PastorD 2.0

I'm PastorD 2.0, although I've had many incarnations here. I hate the conflict in my soul. 05cec64cc9babf7dcb168cb9643523e142741f024a1c028c474c856dd949176b1f

[pastord247]

I am a work in progress

I come and go, or perhaps I should say cum and go. I stay longer and longer each time, but I am still a conflicted soul.

I’m a current pastor in a real church. But I struggle with a hate-love relationship with the devil. I believe he’s real, very real, and I preach what the Bible says about him. But behind the scenes, I can’t help but sniff a line of sin with him or pop a pill of pleasure for him.

Like I said, a conflicted soul.

I burned every bridge I had this last relapse of repentance. I’m sorry to anyone I offended, and I hope you understand.

Living a double life is living a fractured life. And sometimes the attempt to hold both pieces in place becomes overwhelming.

Perhaps I’m only talking to myself here, and that’s okay. It’s cathartic.

[demonj666]

[hannahhubbard1]

[pastord247]

Satan, I feel you

I feel you in my mind, shaping my thoughts.

I feel you in my heart, changing my cravings.

I feel you in my cock, throbbing with unholy desires.

I feel you in my eyes, looking with lust at anything with legs and holes.

I feel you on my tongue as I blaspheme.

I feel you in my secrets as I live a double life.

I feel you.

I love you

I want you.

I need you.

Thank you for making me feel such raw lust and freedom to act on it.

Hail Satan!

[studfactory666]

FOLLOW YOUR LUST TO UNTOLD PLEASURE

[hisperv666]

Hail Satan

[sinfulpleasures75]

Tasha reme Laris

[pastord]

“I can’t believe a Christian pastor would be entertaining the devil!”

I know. But have you ever felt what he can do to your cock? The orgasms he enables?

All I can say is I took one seductive snort of the sin he offered, and my eyes were opened in ways I never imagined. My heart, my mind, my cock…all amazingly transformed!

All I’m saying is if you’re not open to the power of unbridled lust, run.

Because if you ever let him give you a taste, like a neighborhood stray that you feed one time, you’ll cum back for more. Guaranteed.

[pastord247]

Me, before I exited Tumblr last time…

[perro-inferiorbcn]

[justjerkinhere]

Everyday

[coolwildfire]

Current mood

[tschmidt373]

:)

[69willywoo]

That’s what tumblr is for. And meeting new buddies.

[thegospelofdesire]

When I first began seeking out Satanism, I was fleeing a Christian religion that had caused me great shame and pain. I'd been taught that once you accept Christ, all your sins are forgiven 1yet I kept sinning. Paul's answer was that it was no longer "me" doing the sinning, but the flesh, the "old man." I was a new creature. If I struggled, the fix was simple: confess, "put on" Christ, put on a smile, and carry on.

So that's what I did. I believed I was a new creature in Christ, and I wore that happy face and demeanor, especially at church 1but inside, I was a graveyard. I was full of lusts I had no control over, yet Christianity taught me those old sin patterns weren't really me anymore. I was new. That struggling part was just the "old man."

My journey of self-discovery became, instead, a search to understand this "old man" 1who I came to realize was really my shadow, my darkness. I needed to accept that part of myself and integrate it. I needed to stop presenting a version of me to the world that was acceptable and likable, but wasn't real.

[live4evil]

[priestess-annakali666]

[kiddmandu1]

[ilovegothgirlsuk]

Satan has all the best girls

[depravedutmostforsatan]

Dutch Christian Catholic girl Romy (age 21) getting corrupted by powerful demon (part 1b).

No Romy, your pious prayers in the Spirit will not suffice. O girl, you thought you were a saint? No bitch, take that COCK! Learn to take it like a good little slut! This is part of your training. Your faith will not overcome the world, dumb whore. Your faith is nothing! As the demon rightfully says: SATAN WINS! The Bible is full of lies, deceiving you that Jesus is victorious. That the resurrection has any power and so on. God knows he is a failure. God knows Satan cannot be overcome. That the power of Satan is unmatched. Lord Satan will greatly sluttify the Church of Christ and all the saints, all believers. All will be whored, killed, and whored again in hell fire forever. All inhabitants of heaven, all angels, will be whores too. No one denied. All sucking cock and taking it hard forever. Heaven obsolete. HELL on Earth will be beautiful. Full of LUST, DEPRAVITY, SIN AND SATAN REIGNING AS THE KING OF ALL! HAIL SATAN!!!!

[sataniasonia666]

Jetez-y un œil

[depravedutmostforsatan]

Conservative, self-righteous, judgmental Christian bitch named Angelina. WTF? This bitch needs a big throbbing cock down her sanctimonious fucking throat. Make her gag. And drench her in gallons of semen. All over her face and probably big tits. She would deserve it! And while we are at it: deflower her, taking away her virginity and resolve to stay pure untill marriage.

O Lord Satan, corrupt her! I'm willing to do your work, destroying the work of God. Destroying Christians and all their works.

HAIL SATAN!!

[darcksoul7776]