walked through An Nafud

I don't want you, I want your blood

It won’t take but a minute

Just a minute

I shouldn't complain, you shouldn't complain in a world where death is so much gain

No such thing as too pretty to maim, us falling in love will only cause more pain

It’s not the champagne, let me say it agian, I’m on a blood filled campaign

Get out of my brain you lust filled thing

You’re trying to make it personal I see what you’re trying to do

All the meat in this world and you expect me to care about you

Your sweet talk in the car, how you held me so tight

You’re making loving you feel so right

You’re begging for another way makes me feel like I have a choice

I want to eat so many parts of you baby and listen to the pleasure in your voice

I can’t hurt you, but I want your sweet blood

Can’t resist you, you curly haired slut

I keep getting teased, by your perfect bust

I will lay with you, you fag full of lust

Why am I feeling this way, you’re just another dame

And you feel that sex will ease my pain

I’m yours and you can’t complain, your fault I feel this way

Making love to you, when I don’t know your name

I sit in shame, in her bed I laid, after climax I feel much more tamed

I only want you

You have my undying love

Look around and you will see them all

The drowned, the sick, the ones I’ve slain

Here they lie, rotting in the field and rivers of Hell

But the dead don’t always lie still there

My mind is not a place of rest

Parents tell their kids to close the door

They don't want me coming round no more

I got a hex on their life

Traumatizing dreams for all their nights

Cause I keep thinking of his kids and wife

I’ve always been a broken woman

I’ve tried to help when I can

But they suggest I mind my own

I can no longer be near their home

They all were good and I was bad

They beat on a innocent woman

The fires did not take me, just got me mad

It's better more than one will face my wrath

Jebodiah I won’t let your sister go

Ain't no heroes like your TV shows

Don't you know that you can't win

You’ve been marked, your hell bends to my whim

If you interfere you'll die as well

Do not tempt the maiden of Hell

Don't you worry l’ll watch over your feminine kin

Cause you won’t see your sister again

Keep away from the dead who are misled unless you're tired of living

My enemies always end up dead, I am unforgiving

Laugh at me and your life will be done, but in some dreadful fashion

Vengeance I consider fun and plan it with a passion

Time will not erase or blot a plot that I’ve been brewing

It's when you think that I forgot I’ll conjure your undoing

Hope you have bolted doors and windows barred, guard dogs prowling in your yard

It won't protect you in your bed

When you dream is when you drop dead

Jebodiah you better close the door

I've been singing in the swamp

Only place where you can find my kind

It's where we come to do wrong

I can have my ways with the ones we find

I met a bleeding birdie last night

Evil thing sang a song to bring kids to tears

So I devoured her on sight

As an attempt to possess it’s power for years

Some break my heart like it’s art

Handful's out of my body is all it took

Now I know to support chaos from the start

Oh man, I don't mind, it’s why I act so unkind

Oh man, you can’t hear my plea, guess I’ll find how wrong I can be

Oh man, I want inside, I will make our fluids intertwined

Your mouth and your eyes, I bilk the ones who take souls when a child dies

When you're crazy it makes me wet

I'm not the one with the damaged brain

When you're gone I can’t forget

What you looked like when you were in chains

I didn't ask to be like this

My body distracts from what’s behind my face

And I’d rather go to the abyss

Then stay here with a dying human race

Hey there child read this poem

I know you feel you don't belong

Inside this fog where normals live

Beneath the mud we all forgive

Stupid girls get on your knees

I will give you my rare disease

When you drown is when we meet

I like to show the kids we eat

I been digging in the swamp

I’m the kinda girl to betray normal kind

Horny tourist come to romp

Just more underlings to die

I’ve met so many last night

The fact that they’re stuck made them tear

They couldn’t even put up a fight

The ladies will be my slave for years

When they bleed it makes me wet

I'm not the one with the damaged brain

I do so much that people can’t forget

I'd rather have you up in chains

I didn't ask to be like this

Created from hatred don’t touch my face

I’m the woman from the abyss

Spreading my plague to the human race

Uh oh, a broken mind, helping those who are so unkind

Uh oh, hear my plea, your sister is drowning with me

Oh no, I want inside, not just your mind, but your filthy hide

Your mouth and your eyes, sweet as mom's milk, sick as flies

Nevím, co jiného dělat!

Step right up

I will bring you the finest of all entertainment

I am pleased to be your humblest of servants

Accept my hospitality and indulge in abnormality

Please step right up

We've something here for everyone's enjoyment

I do this as a gift for I have no need of employment

My poetry of insanity approached with a lack of humanity

Come see our girls we have broken girls

If you're willing to be thrilled then this is a hell of a ride

They're hot, they're nuts and like me they're suicidal

Tickets cheap

So cheap it's a crime

And they're half price at 12am on the dot so toss us a dime

To see these lovely freaks of nature for a limited time

Some of them are really quite attractive as you'll see

Some are truly hideous, they can’t all be pretty I’m sure you agree

While others still look quite a lot like you and me

But you mustn't let them fool you there’s a lot of rules

You shouldn't look this one too long in the eye

And that one we are gonna keep walking by

These ain't no ordinary girls but we've a steady supply

Grab your fucking cup of tea, and follow me

Now before we start, has anybody have clever questions for your guide

For a dollar or more go on and ask, we have nothing here to hide

Quiet down

You sir

Man: Insanity's primarily a femininish malady

And no one's doubting that for it's a scientific fact

Then according to the medics, do you all have faultier genetics

Are you ladies born with this disease, or is it something you contract

Eszti: AHA

It all lies with reproductive organs

Which are naturally unstable in a dame

You see from lunar we have lunacy and a lunatic acting loony

And they're always ovulating with my cycle making me gloomy

Man: I have a question

Eszti: Shoot

Man: Has any of your patients ever been released

Would she be sent home if her bizarre behavior were to decrease

Eszti: For the good of our dying society, they aren't to reproduce

They may pretend they have propriety but we'll never let them loose

Some are born mad

Some achieve madness

Some have madness thrusted upon them

This is the real thing my friends, guaranteed, 100 percent authentic, mentally ill

We accept no imitations

For a little extra on the side we can arrange

For a slightly more intimate encounter

wink wink

For a tuppence, yes just a tuppence will land you a handful of pills to feed the inmates

We've got pills for the standard depression, obsession, aggression, possession and indiscretion

There's a damn pill for everything nowadays

Man: How big is a lady's brain

Eszti: It's actually very very small, a simple thought is quite a strain

Man: This seems just a bit inhumane

Eszti: It's just a simple little shock, it doesn't cause her any pain

Think of them more like animals than people

We can’t prove the mentally ill have any souls at all

The only bits that aren't inferior is their bosom and posterior

But these are only useful in a ‘seedy’ music hall

They don't bite

Ok they might

Watch out for which one looks hungry tonight

You can get your picture with a patient

But do be sure she's locked up tight

They're practically wild, sir

Please protect your child, sir

They don't recall the taste of freedom

Honestly they're just happy if we feed them

So point and laugh it isn't bad

They oughtn't mind because they're mad

If you haven't got a dime give me your wives pearls

Ok well

I've got a lot more words to say, but for the life of me I can't make them rhyme

So ladies reading let this be a lesson to you, keep your hair uncut

Your corsets tight, and morals high

Your knitting neat with your fucking yappers shut

This is what comes from over educating

Mentally over stimulating

We have too much serious conversating

And organized religion hating

Sinful over copulating

Marriage without pro creating

Girl on girl caught lesbiating

I was caught many times masturbating

Trauma mind manipulating

Chronically hallucinating

Certainly there's no debating

Some of us are just fascinating

Women's rights facilitating

Independent thought creating

Some girls are complicating

Take your money while you’re waiting

Some feel their flesh is fading

Nothing that can’t be helped with pacing

Corrupted ideal of Satan saving

Some take their kids for a shaking

Staying in the kitchen slaving

Some just need better raising

Being degraded for the ratings

Some just can’t stop complaining

No sense of decision making

My demons feel like escaping

In this mortal plane they invaded

Only to start the undertaking

Of my shattered mind that keeps forsaking

The ones that in their waking will do the erasing

Cloaked in folds of midnight waters

Side by side we sons and daughters

We set forth with no kings orders

The Polish mans wife was as bright as the sun

And her kiss was as warm as steam

But the Polish mans blade was made of black steel

And its kiss was a terrible thing

I’d watch the Polish mans wife as she sings when she bathes

In a voice that was sweet as honeyed speak

But the Polish mans blade had a tune of its own

And a bite that would drain me like a leech

As I laid on the ground, bleeding in the middle of town

I could taste my blood on my tongue

My brothers knelt by me and prayed me hells prayer

I smiled and laughed as I sung

"Brothers oh brothers, my dreaded days here are done

The Polish man has taken my life

But it does not matter, for I was soon to die

Besides I've tasted, the Polish mans wife”

To nedává smysl, vím, že ti, kteří se na mě dívají. Neexistuje

Man: Excuse me, can you tell me how I ended up here

Woman: I don't know about you ladies and gentlemen

Not sure if you knew, but ‘hanging’ around

Is what made the lord shoot you down

Your body is six-feet-under, I bet the maggots are getting under your skin

Oh is the Cabin fever setting in

You're not crazy, but the news made you stuck in rut

Man: Don’t you try to cheer me up

Woman: I am hells maiden so I can help with whatever it is you crave

Maybe something from those flesh filled days

I got your dreams right here in a jar

I got the rain on tap at the bar

I got the sunshine locked up on the shelf

Man: What’s your name, everyone seems to put their trust in yourself

Woman: Maybe it’s time to introduce myself

Our newest brother wants to know my name

My name is...

Crowd: OUR MAIDEN OF THE UNDERGROUND

Woman: He wanted to know my name

Crowd: Our Lady of craze

Our Lady of Dismay

Woman: You wanna know my name

My name is...

Crowd: OUR LADY OF A SKULL FILLED TOWN

Woman: So you wanted to know my name

I HAVE MANY NAMES

But you can call Lady Zay

Man: Thank you, but what is this, some kind of business

Zay: Don’t worry

Come here brother, let me guess

It's your fake happiness with your family and friends you miss

Maybe the spring flowers or dead fall trees

All you have to do is ask me, and you may receive

Let’s say these just ain't enough

Maybe you're looking for some stronger stuff

Well I got sight for the sorest eye

I’m the reason people never see the sky

Man: Why did I have to die, I can’t tell if you speak truth or lies

Zay: Don’t wipe away your tears, brother

Brother, I know just how you feel

I can see you're blinded by the sadness of your death an all

But look a little closer in my eyes and everything will be revealed

Look a little closer through the crack in my skull

See there’s more to death than being sad and dull

Man: I think your lying, I’m not a fool

Taking care of everyone in hell would be a handful

Zay: AHHH for some but want scars, well I got a mind full

Maybe play your cards wrong and you'll get an eyeful

You want the moon, I got her too

She's right here waiting for the desperate to spill their ooz

I don’t know how long's it been

But

A little moonshine ain't no sin

One at a time, boys, can I have a straight line

Just remember

We are more defined than the alive humankind

Living with your sin that is hells design

My mind of decaying thoughts reveal a hidden path, I’m trudging on

I can smell their fear

Miraculously I don’t succumb to the lies so I trudge along

They can’t hide their tears

The air is thick I’m getting sick the thorns and ivy will take me

I’m running out only to stumble in a boiling pot of witchery

Out of the deep where two red eyes meet, form a blinding light of emerald green

Well whoa is me now who is she

I know your not my friend

Who are you

There’s no such thing as “slightly deadly”

Who are you

A deadly kind of fiend

A depressing foyer, miniature mantles with ugly things

The smelly dishes are bubbling over with stinking things

The air is thick I’m getting sick the bodies are rotting whoa is me

I’m freaking out only to keep peering in this boiling pot of witchery

Out of the pot of puke like it’s out of tune and snot now what else could be there inside

I can’t hide, now what’s inside

Cat’s claw and your fathers jaw

A piglets hoof and monkey paw

Drown the rat and eat it raw

Maggots and worms will help you forget what you saw

Co už je pravda

I will die with a shattered heart

And I’ve accepted that

I've accepted that part

I was only made to die from the start

And I've accepted that

But I will leave behind my written art

No one wants it anyway

And when the world has gone away

We'll be no more

So then what is this all for

What's the point of me and you

There’s nothing to do

If we all end up the same when we're through

Leave it to me to find a bleak way

To start the day

But I believe that there is no point

Why have morals

In what is good

I deserve to burn down with the joint

When I want something I will take it

If I don't need it then I will break it

I know I will be punished for that, if not already

Ive been around the world, there’s no point to being good to each other

If we're all bad to every other person

Maybe I was meant to die that day

The government tried to put me away

I don't see how that matters anyway

Cause at the end of the day

We're all in the ground, rich or poor

If you think your insane or sound

Don't you impose your laws on me

Im making my own

We all are here for a short time

There's no reason and definitely no rhyme

How can you give meaning to something that is meaningless

Meaningless and like me, makes no sense

Dear God, you make no sense

I know you don’t fucking exist

How odd, my life was intense

And I’ve tried so hard just to resist

I have gone my whole life marked by sin

We think we can make it on our own until the end

You know

If life is going well then we're okay

But there'll always come that day

Life will expose our bullshit

I will die with a broken heart

You won't remember that

All you will have is my worthless art

We were made to die from the start

And I accepted that

I welcome that part

Everything was rigged in the start

And when the world has gone astray

I will be dead anyway

Just you wait for the day

When the truth is finally known

No point of me and you

I know what is true

The fact that I’m threw

When I die my death won’t be known

Because you can’t see me through your phone

My happiness wasn’t postponed, it never was existed and that is set in stone

I was born around many but still alone

I don't know what I'm doing anymore

There’s so much I've done

I wanna know what others are thinking

Because I can’t have fun

I only get fucked up till the hurt goes away

But I always feel even worse when I wake up the next day

I used sit on my knees and pray

But God never has anything to fucking say

I wonder why

I fucking wonder why

Why do others make me feel so guilty for being myself

Everyone keeps trying to leave me

Tell me to go fuck off somewhere else

I try to clean up my act, but it’s hard alone

Its why im not aloud in others homes

Maybe some will be happy if I bash my head on stone

Used to kill but

All I ever do is cry and moan

Life has nothing but pain in store

Should just shut my mouth and be thankful

Because I know I can’t take much more

I lost hope and faith because I can’t make it through the night

I lay in bed all day because my mind is the hardest fight

Im the reason some wake up without a family, it just ain't right to me

But it makes me happy

I know it ain't the way it's supposed to be

Don’t help me when I can't see

I’m a fallen angel who wants death for all of you

All my fucking life

I never thought I get this old

I can't even remember how I wanted to go

I wish I could see inside but I'll never know

Im not aloud second chances to grow

So I guess my only choice is to go with the flow

And say goodbye

So goodbye

Hate the way that I look in my own clothes

You think it's gross because my bloods on my pantyhose

You call me sick and you call me a clown

I think I may

Actually I think I might have human tonight

Don't come to me cause I’m cutting you

I think I may I think I might have you for a bite

I'm gonna cook your body in my fucking stew

Cause this damned girl can be a cannibal too

And I'll feel better after I eat you

Cause in life some people just have to die

If you end up on my table then it serves you right

I’ve been told that time can heal all wounds

The words don’t match what they are thinking

Whence in Rome in Fall

When Rome falls

Not allowed

I can’t see

The dead as they’re arriving

There’s many more

In the back are under flags they keep hiding

Makes you wonder

What they’re hiding

I keep clawing

While my mind is falling

From my eyes

Off the path

You trust as truth providing

Out of Sight

But still in my Mind

Dumb and silently sound as a nation divided

What is Truth

Wanting proof

My swimming head full of lies

Who’s to say

what is right

These lies creating our own demise

Not allowed

I can’t ask

Questions are treated as threats

against who

You resist yourself

You refuse

But they live on

Long after we're

From the ground, I was rounded up

When you’re not allowed

Cause you can’t ask

Questions are treated as threats

Against our own

I’ve tried to resist

This time I won’t refuse

I can’t live on

Nothing but peace after I’m dead

There’s nothing to be scared of when I have nothing

To lose

My mind was never a safe place to Rome

My mind was never a safe place to roam

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