Skinny. Pretty.

21| SW:169| CW:166.8| UGW:90 | LW:94 Height: 5'3 | Trigger Warning| Not Pro

[tired-soles]

Honestly, I’m at my best when my ed is at it’s worst. My room is clean, I dress nice, I wash my face more, I whiten my teeth, I wear makeup, I do my hair. For some reason the only thing that pulls my out of my depression spiral is my ed and the only thing that pulls me out of my ed is my depression. Idk if anyone else feels like that? Idk I just always feel better when I’m losing weight and excersizing and not eating. Idk maybe it’s my body thinks I’m finally being healthy? But I’m not? So… idk, it’s just really weird.

[paper-thiin]

Made a new page!

I made a new account. This one has been labeled as sensitive content, so I’m making a new one before this one gets removed. My new account is @skinnythinsmall so, you can find me there (: this will be my last post on this account.

Love you guys💞

[softhiin]

How I Keep Mysef Together While Restricting

🤍 wake up at 6am on weekdays, whenever you want on weekends

🤍 in bed by 23.00 on weekdays

🤍 weigh yourself every morning+ do chloe tings ab workout

🤍 keep hair washed and curled/straightened always!

🤍 keep nails done at all times

🤍 keep eyebrows plucked always

🤍 facemask, pore strip and under-eye strips once a week

🤍 wash face everyday

🤍 keep legs + everywhere else shaved and moisturised

🤍 brush hair x2 a day

🤍 light a candle every evening

🤍 no eating after 6pm

🤍 small amount of makeup in school everyday. let your skin breathe on the weekend

🤍 lipbalm and hand sanitizers never leave the bag

🤍 carry bottle of water with you everywhere (2-3 bottles must be drank a day)

🤍 always keep bedroom tidy

🤍 brush teeth x2 a day

🤍 eat clean, whole foods and no sugar/ junk

🤍 keep perfume on you always

🤍 keep a pair of earrings in at all times

🤍 dress well when you leave the house

🤍 don’t talk about private life to people

🤍 keep yourself carried well

these are just my personal rules that keep me organized so i don’t lose it while restricting, please don’t feel you have to follow them; i just wanted to post them to tumblr to hold myself accountable. stay safe 🤍🕊

[paper-thiin]

I can’t believe this was me at one point. I want to get it back. I will get it back.

[paper-thiin]

~Just a small plaid thinspo~

Thinking about doing a winter thinspo. Thoughts? Requests?

[xoxoskinnysecret]

Fr fr Miley right now is my dream thinspo.

[c0kez3ro]

Me: *making toast*

My ed: you probably shouldn’t eat that.

Me: but it’s been two d-

My ed:

DID I FUCKING STUTTER ? ? ?

[thxnmints0319]

Meanspo

you think those jeans look good? please; you barely fit them.

you think the dress suits you? yeah, I can’t see past your huge calves; try again.

you think that shirt hides everything? nothing you could do could even try to hide the whale before you.

you will never earn the right to say that you’re thin or beautiful unless you get your act together and keep your fucking mouth closed. 

you do not DESERVE the calories being presented to you; those are for skinny people.

you ever look at a morbidly obese person and have your stomach churn a bit? you’re FUCKING hilarious because you’re fat too. I GUARANTEE people feel the same way when they look at you.

put down the brownie/cookie/chips/junk, kAReN.

hungry? drink water until you’re not. 

instead of buying food, but a fucking yoga mat and get started! nothing tastes as good as skinny feels. 

ill do more if requested (I know I’m kinda new after lying dormant for so long but the BITCH. Is. BAAACCCKKK!! ill do a sweetspo once I’ve gotten back to 115. God I’m probably 117-120 ugh Gross… 

[paper-thiin]

Reblog if you’re an active thinspo blog.

[40skg]

LOOKING FOR ACTIVE ED BLOGS, JAN. 2020

since it’s the new year, i was hoping to find more friends bc having an ed is so fucking lonely n exhausting. my dash is dry, too.

pls rb if you (are):

✰ between ages fifteen to twenty-five ONLY

✰ already have an ed

✰ actively post on tumblr

✰ willing to become friends

i am not pro anything, simply looking for more blogs to follow. likes are appreciated! stay safe ♡

[coffee-and-tb]

The funny thing is, I would actually be skinny if I didn’t binge every fucking day but I guess I can’t get that though my head for reasons I do not understand

[paper-thiin]

Life is good. I’m married to the love of my life. Coming up on our 2nd wedding anniversary next month. I have the greatest little girl anyone could ever hope for.

For some reason, I still want to die. I’m depressed, I’m anxious, I simply don’t have the will to live anymore. I’m fatter than I’ve ever been/ever thought I could possibly be. But, I will lose this weight. I will be happy.

[paper-thiin]

If I lose 5.5lbs a month I will be back at my lw by the end of the year 💞 I can do this.

[themspiration]

girlfriend: leaves room

me logging on to tumblr: wassup bitches i’m back and i’m fucking hungry

[softhelpless]

one thing my disorder and trauma taught me is how to be a great liar and drink water

[yupstarving]

🍁яєρσѕт to get cursed by the weight loss cat, you’ll lose 20lb in a week and you’ll have be cursed to buy new pants and shirts🍁

[paper-thiin]

I keep reblogging this bc ive been doing 24 hr fasts and I’m still just maintaining.

[feedthecontrol]

What self-harm addiction feels like

Do you know the feeling of not being allowed to move? Do you know how it feels to have to sit still, even though you have a scratch somewhere, or you have to pee really badly?

The energy in your body builds up like flames, exploding like fireworks in your body. All you want to do is just move and scratch your nose, or run to the bathroom.

But you can’t. You have to sit still. You can’t bounce your legs. You can’t move your head. You must not move.

That’s the feeling we have when we want to self-harm. The burning energy in your body may be depression, it may be anxiety, it may be something else, but all we know is that we can’t take the fireworks anymore.

So we may sit still for a while, not moving at all. But eventually, most of us can’t stand the heat anymore.

So we slash open our bodies, letting the flames out. And the sad thing is, it works well.

Only for a second, because the minute you sit still again, you can feel the fire starting again, but this time, more and more fuel is being added.

It’s the guilt you feel when you look at your mother

It’s the disgust you feel towards your abused body.

It’s the shame you feel when you walk outside in a t-shirt.

So yes, self-harm is a choice. If you call the choice between burning up inside or cutting yourself a choice.

Wouldn’t we all jump off a burning building?