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@passionatelycuriousblog
how many chances of you passing by
can i hold on to?
can i pin my hope when every time you do,
you are looking up and smiling?
calling my name and shoot me an imaginary arrow?
i would feel dumb feeling like this then eventually
discover how you never cared.
i wish i could say to you
what i truly feel but i act the opposite.
if you could see right through me,
you might revert back to the start.
i guess i'd much rather not talk to you than reach out
because i feel silly when i ask you something,
you don't even look back when you answer
returned home thinking about how much signs you've shown
being indifferent to me
a stranger i wish i only saw once
and not having to spare a space in my memory.
you said i’d forget you?
i hate you for saying it since you never even left my mind,
a short span of time was spared for us,
looking for a logic behind it
there must be a reason why it's you of all people
was it really just nothing and i’m wasting my
time?
i probably knew the answer all along
that’s why it’s hard to come forward to you
stare in your eyes
tell these three words
“I like you”
hoping you feel the same way
but i will continue writing,
as i have been for the things i couldn't say out loud,
for the people i couldn't touch
unable to grasp the palm of their hands
and for you, every time you don't hear a word from me
it’s when i have a lot to say
that i choose not to be bothered about it anyway.
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I found the tape of the song I used to sing with you
An ache suddenly pops through
A thrust in the heart, it made my smile frown a little bit
Peeking in this certain room where I shut vivid memories and dreams of you
Starved by silence and from the fact that the moments we shared will just be irrelevant as I am to you
Last night, I was reading your words to me that died long ago
It vanished even before I could say something to change your mind
A memory I keep on playing, like how my younger sibling kept on rewatching her favorite cartoon movies
Typhoon of thoughts
Thinking how a hug from you could've saved me nights of silent screams and crying
And if one day I could ask you if it had been different, would you come through?
Would you hold my hand and whisper words I wished to hear from you?
Drought may come
You’re a memory I ended up playing with
Rewinding
Wishing
Hoping
Praying
That I could change what had happened
That I can relive that moment
That I can feel again what it was like when it was happening
But that’s not how life works
Many things will come to you
People will walk with you
Temporarily
Permanently
It's either in your life or only in memory
There’s the happy part
And then the sad part too
And there was you and me
We’re both in different movie
Separated in every story
Once our world was one
And now forever apart
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At this time, I'll be home
In my room
After a long day of work
Reading, or making poems
Then tease my siblings
Get angry because no one is washing the dirty dishes in the sink
I would whine about how hard work is and I just want to quit, but I kept going
I know why I kept going despite everything
I think it's because at that span of time there were visions of green fields where I was happy
And the only word I hear is, "Finally"
I was miserable for a long time but I continued to wipe my tears because I know, deep inside, somewhere, I am genuinely achieving my dream
Where the road to my dreams is somehow reachable, only a few miles away
So I kept going
Until I am where I am right now, it's like an illusion where I thought this is it,
it's possible to happen
but,
I bounce back here, again in a corner, head face down tears streaming down
It's dark and quiet, I have no idea how to come out from this again
I thought my time had come, the bus I was waiting for passed me by again
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and I thought life could get any cruel but right now I'm living that dream. I couldn't express in words how thankful I am to get here, I could cry streams of water now but setting that aside, everything was part of the process for me to be able to get here. I wish I could go home right now and read my journals in that season of my life to fully appreciate everything. 🫶
In a puzzle
Trying to find the right words
To describe what is occuring around me
I am rarely lonely alone, rather lonelier around some people
I vividly remember one encounter where our eyes collided and we hold stare at each other for longer seconds
I thought that was weird but I wasn't interested in you so I ignored it
A compliment I must say, you're a sight to behold
A view everyone would be pleased to see
I won't lie, if we met on the street my eyes will find you
It would be unfair for you only to be liked because you're gorgeous
Typical tuesday you don't look special at all, but you were in my eyes
I hated feeling it, knowing we're friends and if you'd known you'll take a step away
Another weird occurrence was your eyes in the morning, they killed me
I long to see it everyday now
Interactions turned into something I look forward to everyday
Am I the only one?
It was a bad idea for my part to get close to you
You are a friend to me but then one day I was nervous around you, you were literally just doing what you normally do
Wearing the same clothes yet you're suddenly different in my point of view
How did you open doors I held close for so long?
No, the question would be, why did I let you just roam around without guarding myself?
How could I be so careless?
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““I don’t care anymore, but sometimes, it hurts just a little.” - Taya”
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The depth of longing you left me felt like an eternity, yet meeting you was like catching a glimpse of a large falling meteorite, a very rare phenomenon, it usually almost never happen but you were an unstoppable occurrence, and when you walked right through my gaze I never had a moment to sit down and think, oblivious to the passage of time, in a blink of an eye everything vanished. I vaguely remember everything, it was a catastrophic sight to see.
A fateful oversight I couldn't get pass but now it's just a useless memory I could write about and burn along with all its misspend feelings.
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My mind rushes to write about you tonight
half of it wants to forget the way your eyes hide when you laugh,
half of it flashes your smile and it takes me to a well lit town with lovely music and people dancing around.
I've walked through the wilderness and I believe you lighten my way, your existence softened my world, quite frankly I was unwary with you and you swiftly enter my walls.
You just existing you're unaware of it.
I never thought of you as someone I'll like and write about, but here we are.
I like to think about you as someone God sent, at night when I think about my life your face shows and it makes me smile.
It has been a long journey and there were times it's hard,
cruel,
painful,
even terrifying.
I have fought so many silent battles, frigid nights spent crying and you never knew because I didn't tell, but when I look back at it now all I can say is, my days were filled of laughter and smiles.
You make me smile.
Your jokes by the way are a little corny, how do your girlfriend react to it? If you have one.
I'd be the funny one between us.
I love your compliments and gestures. I guess you're used to it, your experiences must have been a handful.
We're walking together and your eyes wander around, I hate it when you land to someone beautiful.
I hate you for teasing me a lot but I miss it, your laugh after your jokes weren't a melody to be replayed but I like to hear it one more time.
When we're alone together silence scatters, tongue tied, do you have something to say?
Typical tuesday, you don't look special and yet in my eyes, you were.
Your eyes, specifically, they are tired I can see, drowned and growing weary,
but they are still pretty.
And if someone is making you smile lately, I hope she'll remind you of the good things you carry,
lighten your world like you did to me.
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I've got you clueless
And I'd still like to keep it a secret
Do you know how much I want to look deeply into your eyes?
And get lost in it forever
I know that's too much to say but yes, let me
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Rumors were flying
Penetrated this town
False alarm rang
Peaceful living turned into a struggle
The next day you are fine, but there are moments where you ask, "Why do we have to deal with this kind of bullshit?"
You try not to get struck by such mad thunder that had nothing to do with you
Only to get hit
A placid land or so I thought, where peace and love for each other prosper
But pests are everywhere
There's no way we could avoid destruction
Now, you see everyone but can't be sure,
if they are a friend or someone that just do what will benefit them.
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How do you sleep at night
Head stucked up arse
Doing fine after breaking someone's heart?
Tried to make yourself feel best
At the fact that you started this mess?
Do you casually just roam around?
Finding another girl to write all over her face
That she's something not worth having and not worth the wait
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Friday night of July
I heard him sing for the first time
He seems sad and his sky's blue
Cracking voice, heavy feeling
Wondering what it's like
To get what you deserve
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It was a hot afternoon
Sun's lighting up houses, almost burning them
My eyes were tired
Looking at the same places
I thought I saw you
Walking towards me with that smile of yours
I blinked more than the usual
It was a stranger
With new haircut
New girl
They asked me for directions
My heart's beating rapidly
How could you not remember me?
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Everyone is in love, waiting for someone, their past love to come back.
Filling in the hole,
it must be a blessing in disguise for me not to long for someone, to hurt at night from memories that are haunting and beautiful.
I sure wish there is someone whom I write for,
but all I have are ideas,
stories I've heard,
moments where I captured tiny pieces of how it felt like.
I do long for someone, but I don't dwell in there much anymore.
People enter your door and eventually leaves.
Bumping into each other on the street, a name you used to sweetly call.
Strange to know someone deeply and then they just become glowing in your memories.
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““I’m thinking that it might actually be possible for things to work out sometimes. Definitely not everything and maybe not the way you imagined. But sometimes, when you least expected it, life surprises you.” - Susane Colasanti”
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An attempt to write something new
It's what makes me smile lately
Trying to be oblivious as much as I can
Subtle hints to make you see but adequate enough for you not to actually see it
How hard is it to tell someone you adore them?
It's not hard
The aftermath of it is
Whether it'll be calmly rejected or accepted
I was unwary when your eyes met mine
8 seconds was it?
I'm not sure, but we both looked at each other's eyes for an unbelievably long seconds
Or was I just falling into delusions?
It wasn't just your looks, you might ask why I like you
It was when I got to know you and spend ample time with you
How passionate you are to lend your hand for your family
I'm sure your parents were good to you, no idea actually, but I hope they are
I only have the side of you where we're laughing and teasing
I'm sure you're more than that
Curious of how you get mad and how your girlfriend make it up to you
How you deal with difficult things and heal from it
A side of you I'd like to dig deep and make myself familiar
But it's something I'm not yet welcome
So I'll settle with the little moments
Until I get out of here, I'll let you know how I feel
I'm too anxious to tell you
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You flashed your smile at me
I'm smitten like gravity
I let you cavort your way on me
We both danced in my fantasy
When you're passing by
I wonder what I looked to you
Cause to me your eyes
Speaks the volume of you
I always try to pretend not to see you
Cause when I look you in the eye
You're looking too
Oh how wish I've said you look good today
I always end up wishing I did yesterday
Cause time keeps passing by
And we kinda wasting our time not together
This is me saying I like you
Tearing down my walls
Letting you through
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