The People’s Champ

Because, sometimes I can’t say it out loud. Sometimes, even a whisper could be deadly. Sooo I post it here.

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I want one of these silk-looking jawns sooooo bad. Doesn’t she look stunning?!?! 😍😇 https://www.instagram.com/p/BmMma8IgDyKX5h7Cpx7ZQjt7JOkUc2j9PxZLE40/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=fy21pi18yxu4

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Blurred Lines

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Boredom Be striking me. #ThrowbackToLastMonth 🌻

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[melaninkpopimagines]

When i see these two gifs on a fic i know its gonna be nasty.

-Jazzi

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Depression

My depression is this wave of adventures. Sometimes I go dark, sometimes I go sexual, sometimes I go complete change of wardrobe, sometimes I go lonely, sometimes i go prideful; most times i go drunk. It’s always something different.

Seigfried.

I beg of you, God, to give me an openness that would allow me to share EVERYTHING.

When I think about dying, I think about how free I’d be from me.

I can’t cover this darkness with habits anymore. That’s how close God is, but that’s also how close the devil is.

I’m never being modest; always insecure.

I didn’t officially Graduate.

I want male-companionship.

I miss Josh. I miss Friend-Josh. I miss Semi-Sexual-Josh. I miss Caring-Josh. He gets the joke, but he never got me. I’d do anything for you; in the dark.

I only miss Abdallahi because he stared at me.

I only miss Christopher because he held me and stared at me.

When I think about giving up and killing myself for the devil, I compare my situation to Wayne’s. I could never have gone through what he went through. The hardest part about that is I hurt for him everyday. I wanted to die while he was in jail. My best friend.

We can’t find Shay and that hurts my soul. My spirit is sick. I wish I was better to her. I wish she knew that not all men were like our father. I wish she knew that i loved her till the end of time. Forever and some. Come back

I never cry to anyone else cause everyone else has their stuff. I’d hate to place my baggage in someone else cart.

I’ve tried hell.

[thebookgirl-helen]

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[purplebuddhaquotes]

“The fear of getting hurt again has only led you to hurt yourself. Come out now. Come out while there’s still some living left to be done. This person who hurt you doesn’t deserve to still dictate your life decisions. Your discipline and dedication to structure is an illusion. You’re still powerless because you’re letting certain incidents define your life. If you really want to be in control again, you have to learn to let go again. It’s the only way.”

— Ryan O’Connell

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Misunderstood

The funny part about being misunderstood is it’s a trend right now. I was never playing or playing along with being misunderstood. That shit is my life. That’s the shit I live. That’s what i wake up to. The scary question is do I “Issa Rae” this shit or “Kurt Cobain” this shit??

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