im JUDE i draw PICTUREs and wear CUTE CLOTHES :) and POST WORDS AND SOMETIMES IMAGES,,,,,,,,,,, ! :) i like indiepop (c86/twee mainly) and other things…. you cna look at my inages @fagboyfriend and my face #jude pansyfem irl and my song recs @upforabit or my nsft if you like me like that yknowww (18+) @faggot-pussy
t4t + fat + queer + femme + ftm, HE/HIM. bisexual but like reallllly transmasc4transmasc leaning. TME and White. chronically ill cane user 💥 fat boy fall all year round 🫶 worlds most art student looking art student ever 🤯 i listent o the magnetic fields 🙏👍💖
^jude and jude art
Disclaimers and Q & A :
DO NOT they/them me. don’t call me neutral terms instead of masculine ones. please don’t say stuff about how my gender is weird and exotic, complimentary or otherwise. [i DO NOT like “you are so gender” AND “I’m stealing your gender” AND SIMILAR STATEMENTS] I am a binary trans man, I just enjoy dressing femininely !
I don’t really tag anything, so there will be moderate nsfw and violence from time to time (elaborated on later) . Usually I don’t reblog full on porn to main but post a lot about sexual topics and themes and reblog nudity and etc. if you do not want to see these things do not follow me!
I have a lot of mental health disorders, namely BPD. I am not yet fully healed from a recent breakdown and sometimes i post potentially triggering things in the middle of an episode. (vents, references to suicide/self harm, starting to fish for attention a lot or posting really sexual stuff on main…) I am really working on breaking this habit, but just know that it happens, i will be alright, i have a great support system. ok? 👍 In general, i talk about my mental health a lot.
Q: How long have you been on HRT/been transitioning?
As of this september (2026), i will have been out as trans for 10 years, starting age 12. As of this febuary I will have been on T for 7 years, starting age 14. (I had six months of blockers before T) I had top surgery 5 years ago at age 17.
Q: Where do you get your clothes?
Various places. Mostly online. Some are from small artists I like, usually bought through Kei Collective. But most are from depop. I search terms like ‘maximalism’ ‘rainbow’ ‘psychadelic’ and so on and so on. I also look for brands like: Lazy Oaf, Big Bud Press (my GOAT), Lucy and Yak, Kina and Tam, Beautiful Genius (!!!), Nooworks, Magic Society, Fashion Brand Company, Outsiders Division…. all brands listed are quite pricy. So i reccomend getting them secondhand like i do, the quality is great for all brands i listed. I try my very best to avoid fast fashion and shop at smaller brands as well as mostly buy secondhand. I consider my style to be a mix of maximallism, dopamine dressing, decora kei (or at least i used to do decora), and general colorful fashion. I love mixing patterns and wearing the brightest thing you’ve ever seen.
Q: How do people react to your outfits? Is it safe?
People do laugh at me or yell at me. But i don’t let it get to me. I “Pass” usually as a cis man. At least thats what most people tell me. I live in a blue state that is one of the more trans friendly places in the country. So most people are confused but kind. I do not go to redder areas or places where i may be vulnrable dressed like this. I do go to doctor’s appointments, school, and pretty much everwhere but funerals dressed like this.
Q: Ketamine?
When i post about Ketamine, I am referring to Ketamine/Esketamine Therapy. This can be done for several different diagnoses, but for me, i recieve it for my treatment resistant severe depression. It boots my mood and keeps me stable. I have done both Internasal Esketamine (Spravato) and Ketamine IV infusions, mostly spravato but i am hopefully going to start regular infusions soon. If you have any questions, ask them, but I am not a doctor or an expert, I am one guy who responds to this medicine.
I also had a failed course of ECT (Electroconvulsive Therapy) , which was completely misrable for me.
Q: What are you studying?
I am Projected to graduate December 2026. I am at a small art school. I major in ‘Writing and Visual Narrative’ which is essentially an interdisciplinary arts program with a bit more writing and storytelling classes than other students. I love it because I have gotten to take classes across departments and I love to write. I do a mix of illustration, painting, sculpture and beadwork.
If you remember being a teenager you're a creep because you straight up saw yourself naked back then. The only way to be righteous is to obliterate your mind with drugs until you can't remember anything
at my birthday dinner a bunch of my friends lovingly pressured me into saying i’ll go to tboy night. they’re right im the one who doesn’t stop complaining about his lack of boyfriend so i should at least try. but also its scaryyyy
hi jude ive had my first good day in a long time today ☀️🌈 how are you
hi bobby im really glad to hear that! You deserve so many good days.
Today was ok! Got some stuff done. Hung out with my brother and painted and smoked after dinner which was pretty fun. Went to the dollar store also. That’s pretty much it. Tommorow we’re driving up to rural Vermont to visit my cousins and have a mini family reunion for fourth of july, like we do every year. That’s fun but also pretty awkward lol my family does not always get me, yknow? But i like the food and swimming and ice cream and we sometimes drive a little further to montpelier which can also be fun. they have some cute bookstores. but that will distract me for a few days i guess!
Hi I wanna start interacting with you more bc I think you’re really cool but I also don’t wanna reveal myself so is it cool if I start giving myself an anon tag or would that be annoying as hell??
Btw it’s the bead man again hi :)
hi yeah, anyone’s welcome to claim an emoji or something, i don’t currently have any reoccuring anons like that but we can certainly try it out
free use is kind of a funny kink bc it relies on the idea that everybody wants to touch you and have sex with you but what if they don't. what if you tell everybody at the party you're free use but they all ignore you and mind their own business
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