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sometimes getting shadowbanned

[passerbyyi]

nahhhh现在互联网上随便抓一个主播在lsw的人都会比我了解他的行动轨迹。

[passerbyyi]

originally thought the ending of s7reksb would be:

rek hadn't been online for a long time suddenly out of nowhere he logged in. sb said Hi hello its been a while to see u again how have you been lately?  replied I'm doing great. Yo can you come over to the spawn  for a while I have something to talk with you.sb went eagerly,  to find /withdraw 9 hearts. this gift is for you. We won't go to the End, we won't go home, and the ritual of going to the world's edge to watch the snow is gone too. Come on my best teammate roommate, in these minutes I'm saying goodbye to you. oh do you like this parting gift? The wealth that all players, including you of course, once diligently pursued: I wish you a happy game.

Then sb would become weird whenever a teammate asked him to go to the spawn.

In reality, even so, to him, it was still too deliberate, too dramatic,^^.i love this guy.

[passerbyyi]

: do i have weird fans?-probably...

someone sitting behind the screen:*cough**cough*

[vanivanvanilla]

[passerbyyi]

我去，我又活了。

[sirinoya]

can you tell that i Really like when rek’s stressed

[lifestealquotes]

I made the BEST chicken for lunch today. The one downside; I did almost lose my eye doing it. Uhm, so that was not great. It kind of made me instantly more grateful for having eyes, though!

[passerbyyi]

I really wanted to get distracted today so I rewatched the s6parrot returning stream. When he, derap, and Parrot,standing in the tunnel,discussing how much Clown should be worth on the bounty list, Parrot suddenly said "oh clown just DM'd me." He said "What did he send you?"and "You don't have to read it out if you don't want to," while,simultaneously muting his mic,and asking chat "when do you think parrot will betray us?" His act of muting made me realize he was serious; he was genuinely considering the possibility of betrayal. His suspicion of anyone is real.BUTBUTbUttt all this belief has been built on the fact that he had viewed everything on lsmp as a play(verb). Conclusions this phenomenon might lead to are: 1. He treats them as regional morality to follow; 1.5. His paranoid, his loyalty, and the betrayal he has yet to truly carry out all these attitudes are part of his play(verb). They are actually such kind of worthless trivial things,he can jump from one to another randomly and innocently bc yeah it is a game ; 2. omgosh I fricking love this meta feeling. I honestly came so late missed s6 entirely but addicted by s6 and s7 rekposition

[passerbyyi]

when it comes to rekrap2 its causal for me to disprove all my conclusions 1 day after.this situation always happens when i feel uncertain about one character's theme at the beginning period of roleplaying and writing.but has lasted such a long time keeps lasting on rekrap.alas as lukacs said ,what a demon.

[passerbyyi]

I really wanted to get distracted today so I rewatched the s6parrot returning stream. When he, derap, and Parrot,standing in the tunnel,discussing how much Clown should be worth on the bounty list, Parrot suddenly said "oh clown just DM'd me." He said "What did he send you?"and "You don't have to read it out if you don't want to," while,simultaneously muting his mic,and asking chat "when do you think parrot will betray us?" His act of muting made me realize he was serious; he was genuinely considering the possibility of betrayal. His suspicion of anyone is real.BUTBUTbUttt all this belief has been built on the fact that he had viewed everything on lsmp as a play(verb). Conclusions this phenomenon might lead to are: 1. He treats them as regional morality to follow; 1.5. His paranoid, his loyalty, and the betrayal he has yet to truly carry out all these attitudes are part of his play(verb). They are actually such kind of worthless trivial things,he can jump from one to another randomly and innocently bc yeah it is a game ; 2. omgosh I fricking love this meta feeling. I honestly came so late missed s6 entirely but addicted by s6 and s7 rekposition

[passerbyyi]

I'm really going to be killed by this heat.I looking at today's sky, I feel it's uncomfortably blue, too blue, too distant, too flat, and with hardly any clouds. Then I thought when we talk about his eyes and the way he looks at you that makes you feel "omg I can't stand him doing this he's just going to keep looking right into my soul" (even though you mean it humorously), are we not just like this kind of sky: a blue that doesn't make you feel you can immerse yourself in it, but rather, if you were to leap into it, you would fall to death on some HARD thing that hides itself very well in the void.

[passerbyyi]

What a scary guy, sharing the same voice both"im fine just came back from Japan still dealing with my jet lag but I have a nice time"and "I trust u.I know youll never betray me".

[passerbyyi]

is there that kind of content your bestie roommate dies in a freak accident u literally saw the spark leave their eyes. Fast forward to when you can't even remember if they had purple or dark blue eyes, and now they're back in your life with their smlie now they're saying hi every morning then they going for a walk and bringing in the fresh air and vibes of the season when they return.They share random flowers, fruits, and funny billboards they spotted. They cook something fresh and ask if you want some. Everything's back to normal and they're just so vivid. The only thing that trips you out like, wait, were their eyes always this bright, almost-clear light blue?

[passerbyyi]

i miss zeemyth

[passerbyyi]

Looking back at the late s7 when my duo was honestly much more suggestive. Of course it seems like rek never logged on again after all happened during the End civil, and that betrayal plot we were all hyped about just kind of fizzled out. But plz plz thinking about it now, whether sb actually betrayed rek or they would playing a massive prank everyone like sb had planned neither of those endings would've been as interesting as the fact that everything just became nothing.even after all what happened during the End civil. just nothing he just left just vanished

Like,,,To betray me, or ,to never see me again, obviously u have your right to prefer one u like.

rekrap2 whisper to you: im so glad

rekrap2 whisper to you: Im so glad the former never happens between us

rekrap2 whisper to you: sb my best best teammate

rekrap2 whisper to you: seeya next season

[passerbyyi]

i respect so so so so much but whatll happen when i consider they are just some characters in myhouse for me

[passerbyyi]

wonder what can make rek2 on at least once for a Final... i have no attitude about anything,,,,, its just about my curiousity and maybe my character understanding???