He doesn’t want to have Parker stray from talking about what makes her happy, it leaves him shrugging awkwardly and looking a little guilty for cutting her off. Aiden pushes himself up into the sitting position and scoots up to lean against the wall next to her. “I told ya I scared her off. It’s no big deal.” It’s not like Aiden’s sure anything could’ve been pursued with where he stands right now. Victor will fulfill his promise, but that wouldn’t grant much time for socializing he is sure. The fun luxuries need to be abandoned, sometimes.
“Haha, no! It’s okay, really, and it’s okay if she decided to stay away from me. I still think she’s awesome. She helped me deal with Rodney, too.” That day they first kissed there was so much tension everywhere. Aiden was crumbling on the inside over Rodney’s death, and Marlene saw right through his smile. He wore the loss and pain in his eyes, and she hugged him and supported him. She even told him her wish, which most definitely wasn’t stupid like she originally insisted. There has to be a good reason Marlene’s vanished…
He sighs and leans his head down on hers and shuts his eyes, lost in temporary thoughts. It’s hard not to tell her anything, but he made a deal, and Aiden doesn’t know what telling her would mean for him and Victor. If she did involve herself, whatever it may be. He was looking forward to her teaching him how to hunt, but Victor suggested he start a work out regimen, and he can’t even take a stab at what Wednesday has in store for him.
“I sleep on and off. The stupidest of sounds keep me up, but she hasn’t left anything for me. Not since I’ve seen her, but I know she has more coming.” He hopes not, if Victor does get her to back off, but even Aiden can’t sound relieved about that. He’s not lying because she hasn’t asked, but Aiden still sees no difference. He frowns and lifts his head back up knowing he can’t slip up just an hour later. He’s still scared and nervous about everything, and figuring it out on your own makes it all that much more mentally exhausting.
“I’m happy for you, by the way. That’s kinda a big deal, I think.” He wants Parker to talk about her things again, the good and light part that’s still left in this world. He wants to keep borrowing her happiness.