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What I do when i get home from School………….

Snickers, my best friend and cat for 14 years of my life. I miss you so much already.

I can’t stop thinking about you. I don’t think people understand unless they’ve owned a pet for many years and have gone through the same thing. If you know me, you know how much I loved my cat and even if it was obsessive, you knew he was my favorite cat on the planet and to be quite honest, I don’t know that i’ve even cared about half the people on earth i’ve met more than I care about Snickers. The memories i’ve had with him are countless, he was the best cat i could’ve ever asked for. I’m so lucky to have grown up with such an amazing cat, the cutest, most playful, funnest, and best friend I could ever ask for. I lay here in bed and crying. I can’t believe you’re not next to me, i wish it wasn’t real. But I know you were suffering, and you’re in a better place. I can’t wait for the day we meet again<3 until then, run and play happily in kitty heaven. You’re healthy again.

“Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster. You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart. Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together.... “

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darcyfm

I keep letting you back in How can I explain myself As painful as this thing has been I just can’t be with no one else See I know what we got to do You let go and I’ll let go too ‘Cause no one’s hurt me more than you And no one ever will

Lauryn Hill - Ex Factor (via darcyfm)

shuhvon

It’s nearly the end of Summer

A lot has happened since I last blogged except not really at the same time. For a very long time I kept my blog steady. Mainly, I use it to write about my thoughts but not necessarily because I want to just vent about life, mostly, because after I type whatever I have to say I hope someone will read it and maybe relate in some way, shape or form. I also like to write on a blog to keep track of my thoughts, it’s something I can look back on and remember where I was at that time and place in my life.

Where am I now?

I’m in my bed, it is July 24th 2016. I haven’t really got to spend too much time in my bed this summer because when I say to you (whoever reads this, probably nobody) I have worked three jobs this summer and just completed this past Friday a full time internship, I am not lying. This has left little time to sleep, and little time to get any studying done for my future and the LSAT I should be taking in order to proceed with my life and get into a law school for next fall. But, let’s discuss the present. I’m about to begin my senior year of college and I cannot believe it; I vividly remember crying and venting while typing posts not many years ago freshman year of college about how much I hated my first School AKA Fredonia. Who would’ve ever thought that same person now goes to a School and is graduating from a School she fell in love with, that was in her own backyard this entire time. That girl is also the first one in her entire family to attend college, and finish college. I am and have been back from London and my amazing abroad experience I discuss with anyone I meet and any chance I get. Life surely goes down hill when you come back from abroad. I haven’t had fun more than once this summer, and I wish I was over-exaggerating but i’m being completely honest. I haven’t had time, I’ve been working so much in order to pay for my rent and I’m really at that point in my life where I’m beginning to realize being an adult isn’t that fun. I turned 21 this summer, thats a plus. I also got rid of the last completely toxic person in my life. This summer has been a complete 360 from last summer. Last summer I barely worked and mainly spent most of my days on Facetime and staying up until 3am discussing nothing with someone who probably could give two fucks about me and my wellbeing today. To be honest, I don’t really care how he is either. It’s not me being bitter, I just finally put my foot down on someone who treat me like absolute shit for an extended period of time. Although, he’ll never see that because people who treat others like shit are never accountable for anything they do. I can’t believe that was just last summer, and how much times have changed. Moving on from that, friends.. I really have always questioned “friends” nobody’s really there for you when you need them the most. Right now, I really wish I had a great friend, someone to hear me out, and remind that everything happens for a reason. The past few weeks have been rough, my cat that i’ve had for many years since I was in the third grade is getting older, and sicker. He only weighs 9 pounds and I’m really not too sure how much longer he has to go. If you know me, you know how much that cat means to me and my life. It’s something that upsets me and I wish there was one soul out there who cared. But, I know there isn’t. Nobody cares, nobody ever cared and all i’ve learned in my 21 years of living is that even if somebody says they care, they’re probably a fucking liar. I wish I had a better summer, I wish I could get drunk everyday and have no worries, have no liabilities, no responsibilities like half of the people I associate with or have on snapchat have seem to be doing all summer. Thats what summers for, I just clearly do not have the luxury. Maybe one day I’ll have those amazing friends I’ve always wanted, and be in love with someone who means it, and not stress about money and bills and growing up. Until then, my frustrations with life get vented here. I have nobody else to vent too. So if you read this, thanks I guess. But really this is for me to look back on, and that’s why I’m posting it.

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