im JUDE i draw PICTUREs and wear CUTE CLOTHES :) and POST WORDS AND SOMETIMES IMAGES,,,,,,,,,,, ! :) i like indiepop (c86/twee mainly) and other things…. you cna look at my inages @fagboyfriend and my face #jude pansyfem irl and my song recs @upforabit or my nsft if you like me like that yknowww (18+) @faggot-pussy
t4t + fat + queer + femme + ftm, HE/HIM. bisexual but like reallllly transmasc4transmasc leaning. TME and White. chronically ill cane user 💥 fat boy fall all year round 🫶 worlds most art student looking art student ever 🤯 i listent o the magnetic fields 🙏👍💖
^jude and jude art
Disclaimers and Q & A :
DO NOT they/them me. don’t call me neutral terms instead of masculine ones. please don’t say stuff about how my gender is weird and exotic, complimentary or otherwise. [i DO NOT like “you are so gender” AND “I’m stealing your gender” AND SIMILAR STATEMENTS] I am a binary trans man, I just enjoy dressing femininely !
I don’t really tag anything, so there will be moderate nsfw and violence from time to time (elaborated on later) . Usually I don’t reblog full on porn to main but post a lot about sexual topics and themes and reblog nudity and etc. if you do not want to see these things do not follow me!
I have a lot of mental health disorders, namely BPD. I am not yet fully healed from a recent breakdown and sometimes i post potentially triggering things in the middle of an episode. (vents, references to suicide/self harm, starting to fish for attention a lot or posting really sexual stuff on main…) I am really working on breaking this habit, but just know that it happens, i will be alright, i have a great support system. ok? 👍 In general, i talk about my mental health a lot.
Q: How long have you been on HRT/been transitioning?
As of this september (2026), i will have been out as trans for 10 years, starting age 12. As of this febuary I will have been on T for 7 years, starting age 14. (I had six months of blockers before T) I had top surgery 5 years ago at age 17.
Q: Where do you get your clothes?
Various places. Mostly online. Some are from small artists I like, usually bought through Kei Collective. But most are from depop. I search terms like ‘maximalism’ ‘rainbow’ ‘psychadelic’ and so on and so on. I also look for brands like: Lazy Oaf, Big Bud Press (my GOAT), Lucy and Yak, Kina and Tam, Beautiful Genius (!!!), Nooworks, Magic Society, Fashion Brand Company, Outsiders Division…. all brands listed are quite pricy. So i reccomend getting them secondhand like i do, the quality is great for all brands i listed. I try my very best to avoid fast fashion and shop at smaller brands as well as mostly buy secondhand. I consider my style to be a mix of maximallism, dopamine dressing, decora kei (or at least i used to do decora), and general colorful fashion. I love mixing patterns and wearing the brightest thing you’ve ever seen.
Q: How do people react to your outfits? Is it safe?
People do laugh at me or yell at me. But i don’t let it get to me. I “Pass” usually as a cis man. At least thats what most people tell me. I live in a blue state that is one of the more trans friendly places in the country. So most people are confused but kind. I do not go to redder areas or places where i may be vulnrable dressed like this. I do go to doctor’s appointments, school, and pretty much everwhere but funerals dressed like this.
Q: Ketamine?
When i post about Ketamine, I am referring to Ketamine/Esketamine Therapy. This can be done for several different diagnoses, but for me, i recieve it for my treatment resistant severe depression. It boots my mood and keeps me stable. I have done both Internasal Esketamine (Spravato) and Ketamine IV infusions, mostly spravato but i am hopefully going to start regular infusions soon. If you have any questions, ask them, but I am not a doctor or an expert, I am one guy who responds to this medicine.
I also had a failed course of ECT (Electroconvulsive Therapy) , which was completely misrable for me.
Q: What are you studying?
I am Projected to graduate December 2026. I am at a small art school. I major in ‘Writing and Visual Narrative’ which is essentially an interdisciplinary arts program with a bit more writing and storytelling classes than other students. I love it because I have gotten to take classes across departments and I love to write. I do a mix of illustration, painting, sculpture and beadwork.
being the only cousin out of the cousins i was really close with growing up who is not in a serious long term relationship (and has a laughable dating history) is really. making me feel normal. im so normal. im not jealous im not jealous
i mean i pass in the way that people dont usually guess that im specifically transmasc anymore but i am also visably queer and most people would assume im trans in some way so i think it varies
Denying transsexual teens HRT because you have a fetish for seeing them disfigured is medical torture and if you can't understand that then my dick in your ass isn't rape and your severed head in a trashbag isn't murder. You can't consent to the alternative ):
i KNOW i have at least one mutual on here who likes lumberjanes but i forget who it is. anyway my friend got me a signed copy of issue 1# for my birthday and i cannot believe it still
family gatherings are always very weird because for the most part my cousins are very normal people who have practical degrees and real jobs and then theres like a few weirdos including me and no one seems to really know what’s going on with me ever. but we all just kinda hang out and people usually smoke weed and drink and pretend we know eachother better than we do.
and then my aunts and uncles awkwardly ask me how school is and im the cousin who no one ever asks about potential boyfriends or girlfriends to because no one seems to know what im into and are too scared to ask. but i dont mind id rather not honestly!
