Panic/nil

Just a young artist with way too many art styles . Feel free to request me to draw something but no promises if I feel uncomfortable with what I’m asked to draw He/it mostly basically anything but she 🥲 ⚠️Minor⚠️ I’m a nil fictionkin but I don’t mind doubles interacting as long as it doesn’t start fights Always up to meeting new people!

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Uh yeah finally making a intro post :p

Please read bc I put some of my boundaries in here

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☆ Name(s): hiii call me panic or nil ☆

𖦹 Pronouns: he/it 🏳️‍⚧️ mostly 𖦹

★ Sexuality: abrosexual ★

Age: all your getting is I’m in highschool suck it :b

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⟡ I am a coyote therian ╶⃝⃤ and a nil nowhere fictionkin, and a computer objectkin (I think that’s the term idfk) ⟡

I don’t mind doubles just don’t cause arguments please

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Dni: just the basics ig homophobic ppl , transphobic people , racists, sexists , etc

I block freely XP

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I am a satanist so please do not comment ‘god loves you’ shit

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Boundaries: if you some how recognize me in public please do not interact sorry I’m just not comfortable with that, please don’t repost any of my posts anywhere BUT 100000000000% NEVER POST ANY OF MY PICTURES ANYWHERE , don’t make ai bots of me (yes it’s happened before), You can vent to me BUT please ask first as I may not be in a safe headspace for it or around my family and need to step away, in some photos of me there may be some sh scars please don’t point them out I’m going my best to get better❤️‍🩹, don’t yumeship me 🥀 (again yes it’s happened before), don’t tell anti therian and anti fictionkin shit like ‘your not nil’ or ‘your human not a coyote’

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My 3 fav bands are probably

1. PUP

2. Mom jeans

3. Modern baseball

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BLINKIES TIME

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Tw: this drawing is dysphoria vent art it has some scars and is partially undressed

Also please don’t sexualize the art :/



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I just ruined my favorite pajama pants 😭

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Bro I’m on my period rn and this sucks, not only does it suck since I’m a trans male so it’s hard on my dysphoria , I’m also having really bad cramps , like bad enough I fell to the ground from the cramps and then was in to much pain and to exhausted to get up so I just stayed curled up on the floor for a while

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I have vent art that I wanna post but I’m honestly scared that people will sexualize it so I’m debating :/

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Bro what is this backrooms ass room I’m in

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Roblox with friends core :

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Lowkey does anyone know where I can get necklaces like this?

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Rant about Jax tadc

I really dislike Jax , and now even more with how the community is treating her.

Ever since it came out that she was Trans the community has been making excuses for her actions.

Jax is a horrible person and you can’t just use her trauma and being transgender as an excuse for that.

She’s honestly abusive, and very much reminds me of past people that’ve taken advantage of my empathy.

Like I acknowledge she has trauma but so does everyone else in the circus

She hurts people in the circus both emotionally and physically

Jax is toxic, narcissistic, selfish, manipulative, physically and mentally abusive, attention seeking, hypocritical, immature, cruel, sadistic, and a horrible person and yet gets nothing but love from this fucking fandom because she’s trans and ‘insecure’

She bullies/harasses gangle because shes the ‘easiest’ to vent his emotions out

Just because she’s trans and attractive (according to this fandom , tho I personally don’t think she is) and has a sad backstory doesn’t excuse the awful things she did

This fandom needs to grow up

(Btw no hate to you if you like Jax I only don’t like when people make excuses)

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OH. MY. GOD. I WAS LIKE "ISN'T JAX LIKE RACIST OR WTV" AS A QUESTION AND EVERYONE WAS MAD AT ME IT WAS A GENUINE QUESTION AND I HAVE SO MUCH TO BACK ME UP ON MH CLAIMS AND THEY JUST ARE LIKE "YOU'RE SO TRANSPHOBIC" ANSWER MY QUESTION OH MY GOD😢

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It’s not canon that Jax is racist but personally I wouldn’t be that surprised, it’s a bit suspicious that two of the people that jax harasses in the circus (zooble and gangle) are the non white members in the circus 🫩.

[collie-starblind]

YES! not only that but HE MAKES FUN OF THE GIRLS THE MOST WE HAVE NEVER SEEN HIM ATTACK THE DUDES WHAT THE FUCK

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Yeah it pisses me off so much that jax targets the women, they’re annoying to the guys but doesn’t harass them like they do to the female cast. And I hate when ppl use the trans fem shit as a excuse , like just because Jax is trans doesn’t make it less sexist how they treat the girls 🫩😭

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Also jax has not changed from what I've seen? What fucking redemption are people talking about 💔🥀

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Idfk man 🥀🥀ig people are counting bro abstracting at redemption now or some shit

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That changes nothing abstraction is just dying fr😢

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Yeah this fandom is just delusional and trying to turn anything into a jax redemption arch atp 🙃

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FR and its not even delusion anymore it's just straight up being blind😭

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LMAO yeah they fr blinder than me without my glasses. This fandom is a prison 🥲

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Rant about Jax tadc

I really dislike Jax , and now even more with how the community is treating her.

Ever since it came out that she was Trans the community has been making excuses for her actions.

Jax is a horrible person and you can’t just use her trauma and being transgender as an excuse for that.

She’s honestly abusive, and very much reminds me of past people that’ve taken advantage of my empathy.

Like I acknowledge she has trauma but so does everyone else in the circus

She hurts people in the circus both emotionally and physically

Jax is toxic, narcissistic, selfish, manipulative, physically and mentally abusive, attention seeking, hypocritical, immature, cruel, sadistic, and a horrible person and yet gets nothing but love from this fucking fandom because she’s trans and ‘insecure’

She bullies/harasses gangle because shes the ‘easiest’ to vent his emotions out

Just because she’s trans and attractive (according to this fandom , tho I personally don’t think she is) and has a sad backstory doesn’t excuse the awful things she did

This fandom needs to grow up

(Btw no hate to you if you like Jax I only don’t like when people make excuses)

[collie-starblind]

OH. MY. GOD. I WAS LIKE "ISN'T JAX LIKE RACIST OR WTV" AS A QUESTION AND EVERYONE WAS MAD AT ME IT WAS A GENUINE QUESTION AND I HAVE SO MUCH TO BACK ME UP ON MH CLAIMS AND THEY JUST ARE LIKE "YOU'RE SO TRANSPHOBIC" ANSWER MY QUESTION OH MY GOD😢

[panickillssilence]

It’s not canon that Jax is racist but personally I wouldn’t be that surprised, it’s a bit suspicious that two of the people that jax harasses in the circus (zooble and gangle) are the non white members in the circus 🫩.

[collie-starblind]

YES! not only that but HE MAKES FUN OF THE GIRLS THE MOST WE HAVE NEVER SEEN HIM ATTACK THE DUDES WHAT THE FUCK

[panickillssilence]

Yeah it pisses me off so much that jax targets the women, they’re annoying to the guys but doesn’t harass them like they do to the female cast. And I hate when ppl use the trans fem shit as a excuse , like just because Jax is trans doesn’t make it less sexist how they treat the girls 🫩😭

[collie-starblind]

Also jax has not changed from what I've seen? What fucking redemption are people talking about 💔🥀

[panickillssilence]

Idfk man 🥀🥀ig people are counting bro abstracting at redemption now or some shit

[collie-starblind]

That changes nothing abstraction is just dying fr😢

[panickillssilence]

Yeah this fandom is just delusional and trying to turn anything into a jax redemption arch atp 🙃

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Rant about Jax tadc

I really dislike Jax , and now even more with how the community is treating her.

Ever since it came out that she was Trans the community has been making excuses for her actions.

Jax is a horrible person and you can’t just use her trauma and being transgender as an excuse for that.

She’s honestly abusive, and very much reminds me of past people that’ve taken advantage of my empathy.

Like I acknowledge she has trauma but so does everyone else in the circus

She hurts people in the circus both emotionally and physically

Jax is toxic, narcissistic, selfish, manipulative, physically and mentally abusive, attention seeking, hypocritical, immature, cruel, sadistic, and a horrible person and yet gets nothing but love from this fucking fandom because she’s trans and ‘insecure’

She bullies/harasses gangle because shes the ‘easiest’ to vent his emotions out

Just because she’s trans and attractive (according to this fandom , tho I personally don’t think she is) and has a sad backstory doesn’t excuse the awful things she did

This fandom needs to grow up

(Btw no hate to you if you like Jax I only don’t like when people make excuses)

[collie-starblind]

OH. MY. GOD. I WAS LIKE "ISN'T JAX LIKE RACIST OR WTV" AS A QUESTION AND EVERYONE WAS MAD AT ME IT WAS A GENUINE QUESTION AND I HAVE SO MUCH TO BACK ME UP ON MH CLAIMS AND THEY JUST ARE LIKE "YOU'RE SO TRANSPHOBIC" ANSWER MY QUESTION OH MY GOD😢

[panickillssilence]

It’s not canon that Jax is racist but personally I wouldn’t be that surprised, it’s a bit suspicious that two of the people that jax harasses in the circus (zooble and gangle) are the non white members in the circus 🫩.

[collie-starblind]

YES! not only that but HE MAKES FUN OF THE GIRLS THE MOST WE HAVE NEVER SEEN HIM ATTACK THE DUDES WHAT THE FUCK

[panickillssilence]

Yeah it pisses me off so much that jax targets the women, they’re annoying to the guys but doesn’t harass them like they do to the female cast. And I hate when ppl use the trans fem shit as a excuse , like just because Jax is trans doesn’t make it less sexist how they treat the girls 🫩😭

[collie-starblind]

Also jax has not changed from what I've seen? What fucking redemption are people talking about 💔🥀

[panickillssilence]

Idfk man 🥀🥀ig people are counting bro abstracting at redemption now or some shit

[panickillssilence]

Rant about Jax tadc

I really dislike Jax , and now even more with how the community is treating her.

Ever since it came out that she was Trans the community has been making excuses for her actions.

Jax is a horrible person and you can’t just use her trauma and being transgender as an excuse for that.

She’s honestly abusive, and very much reminds me of past people that’ve taken advantage of my empathy.

Like I acknowledge she has trauma but so does everyone else in the circus

She hurts people in the circus both emotionally and physically

Jax is toxic, narcissistic, selfish, manipulative, physically and mentally abusive, attention seeking, hypocritical, immature, cruel, sadistic, and a horrible person and yet gets nothing but love from this fucking fandom because she’s trans and ‘insecure’

She bullies/harasses gangle because shes the ‘easiest’ to vent his emotions out

Just because she’s trans and attractive (according to this fandom , tho I personally don’t think she is) and has a sad backstory doesn’t excuse the awful things she did

This fandom needs to grow up

(Btw no hate to you if you like Jax I only don’t like when people make excuses)

[collie-starblind]

OH. MY. GOD. I WAS LIKE "ISN'T JAX LIKE RACIST OR WTV" AS A QUESTION AND EVERYONE WAS MAD AT ME IT WAS A GENUINE QUESTION AND I HAVE SO MUCH TO BACK ME UP ON MH CLAIMS AND THEY JUST ARE LIKE "YOU'RE SO TRANSPHOBIC" ANSWER MY QUESTION OH MY GOD😢

[panickillssilence]

It’s not canon that Jax is racist but personally I wouldn’t be that surprised, it’s a bit suspicious that two of the people that jax harasses in the circus (zooble and gangle) are the non white members in the circus 🫩.

[collie-starblind]

YES! not only that but HE MAKES FUN OF THE GIRLS THE MOST WE HAVE NEVER SEEN HIM ATTACK THE DUDES WHAT THE FUCK

[panickillssilence]

Yeah it pisses me off so much that jax targets the women, they’re annoying to the guys but doesn’t harass them like they do to the female cast. And I hate when ppl use the trans fem shit as a excuse , like just because Jax is trans doesn’t make it less sexist how they treat the girls 🫩😭

[panickillssilence]

Rant about Jax tadc

I really dislike Jax , and now even more with how the community is treating her.

Ever since it came out that she was Trans the community has been making excuses for her actions.

Jax is a horrible person and you can’t just use her trauma and being transgender as an excuse for that.

She’s honestly abusive, and very much reminds me of past people that’ve taken advantage of my empathy.

Like I acknowledge she has trauma but so does everyone else in the circus

She hurts people in the circus both emotionally and physically

Jax is toxic, narcissistic, selfish, manipulative, physically and mentally abusive, attention seeking, hypocritical, immature, cruel, sadistic, and a horrible person and yet gets nothing but love from this fucking fandom because she’s trans and ‘insecure’

She bullies/harasses gangle because shes the ‘easiest’ to vent his emotions out

Just because she’s trans and attractive (according to this fandom , tho I personally don’t think she is) and has a sad backstory doesn’t excuse the awful things she did

This fandom needs to grow up

(Btw no hate to you if you like Jax I only don’t like when people make excuses)

[collie-starblind]

OH. MY. GOD. I WAS LIKE "ISN'T JAX LIKE RACIST OR WTV" AS A QUESTION AND EVERYONE WAS MAD AT ME IT WAS A GENUINE QUESTION AND I HAVE SO MUCH TO BACK ME UP ON MH CLAIMS AND THEY JUST ARE LIKE "YOU'RE SO TRANSPHOBIC" ANSWER MY QUESTION OH MY GOD😢

[panickillssilence]

It’s not canon that Jax is racist but personally I wouldn’t be that surprised, it’s a bit suspicious that two of the people that jax harasses in the circus (zooble and gangle) are the non white members in the circus 🫩.

[panickillssilence]

Rant about Jax tadc

I really dislike Jax , and now even more with how the community is treating her.

Ever since it came out that she was Trans the community has been making excuses for her actions.

Jax is a horrible person and you can’t just use her trauma and being transgender as an excuse for that.

She’s honestly abusive, and very much reminds me of past people that’ve taken advantage of my empathy.

Like I acknowledge she has trauma but so does everyone else in the circus

She hurts people in the circus both emotionally and physically

Jax is toxic, narcissistic, selfish, manipulative, physically and mentally abusive, attention seeking, hypocritical, immature, cruel, sadistic, and a horrible person and yet gets nothing but love from this fucking fandom because she’s trans and ‘insecure’

She bullies/harasses gangle because shes the ‘easiest’ to vent his emotions out

Just because she’s trans and attractive (according to this fandom , tho I personally don’t think she is) and has a sad backstory doesn’t excuse the awful things she did

This fandom needs to grow up

(Btw no hate to you if you like Jax I only don’t like when people make excuses)

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Here’s the whole gang now that I’ve drawn them all

For anyone who’s wondering

Nil is a coyote

Dimitri is a dog

Momo is a hyena

And journey is a ferret

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Journey as a furry (I did him as a ferret I think it fits)

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Dimitri as a furry since I did momo and nil. Journeys next