eddie, e-bothered and e-bewildered
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eddie, e-bothered and e-bewildered
from my post about eddie also getting interrupted by buck on his first date with a man (and with huge inspiration from @buckistheman's tags)
i love ds9 everyone on this fucking space station is stupid
every day tim minear furthers my agenda of eddie being maybe four years older than buck AND still having been a very young father at maybe like 19 or 20. how, you might ask? well, timelines don't exist, you see. and they're definitely not supposed to make sense. we're operating purely on vibes. shannon's tombstone was prepped by some random props guy who was like "hmm this checks out". buck's hospital bracelet? a flirty wink for oliver stark. actually, it's 2021 in the 911 universe. sometimes it's 2024 and then it's 2025 the next week and then back to 2022. hen's birthday lasted two days. chris is fourteen but sometimes 17 and sometimes 12 years old. eddie is a late 80s / early 90s baby. buck is a 1990s millennial but in a different way than eddie because buck grew up on hannah montana and eddie has no fucking clue who that is. bobby is 60 but then he's 55 and sometimes it's like he should be in a home by now. chim is doing acrobatics at 55 because he's also 43 like maddie who's also 38. both buck and eddie remember blockbuster and neither one of them has ever watched glee. tommy is still around 48 pushing 60. buck and eddie are in love and very much a fertile age
this is part of why I LOVE that they've done a crossover with Doctor Odyssey.
If the ship is a metaphor for purgatory/heaven/limbo or whatever, then so is the entire world of 911, which explains the Jeremy Bearimy ass timeline!
9-1-1 S08E13
one of the great things about buck’s advice is that it’s always cutting Eddie’s anxiety AT ITS ROOT
like 8x12 eddie’s saying this is my worst nightmare coming true it’s happening again and buck is saying no, you’re giving this too much power and you’re building it up in your head, this is nowhere near as bad as what happened last time, and you’re still there! your mistake was letting chris run away and not fighting to reconnect with him and show him you love him and trust him - you have the opportunity to do that now! go do it!
and now 8x13 eddies scared of hurting him more and buck is like, it’s again your responsibility to be there for him and sure it’s impossible to not impact him, but you are going to keep trying!!! so what if you damage him because you’re going to be there and he deserves to have the best parent in his life which is you!!! your parents don’t have any power over you, stop holding yourself back from being there for your son!
buck is fighting for chris because he will always fight for chris and the best thing for chris IS eddie so buck is always working hard to make sure eddie knows that
they're back 😭😭
the tsunami arc is literally the blueprint of fatherhood for buck. he jumped in the water even if it meant he might die. he never stopped fighting. he never stopped searching. he failed. he felt like he failed. and then there was chris on the other end, remembering buck as his savior. and eddie on the other end, trusting buck with his child, the love of his life. genuinely the first person to ever put his faith in buck like that and it was when he was at his lowest, when eddie was at his lowest. literally. i've failed that kid more times than i care to count and i'm his father but i love him enough to never stop trying and i know you do too. there is nobody in this world i trust with my son more than you. thank you for not giving up. <- buck took this to heart. and in reflecting it right back at eddie he was a pillar in eddie's journey to not only repairing things with chris but learning to trust HIMSELF after a perceived failure. they are partners forever and it really started with eddie letting himself in ...
Buck & Eddie | Bobby & Athena 9-1-1: 8x13 "Invisible"
What Christopher needs bonus:
'cause my heart softens to your name | 3.1k
It had been a quiet shift. Minor calls and lots of downtime. That usually meant sharks circling until they caught blood in the water. And, well, Eddie had made the mistake of asking Buck if he'd taken the laundry out of the dryer before they'd left for work that morning in full earshot of the peanut gallery. Hen had snapped her book shut with a resounding snap, Chimney perked up like a meerkat, even Bobby looked up from his chopping board. Ravi, at least, had the decency to hunker down in his seat and pretend to be texting someone.
The interrogation was instant. Dizzying. Hen and Chim lobbing questions and jokes back and forth with a terrifying efficiency.
How long has it been now? Couch killing your back, Buckaroo? Is he driving you crazy yet, Diaz? Are his socks everywhere? Do you split the bills fifty-fifty? Is Christopher sleeping okay, you know, with all the snoring?
And Eddie had watched, a frown tugging at the furrow of his brow, Buck shrink further into the couch with every question. It wasn't until Bobby asked what their long term plan was that Eddie intervened.
It's been two months. We share the bed. I missed him while I was gone, it's nice having him around all the time. His socks were everywhere long before he moved in. Yes, we go halfsies on the bills. Buck's snoring is white noise now, we struggled to sleep without it in Texas.
He'd ignored Bobby's question. Couldn't touch that one. Not in front of everyone else. Not when he hadn't plucked up the courage to talk to Buck about it at home quite yet. And he would! He was working on it. Because living with Buck was... Revolutionary. Eddie couldn't fathom why they hadn't been doing this the whole time. Because home had never felt so much like home before. And he wanted it to be permanent. Not this delicate limbo everyone seemed to think they were stuck in.
Eddie wanted to carpool to work every single day, never wanted to drive his stupid fucking vomit-smelling Honda again. He wanted to divvy up the chores every Monday. Wanted to clean the dishes whilst Buck dried every night for the rest of his life. Wanted to crawl into bed beside Buck and, well, he wanted a lot more than that. He was working on that too. He just needed a little more time.
(or: eddie knows what he wants, buck doesn't, they slow dance)
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swallow my fingers, breathe | buddie (original poetry) | 911 on abc
can’t believe buddie are literally in an long-distance relationship like this is craazzzzyyy and such a good juxtaposition between buckabby and eddieshannon how easy it is to maintain a relationship of this strength in spite of distance…
8x12 | That’s not true. I am proud of you.
One of the 20,000 unhinged moves Buck made this episode, is when he was attempting to become besties with Ravi he was trying to see if Ravi shared Eddie's interests not his
#which once again recontextualizes his whole attraction to tommy. in this essay i will (via @onstoryladders)
Now I wanna hold you, hold you close I don't wanna ever have to let you go — ALL I'VE EVER KNOWN from HADESTOWN
hear me out…
“Hear me out” and it’s the most conventionally attractive alien father figure you’ve ever seen