The Way We Were

Brian. 23. I hate being alone more than anything in this world. But I don't think I'll ever be alone again as of May 25. {this is a role play blog}

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Birthday aftermath photo dump

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but happy birthday in all seriousness!!!!! i hope it was wonderful ily

Thanks Sam ilu too

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i typed baby birthday on accident at first so there u go

A very small birthday

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happy birthday brian!

Thanks Scram! 💝

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Happy birthday Dales as always drinks are on me tonight and I will bite back any mean comments for the night. Glad I know you.

Aim all mean comment to the other assholes at the bar

I’m glad I know you too

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Happy birthday b-dales!!

thanks mini me

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“So, Brian.  How are you doing today?”  The blonde looked up, and ran a hand through his hair.  He realized he had entered the room and was just sitting quietly on the couch for the past ten minutes.

“I guess I’m... not sure.”  He started carefully, folding his hands and resting his chin on them.  “Jess just... left.  Didn’t say goodbye at all.  Stephen has a boyfriend now - I’m actually really happy for him.  I just felt like mentioning that.  It has nothing to do with me.”  He went to look at his phone - Chris was his lock screen.  “Um.  I guess I feel sort of fucked up over the fact that Jess just left.  I clung to Chris the whole day and barely let him go.  But we did go out on a walk and watched a movie.  So.”  He sighed, pursing his lips.  “I guess that’s progress, right?”  His therapist nodded.  “I would also um.  Like to get an apartment.  With Chris.”  This earned him a raised eyebrow.

“You and Christofer want to move out of the facility?”  Brian nodded, a little too hard.  After almost four years in here, he needed some freedom.

“We do.  I’ll have been here four years in April.  And I personally feel like I’ve made some progress.”  That was a lie.  Sometimes Brian felt like he would fall apart if Chris was gone for too long, but for the amount of time he’s spent here, something has had to change.  Right?

“You have made a lot of progress since you came to stay with us.  I’ll consider it.  I’ll talk to Christofer’s therapist, see what they think.  Is there anything else you’d like to add?”  Brian shook his head.

“I just wanna get a cute little apartment with Chris and live with him forever.”  His therapist nodded, scribbling down a few more notes.

“Thank you, Brian.  You’re free to leave,”

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Brian Dales + Christofer Drew

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Brian Dales of the Summer Set at the We Like It Quiet Tour

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Nikolai Fraiture from (The Strokes) & (Summer Moon)

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I’ve been going to therapy and feeling really creative and good and I’m helping Chris keep our room tidy and I am just feeling so good?  My therapist wants to think of some exercises for me to get out and away for Chris for a while and honestly I’m really nervous about that but for now I’m so so happy.

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HEY WE OK! ♥

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