Pankie's reblog and yap account :3 @pankielovesfan - Tumblr Blog

I want to make sure that people know I'm planning on writing another response, and I'm sorry for not making a post about it sooner. I know there's been some things that have been really upsetting to see, and I'll do my best to address it when I can. I can't tell when, but I will respond.

pankielovesfan

For those who have seen the thread on twitter:

I am Not associated with Stag and Ren anymore, since October last year. We also broke up before that point, about a month or two. I have many friends who can vouch for me that I have explained this situation to. I cut them after a lot of personal things happened that I can't go into due to privacy reasons. Majority of screenshots shown were after I cut contact, and practically none of these actually even involve Me, and is just lumping me together with people I don't even talk to anymore.

I've tried to reach out to OP of the thread about me cutting contact with them, willing to give proof so the misinformation can be removed, but it's been ignored. I really don't know what else I can do about it.

For better context, I only knew Ren for almost exactly a year, meeting in October 2024. and as for Stag, even less time. Assuming that I've been engaging with what they've been posting when I have not even seen majority of what's shown is terrifying. I should not be held accountable for things others have posted that I wasn't even there to see or know about. I retreated to tumblr because twitter was harming my mental health with the people that are on that platform and how stuff like this keeps happening, and how people keep trying to frame me in the worst light possible over things that they could just discuss with me in private about if they have concerns.

Importantly, as for the screenshot that actually has my name in it, to clarify, that is in a stricly adult server with verification for such, and everybody present in the channel were Adults. This was the only instance of a drawing being edited, the post claims I do this frequently when I do not, and it is a very false claim seeing there is only one case to prove. I've talked to several people to check if this edit and posting was alright to do, both before doing it and now after the thread, and many agree that it's a non-issue as the suggestive version was never shown to any minors and editing drawings like this is common. In case you haven't seen the drawing when reading this, the original drawing was merely a little suggestive with its facial expression, that was then completely changed to be fully sfw.

Please share around what was misinformed. thank you for reading

pankielovesfan

To make it perfectly clear, I would never want to harm or put children in danger and if there are ever any concerns for this, I wish people would come to me about it, because I would listen and work out whatever it was. The result is instead spreading around that I don't care and thinking that this all means I'm a groomer or pedophile. This is such a serious accusation just because of an association I used to have. I've seen people twisting what the callout itself is saying and coming up with ridiculous other stuff that is completely made up if you looked at it for a second, things that even OP of the callout didn't say.

I would never want to contribute to something that puts children's safety at risk, and I'm sad people have a twisted sense of my beliefs. I don't want to expose children to sexual content or encourage normalizations that can be harmful and anybody who's engaging in this right doesn't want that either, and so I wonder why people immediately believe that to be the case. There may be honest mistakes I've made, or careless actions that somebody could point out to me, but this callout is not productive if anybody who cares about this wants me to reflect on any points brought up. It would've been safer for everybody if this had all been resolved in private, I really don't think any of this should be discussed between anybody that isn't involved. You can say whatever you like about the public posts that were unrelated to me, but please stop making assumptions about my personal life and trusting people who don't know anything about it. I'm hoping more can be cleared up soon as I've gotten a response from OP of the callout and will try my best to work this out in the way it should've.

rawserhh

molabuddy

lalalalala

#WOWOWOWOW SO PRETY #ii

For those who have seen the thread on twitter:

I am Not associated with Stag and Ren anymore, since October last year. We also broke up before that point, about a month or two. I have many friends who can vouch for me that I have explained this situation to. I cut them after a lot of personal things happened that I can't go into due to privacy reasons. Majority of screenshots shown were after I cut contact, and practically none of these actually even involve Me, and is just lumping me together with people I don't even talk to anymore.

I've tried to reach out to OP of the thread about me cutting contact with them, willing to give proof so the misinformation can be removed, but it's been ignored. I really don't know what else I can do about it.

For better context, I only knew Ren for almost exactly a year, meeting in October 2024. and as for Stag, even less time. Assuming that I've been engaging with what they've been posting when I have not even seen majority of what's shown is terrifying. I should not be held accountable for things others have posted that I wasn't even there to see or know about. I retreated to tumblr because twitter was harming my mental health with the people that are on that platform and how stuff like this keeps happening, and how people keep trying to frame me in the worst light possible over things that they could just discuss with me in private about if they have concerns.

Importantly, as for the screenshot that actually has my name in it, to clarify, that is in a stricly adult server with verification for such, and everybody present in the channel were Adults. This was the only instance of a drawing being edited, the post claims I do this frequently when I do not, and it is a very false claim seeing there is only one case to prove. I've talked to several people to check if this edit and posting was alright to do, both before doing it and now after the thread, and many agree that it's a non-issue as the suggestive version was never shown to any minors and editing drawings like this is common. In case you haven't seen the drawing when reading this, the original drawing was merely a little suggestive with its facial expression, that was then completely changed to be fully sfw.

Please share around what was misinformed. thank you for reading

ik paintbrush and fan are like, on good terms now. and paintbrush is like, working on their anger issues. but theyre literally The Physical Safety Enforcer this season. they should be screaming fans ear off whattttt

omg i wish they wereee even if they're on good terms paintbrush would still yell at him for pulling stupid stuff... i miss them

#pankie ask

tamarrud

Israel is chemically erasing Palestinians using US weapons that are designed for mass destruction, literally evaporating thousands of bodies.

As if they can evade justice by erasing the evidence.

This genocidal entity remains outside the system of accountability while Palestinians are constantly told to watch what they say and how they say it when describing this horror.

Don't let the passage of time diminish your rage. Remember that Israel's annihilation campaign continues in a million different ways, and its effects will last for generations to come.

Death to this genocidal entity of terror.

tamarrud

By some miracle, my friend Amal and her family survived the past two years of intensified Zionist horror, and I am eternally thankful for that.

Israel used internationally prohibited weapons like these to decimate Gaza and make it unliveable. But families like Amal's are still navigating the rubble in Gaza, and you and I can help them in their survival.

Hello friends, I'm Sahar! Lia & I are friends of the Ashours & Shehabs, and we'll be helping them run this campaign. Both families have had

Damn, you hate S4 Fan that much?

mmmmmaybe just a littleeeeeeeee. its okayyy but i prefer s2 a thousand times more. just hard for me to enjoy him as much with how he's written recently. if u wanna know more about my thoughts on s4 i have a post abt it here

#pankie ask

dogpuppy

ijustwannafallunderyrsawteeth

maybe y'all didn't notice but fat people who don't hate ourselves sure did notice that people were obsessed with shitting on fat people in the late 90s and early 2000s (conservative political time) and now are again (fascist political time), coincidentally while the market for weight loss has become a 90 billion dollar industry due to glp1s.

you are not immune to propaganda. it makes some people a whole hell of a lot of money for you to hate fat people and fear becoming (or staying, I think like 70% or something of the US is fat) one of us.

ijustwannafallunderyrsawteeth

a lot of the fearmongering over fatness comes from studies directly funded by the weight loss industry...i think people don't really realize or think about the fact that research can absolutely be influenced and skewed by its funding. there is also research that shows that an amount of the negative health outcomes for fat people come from anti-fat bias. if you go to the doctor with concerns and the doctor simply tells you to lose weight, your problem is neglected and you may not even bother going to the doctor with the next problem.

every fat person you know for the most part probably has a story like this, of medical neglect. many of the stories i've heard personally are when the complaint or the doctor wasn't related at all, like being told to lose weight at the ear nose and throat doctor or at the dentist. it's straight up just bias. it's such a thing that in the show Shrill it's portrayed, when Aidy Bryant goes to the gynecologist and her doctor suggests she get gastric bypass.

the studies on health and fatness are simply not that black and white and there is basically no research that shows that more than an incredibly tiny minority of people can lose weight and keep it off for more than like 2 years. bodies have set points that they gravitate towards, it's not a personal failure. this also is how the weight loss industry succeeds so well - repeat customers.

some of the harm associated with fatness is also due to weight cycling, which is very hard on your body and is even worse if you get off a GLP1, which according to a recent study causes weight to be regained at a rate that is 4x faster than without taking a GLP1.

you don't have to hate yourself. you don't have to hate other people for their body type either. it makes me so sad to see the thinspo tag going around again in 2026 a lot like it was back in the day.

some resources to learn more here:

https://www.reuters.com/article/business/healthcare-pharmaceuticals/feeling-fat-may-be-worse-for-you-than-being-fat-idUSTON079061/

A study spanning almost four decades and involving more than 100,000 adults in Denmark found that those with an 'overweight' body mass index

there's so much crazy shit once you go down the rabbit hole. for example, BMI was not invented by anyone with a medical background. it was never meant to measure individual health.

ijustwannafallunderyrsawteeth