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★ … 𝗹𝗼𝘂𝗶𝘀 𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗿𝗶𝗱𝗴𝗲. born in june 3, 2003 … 𝗺𝗼𝗱𝗲𝗹 & 𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗼𝗿. [ gifs are purchased !!! thank you hallie ! ]

[partridgelous]

i found out that there are actually quite a few edits & fanfics about the two of us, & now i'm honestly so uncomfortable that i don't even know how to talk to you anymore. i have no idea how to start a conversation without thinking about it too much. it's such a strange thing to suddenly become aware of, because i was perfectly normal about talking to you before & now my brain's decided to make everything awkward. but hi, how are you?

[limelightdove]

i mean, right now, it sort of feels like you're holding a gun to my head — but since we're going slightly pg-rated here, let's say fluffy pink handcuffs, since i'm being held hostage to this question and i'd at least like to look cute while i suffer. but if i had to choose? probably singing, just because it's more therapeutic. like, my therapist is probably more impressed with the bars i write than me mentally running away into another character for six months and calling it healing. plus, the potential to headline a stadium versus show up at the oscars? stadium applause every time. there's no oscar equivalent of fifty thousand people screaming your lyrics back at you, and if there is, meryl streep's been hiding it from me.

[partridgelous]

i'm sorry for making you feel that way, but it was something i'd been curious about for ages. although, to be fair, a pair of fluffy pink handcuffs probably makes the question considerably less strange, doesn't it? i'll take that as my excuse anyway. i reckon you're always cute, so you don't really need to worry about that. seriously, though? i honestly wouldn't have a clue what it feels like to have fifty thousand people screaming the lyrics back at me. i'm not a singer or anything, so i've never experienced anything remotely like that, but i imagine it must be absolutely incredible. oi, the oscars are quite a big deal! apparently people spend years & years working towards getting one, & then when they finally do, they just stand there crying. i'd probably do the same, to be honest. i think both professions are bloody brilliant in completely different ways. acting lets you become someone else for a while & music lets you put something incredibly personal out into the world & have people connect with it. i don't think i could ever properly choose between the two, although i'm probably biased because i'm fascinated by anything i'm not particularly good at.

[partridgelous]

[ text from hyunjin ] he he he he

( text ) !!!!!!!!!!!! ( text ) that is exactly what i was talking about. this is beautiful, absolutely brilliant, perfect in every possible way, flawless. it's a bloody work of art & should probably be in a museum somewhere. we need more anime like this, honestly. i'm tired of settling for anything less when things like this exist. 👐

[partridgelous]

i'd just like to remind you that you're getting old, mate & i literally watched you choke on water during the london show. i reckon you need someone at every single one of your shows to remind you to be a bit more careful & unfortunately for you, that someone is me. honestly, you can't be trusted to look after yourself for one evening without me keeping an eye on you. so i suppose you're stuck with me now, i'll be there making sure you drink your water properly & don't nearly take yourself out with a bottle again.

[partridgelous]

alright, mate, when are you finally going to stop hibernating & give us another album? we're all getting a bit desperate over here, you know. i reckon it's about time you came out of hiding & made some music so we can all be happy again. surely you can't just disappear, hibernate for another year & expect us to be alright with it. we miss you, mate! now get back in the studio & give us something to obsess over.

[partridgelous]

i don't know why the hell i have this habit of always caring about people, but i just wanted to check in & see how you're doing.

[partridgelous]

every day i find myself checking my dms, half expecting to see a message from you asking me to be in one of your music videos someday & yet somehow it never happens. what's the hold up? have i not been mysterious enough? do i need to send you a formal application, a cv, references & a 5 minute audition? i'm starting to think i might have to campaign for the role myself.

[partridgelous]

i know loads of people probably ask to work with you simply because of who you are & everything you've accomplished, but i would love to do something with you one day. it could be a film, a series or honestly even just a silly 5 minute video, i wouldn't care. i'd just love the chance to create something with you! you mean a lot to me & i honestly think you're one of the best actresses i've ever seen. i'd probably be ridiculously nervous at first, but i know i'd be so proud of whatever we ended up making together.

[joshuaballsett]

[partridgelous]

i've got a question for you & it might be a bit of a stupid one, but i've always wondered about this. do you actually prefer acting or singing? i know they're completely different things, but you seem so comfortable doing both, i'm curious which one feels more like you. if someone told you tomorrow that you could only choose one for the rest of your life, would you know straight away or would you just stare at them like they'd asked you the worst question imaginable?

[hyunjinhw]

that. sounds. awesome. deadass, where do i sign up for said anime? because having a bunch of girls falling in love with me while i carry a lethal weapon is officially my sole purpose in life. especially if they look like the sailor moon chicks. you're good, though and i appreciate the man crush but don't forget that you literally look like a model with that jawline.

[partridgelous]

…i might actually start sharing some of the things i imagine, because maybe some people would find them interesting, like you, for example. i don't know, i could start working on it & see where it goes! i could make your character this proper badass who ends up with a different girl at the end of every episode, but i reckon that'd give you a bit of trouble on the next episode. the other day i was reading about sailor moon & i had absolutely no idea they were part of the lgbt community, the things i learn every day. i mean, i am a model…

[rcseprk]

oh, i'd absolutely love to do an acoustic album if given the chance and opportunity. there's just something really powerful about having just a guitar and your voice on a track. i feel like you can really relay your emotions better when everything's stripped back, you know? listen, you're really tempting me here. anything acoustic i do from now on, i'll send your way first, okay? please, nothing to be ashamed of here! not with me, at least.

[partridgelous]

that's brilliant! i reckon it's been ages since i've seen someone do something properly acoustic & when people do, it's usually only a couple of songs, which is a bit disappointing for those of us who are really into acoustic stuff & all that. yeah? you promise? alright, i promise i'm not some weird person, i just really like your voice.

[alcockmiilly]

private: hey, love! i was starting to wonder the same thing. weren't you busy with press for enola holmes? i saw your face many times thanks to tiktok. i do think that it is a very important mission. not at all, babe! i'm just a terrible fake girlfriend. we clearly need to fix this and no idea where you are...but i'm...in london currently? if you don't mind the idea of seeing me in the full get up for supergirl.

[partridgelous]

( private ): yeah! but i'm back to my painfully boring life now, so i thought it'd be a pretty good time for us to see each other. god, i'm sorry about your tiktok, i didn't mean to ruin your algorithm. you could never be a terrible fake girlfriend, i know you're busy. london? perfect, i'll come to you, then. i don't mind at all, i kind of want to see what you've been doing & learn more things about supergirl.

[partridgelous]

i've realised i don't ever want to do another friendship test with you because i always end up discovering that i'm the world's worst friend. i give absolutely dreadful presents, i still haven't had the time to meet all of your animals & somehow you always know more about me than i know about you. i feel like i'm constantly failing the exam whilst you breeze through it without even revising. so, from now on, i'd like to formally retire from friendship quizzes. they're clearly rigged against me & i'd quite like to preserve what little dignity i've got left.

[partridgelous]

would you ever do an acoustic album? i've seen videos of you playing the guitar & singing, and i realised your voice has this oddly calming effect on me. you could honestly just record a handful of covers & i'd happily listen to them whilst i'm falling asleep, waking up, brushing my teeth, making coffee & just getting on with my day. i think your voice is that soothing. i reckon what i'm trying to say is... you should do us all a favour & put them on spotify. although, now that i've said it out loud, i realise i might sound just a tiny bit obsessed.

[partridgelous]

do you reckon we're destined to be nothing more than those friends who only ever bump into each other at prada events? i'd like to think we've got a bit more potential than exchanging a hug, having a 5 minute catch up, promising to see each other soon & then disappearing into opposite corners of the room until the next campaign or fashion week rolls around.

[partridgelous]

what's the strangest interaction you've ever had with a fan? don't you dare give me one of those polite little answers, i want a proper story. surely you've had someone mistake you for somebody else, hand you the most bizarre gift imaginable or tell you with complete confidence that you were in a film you've never even heard of. feel free to tell me everything.