Fish In A Bowl

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It’s that time of the month where I think about things. 27 y.o and still don’t know what I want out of life.

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Turning 30 next month and I still don't know what I want. But hey, 27 y.o me? You know what? You're working in Japan now.

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I found him while window shopping adopts on DA and welp! I got him so yeah 🥲 The design and chibi is by LhadyBug on DA.

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Kaito sketches from this weekend :'D

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Also I’m not caught up with Servamp at all 😭 All I know are bits here and there and last I heard Lily is a bad guy.

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This CD cover though. The MVs make it seem like they’re going for Len but who’s hand is Kaito holding there.

In my mind, Kyte & Gackt are the ones actually dating each other 🤗

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The thing is VNI Kaito is pretty wacky and chill (kinda like VBS Kaito somewhat) if we look at the comic strips and group talks but then the MVs makes him look all cool and man, I love it.

Also Sai Shigure.

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Man, this is pretty out the blue, but I miss VNI so much. VNI has one of the best Kaito designs ever and I really wish we can get more.

Also yes, this is supposed to be The Last Supper Kaito. I still think it was Kaito's idea to feed themselves to Len. Gakupo was taken aback, but heck, he'd do anything for Len so he went with it :'D

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Really, the original file is actually 1080p (I think) but I’m reluctant to post anything too big in size on Tumblr. So yeah, I downgraded it to 480p. …I don’t use Youtube so that’s out of the question.

Anyway, I’ve been wanting to make a video for quite sometime, and @pastenaga‘s work was all the motivation I need to actually act on that want xD For one, I’m not exactly experienced with video making, so this is somewhat of a…test run? Before I commit myself to something longer and less rushed that is -_-

On another note, I haven’t done anything for the Alicein brothers despite my love for them! So yay, finally something! -edit- Thank you for the sweet comments!! ;A; It’s def nice to know that people like it >< These brothers really need to talk and work out their problems..

On another note, @faecakes needs a special mention for such strong responses xDD No, really, your comments made me smile >< -edit- Ahahaha, I cannot not reply TwT So I did, under the, well, reply section. 

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I'm doing motion again after so long because of work and I'm reminded of this vid. Like, man, Servamp actually got me to make a vid. No other fandom ever did like ???

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debating whether to get mistonia or not. that one ascott cg is just so good...

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Listen to me. Ogre's Head Kaito design is gorgeous like man, how is it so good..!

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I thought it would be cool to publish one Miku monthly, so here we go! Summer Miku in a bit more official kimono than the classic yukata :3

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Ehhh yashiro is just like yves it seems. In the sense that I have to slog through the other guys first before I can play his route 😞😞 but uchronia seems story driven which I actually prefer in an otoge so that’s good.

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I really want Utakata no Uchronia but it’s so expensive. I’m going to start working again tomorrow though so maybe I should make that my first purchase once my pay drops 🥲 I mean…motivation…right?

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wip wip

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I know I was the one who decided to quit, but I still feel sad? that they’re already looking for a replacement.

Not sure if sad is the right way to describe the feeling honestly since it doesn’t feel quite right…

Well, this is my first time leaving a job so I guess that’s why I’m feeling this way. Repeat it a few more times and it’ll be like nothing at all.

It did make me realize how replaceable we are though.