im JUDE i draw PICTUREs and wear CUTE CLOTHES :) and POST WORDS AND SOMETIMES IMAGES,,,,,,,,,,, ! :) i like indiepop (c86/twee mainly) and other things…. you cna look at my inages @fagboyfriend and my face #jude pansyfem irl and my song recs @upforabit or my nsft if you like me like that yknowww (18+) @faggot-pussy
t4t + fat + queer + femme + ftm, HE/HIM. bisexual but like reallllly transmasc4transmasc leaning. TME and White. chronically ill cane user 💥 fat boy fall all year round 🫶 worlds most art student looking art student ever 🤯 i listent o the magnetic fields 🙏👍💖
^jude and jude art
Disclaimers and Q & A :
DO NOT they/them me. don’t call me neutral terms instead of masculine ones. please don’t say stuff about how my gender is weird and exotic, complimentary or otherwise. [i DO NOT like “you are so gender” AND “I’m stealing your gender” AND SIMILAR STATEMENTS] I am a binary trans man, I just enjoy dressing femininely !
I don’t really tag anything, so there will be moderate nsfw and violence from time to time (elaborated on later) . Usually I don’t reblog full on porn to main but post a lot about sexual topics and themes and reblog nudity and etc. if you do not want to see these things do not follow me!
I have a lot of mental health disorders, namely BPD. I am not yet fully healed from a recent breakdown and sometimes i post potentially triggering things in the middle of an episode. (vents, references to suicide/self harm, starting to fish for attention a lot or posting really sexual stuff on main…) I am really working on breaking this habit, but just know that it happens, i will be alright, i have a great support system. ok? 👍 In general, i talk about my mental health a lot.
Q: How long have you been on HRT/been transitioning?
As of this september (2026), i will have been out as trans for 10 years, starting age 12. As of this febuary I will have been on T for 7 years, starting age 14. (I had six months of blockers before T) I had top surgery 5 years ago at age 17.
Q: Where do you get your clothes?
Various places. Mostly online. Some are from small artists I like, usually bought through Kei Collective. But most are from depop. I search terms like ‘maximalism’ ‘rainbow’ ‘psychadelic’ and so on and so on. I also look for brands like: Lazy Oaf, Big Bud Press (my GOAT), Lucy and Yak, Kina and Tam, Beautiful Genius (!!!), Nooworks, Magic Society, Fashion Brand Company, Outsiders Division…. all brands listed are quite pricy. So i reccomend getting them secondhand like i do, the quality is great for all brands i listed. I try my very best to avoid fast fashion and shop at smaller brands as well as mostly buy secondhand. I consider my style to be a mix of maximallism, dopamine dressing, decora kei (or at least i used to do decora), and general colorful fashion. I love mixing patterns and wearing the brightest thing you’ve ever seen.
Q: How do people react to your outfits? Is it safe?
People do laugh at me or yell at me. But i don’t let it get to me. I “Pass” usually as a cis man. At least thats what most people tell me. I live in a blue state that is one of the more trans friendly places in the country. So most people are confused but kind. I do not go to redder areas or places where i may be vulnrable dressed like this. I do go to doctor’s appointments, school, and pretty much everwhere but funerals dressed like this.
Q: Ketamine?
When i post about Ketamine, I am referring to Ketamine/Esketamine Therapy. This can be done for several different diagnoses, but for me, i recieve it for my treatment resistant severe depression. It boots my mood and keeps me stable. I have done both Internasal Esketamine (Spravato) and Ketamine IV infusions, mostly spravato but i am hopefully going to start regular infusions soon. If you have any questions, ask them, but I am not a doctor or an expert, I am one guy who responds to this medicine.
I also had a failed course of ECT (Electroconvulsive Therapy) , which was completely misrable for me.
Q: What are you studying?
I am Projected to graduate December 2026. I am at a small art school. I major in ‘Writing and Visual Narrative’ which is essentially an interdisciplinary arts program with a bit more writing and storytelling classes than other students. I love it because I have gotten to take classes across departments and I love to write. I do a mix of illustration, painting, sculpture and beadwork.
If you had to become a bug, what type of bug would you become?
CICADA!!!
I have always wanted to be a cicada or a snake or something because i like the idea of being able to shed my skin and create a form of myself at a past point in time, an exact copy of who i was then.
I prefer the company of cats. I tend to think we get on better and have similar personalities (most times) I’m very introverted and like a lot of time to myself so cats are very good for that, they just kind of coexist and don’t need me to entertain them.
if you’re a cis person i reguarly talk to on here, you’re fine i only respond to people who respect me but also im not gonna stop talking shit about cis people so do know what
sorry im being a hater i just get really pissed off and also really sad when i see young recently out trans people catering so completely to cis people
hi i only know one magnetic fields song but i'm insane about it (born on a train) what are your top 5 magnetic fields songs??
UM thats a hard question. My favorite of all time (also my favorite song in general) is I don’t believe you, specifically the “7 version of Stephin Merrit’s Obscurities album.
But in no particular order, some of my other faves are:
-You Must Be out of your Mind
-All my Little Words
-Kiss Me like you Mean it
-All the Umbrellas In London
-Falling In Love with the Wolfboy
-Josephine
-Take Ecstasy with me
-Sunset City
-The Nun’s Litany
-Andrew in Drag
-Epitaph for my Heart
-Washington D.C.
and like a million others.. thats more than five but i love so many
I’m looking for lingerie/cute underwear that fits someone with a flat chest and a big belly, and has enough room in the panties to pack if i want. if anyone has recs, i would really appriciate it <3 i usually wear an XL to 2XL depending on the brand
