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i think i should just kill myself already

playing hard to want

Margaret Atwood, The Blind Assassin

I don't trust it.

Getting back into contact with an ex is the dumbest decision. It will never make any sense to me, but do whatever you want.

I don't trust you.

What. What. What.

google how do you get your partner to hold you without always having to ask for it

i cant keep track of anything

failure failure failure failure failure failure

i lost it i lost it i lost it

she trusted you

its whatever, i hope they win i really do. i dont want to hear shit about it but i know i will so i'll just smile along!!

and then manage to be happy for him once its all over

because if it was with me id just get us killed right?

i get jealous over the smallest things and it fucking RUINS me. it ruins everything because it just overruns me so intensely

i should have taken more pills

i shouldnt even be around i dont help with anything in the system

im just fucking HERE and for WHAT?

to hate everyone, to never gain a real friend, to always hate everyone that comes around you??? im sick, i feel so sick all the time

i wish id died

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