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Pairing: Karkat/Reader (Gender Neutral)
Word count: 2,386
Warnings: strong language
Summary: Turns out, you forgot Nepeta was stopping by. Sheâll be able to help you sort through your feelings, though.
Authorâs Note: Happy Christmas Eve I guess? What better is there to do than write fanfic lollll
As is only reasonable, I refused to think anymore. I went completely head-empty watching some videos on my phone in the dark of my room before eventually passing out without a thought to my name. Everything should go by perfectly, Iâll forget about yesterday and today should proceed as normal.
Right?
I lay in a half-asleep stupor when something possesses me to check my phone. 11:30 AM..? How late was I up watching videos... A Pesterchum notification?
AC: :33< hey (name)! be there at 12!
Oh.
AC: :33< ill make karkitten open the door if youre sl33ping in again h33h33
AC: :33< is it pawlright if aradia comes too?
Oh no.
I completely forgot Nepeta was stopping by to pick up part of her cosplay she left behind last time we held DnD here. And weâre supposed to go out to the craft store after.
With all the practice of a college student who had woken up minutes before class began way too many times, I rush out of bed and get dressed in a flashâitâs just Nepeta and Aradia, they can handle it if I accidentally wear my shirt backwards. Breakfast! Breakfast? Is there time for breakfast?
I scramble out the door and beeline it to the fridge. Yogurt will have to do. Karkat was leaning over the counter with a bowl of cereal and his phone in hand, watching me in bewilderment.
â(Name)-â
âHm?!â WHAT. Why didnât he start by swearing at me? What does he want? I probably responded too fast-
â-if you have the time, which, by the looks of it, maybe you donât⊠No, wait, what the hell has you all flighty?â
âUm!â I shovel some yogurt into my mouth and dunk the empty container in the trash. âSee, uh, in like, 10 minutes Nepetaâs coming over?â
âOh, for fuckâs sake, (Name), you know we tell each other before we have guests,â he moves to pick up his bowl.
âNo, no! She wonât be stayingâweâre leaving right after. I would have told you yesterday if we had something planned, but really she wonât be here long so I forgot. I⊠also overslept, sorry.â
Karkatâs face contorts, trying to read me as if I were a sign across the room. I find myself avoiding his gaze, for some reason. He gives up, and with a sigh places the food back down.
âFine.â
â⊠Aradia too.â
âFuckinââThe more the goddamn merrier, I guess.â
I smile in relief and wash the spoon I was using. He seems to have forgotten what he wanted to talk to me about, so thatâs a plus!
âSo,â Goddammit. âI just wanted to say-â
âBrush my teeth! I have to go brush my teeth. Tell me after?â
âWha-â
Iâm in the bathroom with the door closed before I hear the end of that. Why the HELL am I freaking out so bad? I donât even know what he wants to say! It probably isnât about last night. There isnât even anything to say about last night! I was just on top of him a little! Roommates can get touchy with⊠each other⊠no they donât. Do they? Iâm spitting out paste before I even realized I started brushing. I check myself in the mirror. I really could have messed up today with forgetting to tell him about Nep coming over. I owe it to him to at least listen to what he has to say. Canât find a solution when youâre too scared to look at the problem, or something.
I pull open the handle in defeat.
âHi Karkat!â Thatâs⊠not my voice.
âHey Nepeta. (Name)âs in the bathroom. Yeah, Aradia, go ahead. Make this your hive.â Karkat dripped with all the sarcasm I was to blame for.
âHi! Iâm here, I'm almost ready! I just need to grab my bag and stuff.â
Karkat was holding the door open as Aradia and Nepeta filed in. I wave to them both as they talk quietly between themselves. Karkatâs iconic scowl hit me like a headshot. Yeah. Heâs going to tear me to shreds when I get back.
I mouth âsorryâ at him as I hurry past.
Last week, I stored Nepetaâs delicate cosplay hat in my closet when I noticed she had left it here. I suppose if I kept it out I wouldnât have forgotten about today, but thereâs nothing I can do about that now.
Her craftsmanship is gorgeous. From what I remember, Kanaya knit the base as some sort of a beanie, but Nepeta created these intricate fantasy flowers and sewn them into a sort of laurel configuration around the rim. I loved Nepâs DnD character, probably the most interesting out of the groups just by the way Nepeta role-played her, but the cosplay she brings every week just goes to show how much time and care went into creating the character as well. A druid swiftstride shifter, canât get more Nepeta than that.Â
I should probably stop gawking and get back out there.
âEee! Thank you so much for keeping it safe!â I feel almost too guilty to smile when Nepeta takes the hat from me. She puts it on as she bounces excitedly in place, apparently down to wear it out of the house. Honestly, she should wear it everywhere with how much time it must have taken to make.
âOf course! Iâm just sorry about oversleeping today. We should get going right away. Have you guys eaten?â
âNo,â says Aradia, stepping out into the hallway. âWhen Nepeta told me you werenât answering, we both suspected youâd be too busy rushing to get ready to eat.â
âWow! Geez, gumshoe, give me a break.â The other two are already down the hall when Karkat grabs me by the arm.
âKar!?â
âWe are going to talk when you get back. And before you flip whateverâs left in your stupid, rotting thinkpan, Iâm. Not. Mad at you.â
⊠Allllllright.
Kinda out of character for Karkat if Iâm honest.
His eyes bore into me with some expression I couldnât understand. Yet, despite staring down each other for what felt like the rest of the afternoon, I donât get the chance to dumbly respond with at least an âokayâ before he shuts the door.
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Aradia pulled us to a cafe when I said I couldnât stop dreaming about a hot breakfast sandwich. Iâm honestly just saying anything to try not to think about how serious Karkat sounded. The other two go secure a table outside while I stand waiting for our orders. The cafe is almost crowded but mostly itâs pleasant with its mild chattering. Iâm just grateful to sit outside in the crisp autumn air, hopefully it will clear my head. A tray appears on the counter before me and a server calls my name.
Nepeta and I have been friends nearly since college began. We were both art majors and we just clicked too well not to stick like glue. To top it off, I adored her art style. I often tell her how adorable her art style is, but she compliments mine back just as much if not more. She majored in 2D animation and it always felt like she was much more well-rounded than me. We make it a habit to gush about each otherâs art constantly, sheâs more than aware of how much I admire her. I mean, sheâs getting plenty more commissions than I ever had.
And Aradia was a friend that Nepeta had introduced me to when we were batting around the idea of starting a DnD session. Thereâs no one with better time management than Aradia, and thatâs like half the battle of being a dungeon master, Iâm pretty sure. Not to mention her stories are always so exciting, she really knows how to make it feel like weâre really exploring dungeons and looting ruins.
The only other players in our session are Dave and Karkat, Dave who claims to have been dragged along by Aradia and Karkat who wouldnât shut up about it until I let him join back when we first started dorming together. Ever since him and I got that table, weâve been using it every other Sunday to play together in person.
â(Name)? Hellooo?â
âAh! Sorry, did you say something? I was totally in my head.â Nepeta had apparently been trying to get my attention. Maybe this is more of a ruminating week.
âHeehee! You seem like you have a bit of a full heart, lately. You were acting strange since you caught up with us back at your apartment.â
âHuh? Oh...â
âSomething on your mind?â Aradia leaned in.
I guess I trust these two more than anyoneâŠ
âI⊠Promise itâs not a big deal. In fact Iâm pretty sure Iâm making a bigger deal of it than it needs to be.â The two share a look briefly. âIt was just something that happened between me and Karkat yesterday.â
âDid you guys fight?â Aradia asked way too fast and with too big a smile on her face. She does love drama after all.
âNo. Not really, I guess. Well, itâs weird. And you have to promise not to make fun of me because this is actually super easy to make fun of me about.â
They both start giggling, which evolves into just full laughter.
âRight, not sure why I even asked,â I laugh along with them.
âWe wonât! We wonât, weâll be so serious,â Nepeta mediates with a lingering smirk.
âNepeta, do you, like...â I look for my words like theyâre somewhere on the table with my sandwich. âWhen you lived with Equius, did you guys⊠hug?â
âYes of course! But I also just hug people all the time.â She demonstrates by half-hugging Aradia right next to her.
âWhat, did you just hug Karkat for the first time?â Aradia asks incredulously, almost ignoring Nepeta at her side.
âNo,â I say with almost a scolding tone. âWeâve hugged before⊠I think. Itâs not about that. Iâm sorta just trying to find a roundabout way to explain⊠Well, I sorta was on top of him.âÂ
âYOU WHAT?â They scream in unison.
âNOT LIKE THAT! It wasnât like that! I just had my leg on his! But we were really close and for I donât know how longâwe were playing a game together!â
âWell what did he do?â One of them asks, Iâm too busy burying my head in my hands.
âSo when we won the level, at some point he put his arm on my back? And we still didnât notice until we looked at each other.â
âAnd?â
âAnd thatâs itâ
âThatâs it?â Aradia presses.
âYes âthatâs it!â And Iâm freaking out!â
âReally, (Name). That seems pretty normal to me! You both got excited is all. Even if it is weird that Karkat gets excited at anything at all,â Aradia tries to reason, Nepeta stays focused on me.
âBut I really canât read him! Ok, but this morning is when it gets weird. I think he was trying to talk to me about it, but Iâm way too scared to hear him out.â
âWhat is there to be scared of? Youâre the only one Karkat doesnât really scream at. Heâs more at, like, 70% with you at most.â
âIâm not scared of that. I⊠donât know. Thatâs what Iâm having trouble with. I donât even know why Iâm nervous. I just donât want anything to change between us. Heâs the best roommate Iâve ever had.â
âAre you worried he may have liked you all along?â Nepeta asks very quietly, but very pointedly. I stare at her like she has the answer written on her face.
âI⊠think so. I guess thatâs what I havenât been able to put into words. I donât know how Iâd feel if this whole time he was only nice to me because he liked me like that. Only moved in together becauseâŠâ
My heart catches in my throat, I really donât know what Iâd doâŠ
The two share a look, this time more troubled.
â(Name)âŠâ Aradia starts.
âI donât think thatâs happening. I mean no offense, but when Karkat likes someone, itâs very obvious. We would have seen something during our sessions at the least,â Nepeta finishes.
Oh, right. Itâs no secret Nepeta had a huge crush on Karkat for a very long time. It wasnât until maybe sophomore year that we encouraged Nepeta to tell him, all of us knowing fully well he didnât feel the same way. It was strange, though, the way Nepeta gained a lot of confidence after he rejected her feelings. She was a completely different, happier person. Theyâd been friends much longer than I knew either of them, but it was only after that day that they both seemed completely honest with one another. Karkat, too, could laugh around her more and more since then. I hope Iâm not reviving any bad history.
âAnd if I know him, Iâd say heâs probably trying to clear this up as well.â
âNepetaâs right. Everyone noticed how you started to act similar once you were dorming together. I wouldnât be surprised if he was freaking out as much as you for the same reasons.â
I sighed as if I had been out of breath. âSo thereâs nothing to worry about?â
âNot at all,â Nepeta smiled and put both hands on one of mine. She looked absolutely charming with the afternoon sun on her hat and her cute cat-ear horns.
âAw man. It would have been much more exciting if he made a move on you. Imagine how awkward next session would be.â
âI donât think youâd like that as much as you say you would, Aradia.â
âIt would enhance your characters!â
The heavy air leaves the table with our fit of laughter. Iâm definitely ready to see Karkat tonight, even if he needs to cut me to ribbons.
âThank you guys. I promise Iâll be more present for the rest of the day.â
Nepeta perks up âYou better! I just got a huge commission and I want to spend all day in the craft store!â
Aradia tags along. âAnd Iâve been getting into woodworking, we may have to stop at a hardware store too.â
âOh, what the hell! All I need is a new sketchbook!â
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Author's Note: I always wanted to read a fic where Aradia and the reader were friends :3
I don't know why tumblr isnt letting me do my indenting :( i love my indenting
Pairing: Karkat/Reader (Gender Neutral)
Word count: 2,101
Warnings: strong language
Summary: You and your roommate Karkat have a somewhat typical Friday night.
Authorâs Note: First x reader I'm posting! Kinda excited :3 dunno if I'll continue this but it was fun to make regardless. I know x readers don't tend to be in first person, but it's my favorite way to read them so :,) you're stuck with that.... The whole theme of my writing is that it's hugely self-indulgent. since like. the homestuck x reader tag is super dead askhjfd
  Itâs blue hour isnât it? I can hardly tell if there are clouds in the sky right now. Looking up between the buildings feels as though I might be about to fall into a deep, dark pool. The street below looks like itâs underwater, the lights from all buildings nearby look⊠tired? Like Iâm looking back at the past through an old, sad movie.
  The front door jingles and opens.Â
  Oh, Karkatâs home. What the hell was I doing just now?
  I could have sworn I was doing⊠something on my laptop. Oh, right. Just watching some YouTube. But, I paused it? To look at the clouds? Iâm really out of it right now, I guess.Â
  Unconsciously I shake the distraction out of my head. It hasnât been that long since I got back from my job at the grocery store, I must have spaced out trying to relax to some videos. Whatever, there are much more important things to think about at a time like now.Â
  âKarkaaat-â I announce once I open the door to the living room, drawing out his name as long as I could.
  âFucking hell! What!â He grouched something about just getting back home, a single moment of peace would be nice. He hides his startled jump by trying to put his coat on the rack by the door.Â
  âYou said youâre cooking tonight,â I accuse, âand I have never been more in the mood for chicken than I am in this moment right now.â I point a finger at him like Iâm in a courtroom and my last name is Wright.
  Karkat makes a look like some sort of wince. âUh huh. And Iâm the unfortunate slob who has to do something about that.â It was almost phrased like a question. He exaggerates every move as he closes the door and steps inside.Â
  âYou are!â I nod âWhen you lost the chess match with John yesterday, you also made your roommate look like a loser, remember?â
  âYes, I get it, I get it. Youâre annoying and I have to pay for it.â
  âIâm just saying we both know John is going to ridicule me for even thinking about supporting you at the tournament so you should be the one who has to pay the medical bill for the⊠embarrassment. In the form of food. Tonight. As dinnerâŠâ He looks up at me from taking off his shoes, not amused and highly confused. âIâm losing my train of thought. You said youâd make dinner anyway! Why am I trying to convince you?â
  âI didnât even say anything,â he chuckles, âthat was 100% you.âÂ
  âI picked up chicken and broccoli from the store today!â As I walked past him to the fridge, I hit him on the arm.Â
  âFucker,â he spits.
  âAnd Iâll do the dishes like usual.â Placing the chicken on the counter, I reach for the broccoli-
  âJust sit your ass down! If I have to deal with your sniveling prongs making a mess all over the meal block, (Name), I swear to God we are not having a repeat of pasta night.â He starts to make big shooing gestures, ushering me out.
  âYou really suffocate my creative spirit, KK,â I playfully sigh, knowing full well I shouldnât be allowed in the kitchen with my track record of spilling anything that can be spilled. Sometimes even things that canât be spilled.Â
  âLast time I checked, we donât need âcreativityâ over an open flame.âÂ
  âYou may be right.â I giggle. âThanks for cooking though.âÂ
  He mumbles some affirmation and gets to work. My gaze lingers on his back for just a moment before going back to my room to grab my Switch. Iâll always feel guilty about not helping out but I know that even if I were more graceful in the kitchen, he prefers to have control over everything. I will, however, be within earshot if he needs an extra hand. Starting up something casual on the Switch, I plop down onto the couch.Â
  Maybe there was something in those clouds today. I canât stay focused on one thing for too long. Iâve abandoned the game, still holding it my hands while its quiet soundtrack plays. Every time Karkat uttered a curse over the food, I caught myself looking up, watching him for a while, then looking away.Â
  Weâd been roommates for ages now, since the last year of college. We quickly clicked, which was super fortunate for me. There was no way I wanted to live on my own after school, and as luck would have it, he wasnât opposed to staying as roommates either. He, for the most part, enjoys cooking, I clean the dishes since he says he hates doing that, he doesnât mind to remind me when I forget to do a chore around the house, and Iâm not bothered by how he gets loud on calls with his friends. Itâs such a ruminating day todayâŠ
  âHello? Do you have slime in your hear ducts?â
  Eh? Ruminating over.Â
  âEarth to (name).âÂ
  âIâm here! Iâm awake,â I jostle suddenly.
  Karkat just started putting everything on the tableâthe nice one we worked together to buy so we had somewhere to play his tabletop games. Though, it also takes up the majority of the small apartment.Â
  âSure you are. You werenât even looking at the game, you looked like you were undressing the meal vault with your mind.âÂ
  A surprised laugh escapes from me as I get off the couch.Â
  âFoodâs ready.âÂ
  âYay! Thank you again, it smells really really good.âÂ
  âMhm.â
  We squeeze into the chairs and dig in, it tastes just as good as it smells. Iâm honestly pretty lucky Karkat is cool with cooking for me. We used to eat in our rooms, both because of the lack of a table but also because we both preferred eating alone. Itâs likely weâre only eating here to get our moneyâs worth, but thereâs still something satisfying about a warm homemade meal over a nice table.Â
  âKar?âÂ
  He only looks up in response, foodâs probably keeping him from his usual yelling.Â
  âI got a new game if you want to play with me tonight,â I swallow and continue, âsince itâs Friday and whatever.â
  He sighs loudly once heâs done chewing.Â
  âCooking for you and entertaining your screen addiction? Seriously, (Last Name), have I been put on this planet, cursed by the twisted gods who hide their sorry asses among the stars where they know my mortal wrath canât reach, to be the player 2 at your beck and call?â Despite his long-windedness, his voice is softer than usual, making me smile before I even process what he saidâa good sign heâs totally up for a game.Â
  I perk up, âItâs called Heave Ho, Iâve watched other people play it so I got it myself. I think youâll really like it.âÂ
  âIf it wasnât Saturday tomorrow I wouldnât even think about it.âÂ
  âYay!â I kick him under the table and he kicks me back just as hard. âThis is super fuckinâ good by the way, Iâd eat this every night.â
  âI only followed a recipe, you donât have to slobber all over my bulge about it.âÂ
  âGross, in front of my chicken?âÂ
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  âCould you! Fucking! Hold on for one second! Do you think youâre capable of doing that?â
  âHahah-Iâm trying, Iâm trying! I swear to god the button is unpressing its-hahaha-elf!â
  âItâs not âunpressingâ itself youâre CLEARLY letting goâjust fuckingâHOLD ME UP!â
  âI AM! What! Pfft bahaha-you donât think Iâm doing everything I can?â
  âYouâre swinging in the wrong directionâ(NAME) YOUâAGH-â
  A short âsplatâ noise follows and I erupt in laughter. Karkat throws his head backwards on the couch and groans sounds of anguish into his hands. I canât help putting down my controller, my character dying as a result, and holding my sides to try and keep them from splitting.Â
  âYou thought I would like this game?! You thought, noââ he turns so heâs facing me on the couch, â(Name) you thought,â he grabs me by both arms, which I donât really process because Iâm still laughing âYou thought there was some way in ever-loving Hell we could play this game without me bursting a fucking blood vessel and dying here in this room right now?!â
  âSto-op!â I can only manage to squeal between gasps at air in my laughter. âI canâtâI canât,â
  âLiterally the most hopeless display at cooperative gameplay Iâve ever fucking seen and you make me play every damn game you buy.â He lets go of me and I fall backwards onto the arm of the couch, still giggling away. Distantly, I can hear him also laughing. It fills me with accomplishment, knowing I chose a game he would enjoy. I knew this game would be ragey, but itâs also primarily skill-based. As long as he knows Iâm trying, which he can trust from how often we play together, heâll have a good time.
  Finally I can manage one big gulp of air before Iâm back in position. He was holding his head up with one hand, massaging the bridge of his nose, surely trying to hide the sharp-toothed grin he canât shake. I knock my shoulder into his to snap him out, and after collecting himself he retaliates with enough strength to nearly push me off the couch. I rebound and get comfortable again, sitting cross-legged with one leg over his.
  âWe. Just-â I giggle â-need to regroup.â
  âOh really? Oh really, is that all?â
âStop itâIâm being so real Karkat I might piss if you make me laugh again donât even test me. Pick up the controller, we can do this.â
  âNo, we have to do this. Weâre going to beat this level.â
  âYES! Thatâs the spirit.â
  We muse over our plan a little more. Deciding how exactly we should angle our characters to achieve the perfect tossâright into the goal. A couple more failed attempts go by calmly, âall part of the planâ I repeat like a mantra.Â
  A calculated silence falls over the apartment. Blue hour is far from over and the windows we forgot to close display a full dark scene of a quiet cityscape. Some bright apartments far away are blinking sleepily.
  âFUCKING-â
  âNo no no, focus-â
  Our characters swing, the game music hums idly, our characters stare blankly back at us.Â
  We launch ourselves at the goal.Â
  Everything is still.
  A successful note starts to ring.
  âYES HOLY SHIT!â
  âOh my god!â
  We both start to pump the air with a wave accomplishment washing over us. Confetti in the game starts to fall and I turn to look at Karkat-
  -at the same time he turns to look at me.Â
  Both our smiles drop to surprise and a beat goes by. I push myself off of him and he takes his hand off from my backâ
  âIâm sorry, sorry, I didnât realize I was so close-â I start.
  âNo- youâre fine, I didnât⊠Notice. I wasnât paying attention, sorry.â
  We both nervously laugh. The soundtrack went quiet, briefly, before it automatically moved onto the next level with a funny sound effect.Â
  What.Â
  The FUCKâwhy was IâI had somehow managed to get myself half on top of Karkat while we playedâand then when we looked at each other we were so close- and what the fuck he stared at me I think? How long did we look at each other? What the fuck was that? And his arm, I canât-
  âOh man! We left the blinds open, let me just close them really quick.â I stand up, speeding without really thinking about it, to the window.Â
  â(Name)?â Nope. Ignoring that.Â
  I prop myself up by two arms over the back of the couch, moving so rigidly it nearly hurts.Â
  âWe beat the level! Thatâs pretty cool! So. Maybe itâs about time yâknow we call it a day. Right? Yeah.â
  He still doesnât say anything while I start to pull the switch out of the dock and lock the joycons back in place.Â
  âUm? Sorry, again, Iâm just gonna go back to my room. So um! Goodnight!â I robot over to my door.Â
  âWhat the- (Name)!â
  âOh, and for the food! Thanks again!â
  And slam it shut by accident. I donât hear anything from the other room for a moment, not for the minute or two I strained myself to listen. I let out the breath I didnât know I was holding and slump against the door.Â
  Ever so slowly, I ghost my hand over my mouth.
  Why am I freaking out so much?
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Author's Note: Yay! Hope you enjoyed :) I will mayyybe write a second part, bc this is definitely not finished haha. I dont know the best x reader tags! if you're willing to help me out id love to know :3
I may want to take some requests for oneshots actually :]c refer to my shiplist to see if i can write a pairing you want ^^ request any other ship with caution, i may not write it or ill write it very poorly aha
These are ships that I can/will write for :] This will expand as time goes on! these arenât the only ships i like, i like just about any! these are just the ships with the characters i think i can mostly realistically write ^^
Homestuck
karkat/anyone
nepeta/anyone
Iâm not interested in writing for hermitcraft anymore, but if I ever write for it again, these are the pairings Iâm interested in.
Hermitcraft
grian/mumbo (definitely)
grian/scar
mumbo/scar
grian/mumbo/scar (ive never written a poly fic before... weâll see i guess)
mumbo/zedaph
grian/zedaph
tango/zedaph
I also love x readers, if youâd like to see any of these characters/readers id be happy to write that! it may be harder for me to write a pairing/reader but.. idk ill try if im inspired to :P
grian loves to mess with his friends but i feel like if he ever made anyone genuinely upset he would burst into tears, apologize profusely, do everything he could to make it better, and then promptly set himself on fire
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âItâs silly,â he begins, shaking his head a little as if to dismiss the thought. His eyes are glued to the floor again.
âIt doesnât matter if it seems silly, Gri, whatever it is is clearly affecting you badly, and listen,â at this Mumbo leans closer, reaching out a tentative hand. His fingers grip Grianâs chin softly and he pushes gently upwards until the blue eyes meet his, looking up at him with an expression that he canât quite place. âI care about you.â The eyes widen a little. âYouâre important to me; so, so important, and when I told you that you could come to me at any time, I meant that.â
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Or, Grian has a nightmare. Mumbo is there to comfort him.
It had been a cold day. Outside, the snow had fallen uninhibited, blanketing the dreary world in a mantle of white that stretched as far as the eye could see. Since the sun had set, the cold day had slowly morphed into a cold afternoon and eventually drifted into a cold evening, marked by the waning rays of light that had offered little warmth. It was the kind of evening that warranted the warmth of the fire that crackled and burned pleasantly in the centre of the room, and the blanket that was draped across Mumboâs lap.
He read slowly, the soft sound of the turning pages the only thing to permeate the quiet air around him. Every so often his gaze would drift away from the page and onto the figure of his lover, golden hair lit by the glow of the fire. Grian was sat on the carpet, close to the warmth, absorbed in preening his delicate feathers. Deft fingers moved decisively, straightening and smoothing, working their way across the downy appendages, unbothered by Mumboâs gaze.
Fondly, he let his eyes linger, unable to stop the smile that tugged at the corners of his mouth. Preening was intimate, and Mumbo once again felt a feeling of warmth spread through his chest at the mere fact that he was allowed to be here to witness something so beautiful and private. You feel safe, Grian had said once, like flock, and Mumboâs heart had sung at the words.
In front of him, Grian carefully stretched out his wings, a sign that he had finished the task that he had been meticulously focused on. He turned to look at Mumbo, a soft chirp falling from his lips as his head tilted in a silent question. Mumbo quickly nodded his assent before putting his book to the side and moving from the sofa to sit down in front of Grian.
It did not take long before he felt the deft, gentle hands against the back of his head, smoothing their way through his hair. He let himself relax into the touch, eyes falling shut as Grian continued to work his fingers through the locks, chirping in quiet content.
He had been confused, the first time that Grian had broached the subject, quiet and unsure, mouth downturned in the way that Mumbo had come to learn meant that he was anxious about something. Afterwards, Grian told him that he had expected him to say no. As if he could ever say no to anything that Grian asked of him. Especially not something like this. He learnt about hybrid instincts after that; and he also learnt, that first time, that the soft intimacy of his loverâs hands, warm and gentle against his scalp, was one of his favourite feelings.
Later, Grian had explained that it was an instinctual thing; the preening of his own wings clouding his thoughts and telling him that Mumbo was flock, and flock preened each other. Silly, he had said, just my bird brain acting up again, but Mumbo hadnât thought that it was silly at all.
It had quickly become a routine. Now, whenever Grian preened his wings around him, or let Mumbo preen them, he came to expect the question, one which no longer needed to be spoken or answered aloud for its familiarity.
Grian hummed quietly, signalling that he was done and pulling Mumbo from the thoughts that lingered fondly. Begrudgingly, he let his eyes flick back open.
âThank you, love,â he said, voice low and soft, reserved only for Grian when he was like this, deep in his instincts.
A moment later he felt Grian press himself against his back, hands snaking delicately to wrap themselves around his midsection. With a final soft chirp, his lover pressed his face into the warmth of Mumboâs neck, settling himself, causing the soft feeling in his chest to bloom forth once more.
Eventually, Grianâs breathing evened out, a tell tale sign that he had fallen asleep. Mumbo listened as the pulse against him thrummed a constant beat, slow and dependable. The flames of the fire danced on the dying embers, beautiful in their final encore.
In the silence, Mumbo found that he could no longer tell the heartbeat against him apart from his own.
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Todayâs prompt was âGrian likes playing with Mumboâs hair since he canât preen himâ and I ran with the concept a little.
Jimmy bluescreens any time someone gives him affection. He loves it, but heâs just always surprised. Heâll cuddle other people, give them little kisses on the cheek or forehead, but the first time that other people do the same, be they rulers from Empires, EVO members, Hermits, he just freezes. Blinks a little. They melts into it like ice cream on a hot summer day.
Man is touch starved and craves other peopleâs affection. Loves getting little hand holds and smooches from Scott. Snuggles and tail hugs from Tango. Wing preens from either of them or Grian, who also will wrap Jimmy in his wings too.
Jimmy is soft for these people and his adorable reactions make them keep doing it because thereâs nothing quite so satisfying as having Jimmy just melt into you and accept all affection gladly. Heâs cute and they know it.
He may not think heâs cute, but heâs not going to tell them to stop giving him affection or compliments. Jimmy likes it too much to do that.
This came to me in a moment of inspiration. May end up writing more of it, but Iâm not sure.
The moment that Jimmyâs head tilted as though listening to a sound from far away, Grianâs heart stopped. There was no sound. Still, Jimmy blinked as though captivated by some echo of music. A moment later, the blond seemed to snap out of it, smiling over at Tango and continuing on as though nothing had happened.
Grian wanted to believe that nothing had happened. That none of them were haunted anymore. Still, he feared the worst.
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The day that Tangoâs panicked coms messages called out for Grian claiming that something was wrong with Jimmy, Grian felt as though his heart would shatter. Scar followed after him as the avian dropped everything and rushed over to the Ranch. As he moved, he barely typed out a message calling for a meeting of all the participants of the death game.
âTango?â he called out, barely slowing his movement.
âHere, G. I donât know whatâs wrong, he wonât respond.â As he opened the door, Grian could see Tango was sat on the bed that the two rancherâs shared, holding an seemingly unconscious Jimmy up to his chest. Grian reached forward, moving Jimmyâs fringe away from his forehead. âWhatâs going on, Grian?â
âI think some old powers have come back into play. Can we get him outside?â
âWe can try? Heâs not heavy, heâs just big. It makes it hard to carry him on my own.â
âAlright. Well, between the both of us, letâs try.â Giving Tango a nod, Grian turned to his own soulmate, âScar, can you keep the door open for us?â
âOf course. Is TJ going to be okay?â
âI hope so.â
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By the time they had gotten Jimmy outside, the rest of the server had gathered around. The sight of the manâs prone body collapsed across the laps of Tango and Grian caused a few players to shift uneasily or even begin to visibly fret. Martyn, BigB, and Pearl all seemed uncomfortable and worried by the sight, as did Scott and Joel.
âYou havenât heard anything weird lately, have you Martyn?â
Martyn blinked, âWhat?â
âHave you heard anything? Things you maybe shouldnât be able to?â
BigB sucked in a breath, âOh void, no. Grian, donât tell usâ Is it Them?â
âHe was Listening to things on the wind. Things no one else could hear. I saw him do it. I didnât know it was hurting him.â
Pearl came forward, reaching out to put her hand on Grianâs shoulder. âOh G, this isnât your fault. Weâll figure something out.â
âI didnât hear anything. Nothing. Did They attack him directly?â
âWho the heck are âTheyâ? No one else is supposed to be on this server? What happened to Jimmy?â Joel questioned, his tone demanding answers.
Grian looked down at where Jimmyâs head rested in Tangoâs lap before staring Joel directly in the eyes, âWhat do any of you know about Watchers and Listeners?â
What if Mumbo got the tattoo while he was sleep deprived as a mooner? Just a thought
Mumbo absolutely got a tattoo while sleep deprived as a mooner. In fact, it was the redstone tattoo that inspired the new one. He and Grian were absolutely hallucinating by that point and, after being reminded of Mumbo's redstone tattoo, decided getting matching tattoos would be a good idea.
Grian was against the idea of a redstone tattoo though, both because he knew how much they supposedly hurt to get and because it "wouldn't fit him as a builder" so they decided to get something else.
They decided to get a block of TNT tattooed on each of them. For Grian's well known use of them and Mumbo's well known ability to make many different types of cannons for them.
u know i think grian would avoid the 'worlds sluttiest absent father' allegations a lot more if he stopped labelling things his son before realising he is not equipped to deal with raising a giant robot and/or 5+ shulker babies /silly
Oh! I would like to make a post just putting myself out there-
Hello :)) Iâm new to writing hermitship fanfics and uh. fanfics in general,, sorta want to be friends w other writers sooo hi hello hope you like what i write i can offer you um. grumbo. lots of grumbo ideas are stewing. so uh. yeah hi hermitshipblr ^^
i'd jus like to say for all the vampire mumbo aus, that if he came from the 1800's somewhere around then that he'd be flabbergasted by ankles, absolutely flibberdibbled. shocked even. The victorian grown man version of a wet cat can't begin to handle it, like, imagine that with grumbo.
Pairing: Mumbo/Grian (romantic)
Word count: 1,256
Warnings: Includes what may be a panic attack, but I donât know enough about them to say that with certainty. I think that qualifies as angst. Ask for more warnings if necessary
Summary: Mumbo is working late, and Grian is getting just a bit lonely, but it seems thereâs a little more to the puzzle than that.
Authorâs note: The first fic of mine Iâve ever posted! umm critical feedback may be ignored bc im just doing this for fun but Iâll consider it ^^ Pointing out typos is always appreciated! The pair is in an established relationship and live together. Please enjoy :)
  Grian stared down the empty side of the bed with discontent. Heâs tried to sleep, but at least an hour of struggle has passed to no avail. He knows Mumbo said he would be working late, he knows he told Mumbo he understood, and he knows heâs working on something important. Maybe he wouldnât be so restless if Mumbo hadnât been acting so odd lately.
  Grian pawed absentmindedly at where Mumbo should be. Just shut your eyes and go to bed. You canât just ask him to stop working. He tried to knit eyes closed, honestly he did. Donât be selfish. You sleep beside each other every day, you can handle one night without him. Grian knew this much logically, shouldnât that be enough to coax him to sleep?
  Grian sat up with a knot in his gut. If he just said goodnight to Mumbo one last time, he would be satisfied. Yeah, yeah! Heâd just walk out that door and into Mumboâs workshop, kiss him goodnight, give him a big hug, and heâd finally be able to fall fast asleep. Itâs a plan.
  So he padded through their dark base, keeping a hand dragging across the walls he passed for a bit of stability and wings dragging along the floor. Down the stairs, turn at the hallway, and open the door. The welcoming squeak of the floorboards beneath him as he walked closer to desk made Mumbo jump sharply, turning to see Grian in his loose pajamas and feathers misaligned and trailing the floor behind him.
  âHiii! Mumb!â Grianâs chirp came out as a slurry of sleep.
  âMy love, what are you doing up?â Mumboâs words werenât much more awake than Grianâs.
  As Grian approached, Mumbo swiveled around and they wordlessly embraced in a hug. Grian buried his head down into Mumboâs neck, taking as much of a breath of him as possible before he knew he would have to go back. Mumbo seemed to relish just as much, holding onto Grianâs back as if they had to hold so tightly if they wanted to stay upright.
  In sync, they pulled away.
  âGrian itâsâŠâ Mumbo pulled back his sleeve âitâs past midnight, you have to be up tomorrow.â
  âIâm only saying goodnight.. nâ then Iâll go back.â
  Mumboâs heart thumped and his face of knitted worry softened just a bit. âMy dearâŠâ
  Grian reached for Mumboâs face, staring at his eyes for a thick moment before planting a kiss square on his forehead. âHow much longer do you still have to work, Mumb?â
  Mumboâs eyes widened, then he quickly turned back to his work, trying to hide the way his face knitted with worry once again.
  âErm, well. Iâm⊠About that Iâm⊠See you donât really need to worry about it Iâm sure I can⊠itâs⊠ermâŠâ
  Oh. Grian was expecting a concrete answer. He craned to get a better look at Mumbo, but Mumbo flinched into turning further away.
  âMumbo? Are you alright?â
  âYeaâ! Er, well no yeah itâs not- Iâll be fiâno itâs fine, really!â
  Grianâs feathers bristled.
  âMumbo, tell me what all of this is about.â
  âYou said youâd go to sleep after you told me goodnight.â
  âAnd I didnât say goodnight yet.â
  Mumbo finally swallowed, stared up at Grian, and sighed. He braced his grip on the rim of his stool.
  âI havenâtââ he choked, ââI havenât been working on this blueprint Iskall asked me to rework. He asked meââ he curled in on himself and hugged his sides, ââ2 weeks ago. And I just havenât been working on it! I havenât been working on it and heâs been asking for it and I just havenât done it.â Mumbo started to breathe quickly, and flung arm gestures into the air in front of him.
  The twinge of disgust in Mumboâs voice wrought Grianâs heart with distress.   âAnd I donât know why! Iâve quite literally had all the time in the world, Iskallâs been the most understanding and each time he asks for it I disappoint him and Iâm so sick of disappointing him andââ
  âMumbo! Mumbo listen to me! Stop! Ohââ Grian grasped Mumboâs shoulders and attempted to pull Mumbo to face him, but Mumbo was so stiff and his chest raising so quickly that he couldnât move him. âMumbo if you would breatheââ Grian tried shouting so Mumbo could hear him over his sobbing. Thinking quickly, he wiggled himself between the stool and the desk and used the leverage from the furniture to push the chair back just a bit with the force of his legs. When just grabbing a hold of either shoulder didnât draw Mumboâs attention, he took a hold of mumbo chin, and pulled it up to face him. Mumboâs eyes were clearly clouded with tears but he started finally gasping for breath.
  âMumbo breathe for me, can you please?â
  Mumboâs heaves came out terribly trembling, but continued them thankfully.
  âOh good, Mumbo, good job. Great job, thatâs it,â Grian worried circles into Mumboâs shoulders. âMy poor thing.â
  Mumboâs body shuddered just a couple more times before stilling. Sniffles continuously rose from him.
  âMumbo if you can hear me, please hear that you doing so well. Not breathing, I mean. Youâre doing fine work on the blueprint, Iskall is your friend and he will understand.â
  âIâm awful.â
  âYou will not say that again. How awful could you possibly be if youâre killing yourself over this desk in the middle of the night, trembling and shaking like a rabbit in front of a.. a hawk! Just trying to do a favor for your friend? I know you feel bad. We can fix this Mumbo, but we canât fix it in the state youâre in now if you could breathe for me just a bit more.â Grian pulled Mumboâs disheveled hair up and out of his eyes.
  Hushed, Mumbo shivered. âGrian. I donât know what to do.â
   âWe will figure this out Mumbo. I will help you.â
  âYouâre too⊠kind to me Gri.â
  âYouâre silly. Youâre quite silly Mumbo.â
  âIâm not silly,â Mumbo sniffed.
  âRight right right, of course. Would you like to come to bed with me? Get out of your work clothes. Itâs not good to be dressed up like that for so long yâknow.â
  âWho says that?â
  âI do. And I say youâre coming to bed and weâll think about this in the morning.â
   âIâm sorry Grian.â
  âNo, youâre coming to bed, you donât get that choice.â
  âNot about that! Not about that! I mean, sorry for troubling you.â
  âWould you quit with that, your struggles are never worth an apology. Especially to me.â Grian closed in on Mumbo once more and hugged Mumbo tightly, another kiss to his forehead.
  Mumbo put up no further resistance and leaned on Grian for the majority of the way to their bedroom. Down the hallway, up the stairs, though the door.
  Mumbo in his pajama pants and Grian leading him under the covers, Mumbo offered a new question. âHow did you know, Grian?â
  âHm? Know what?â
  âHow did you know I needed help?â
  âWasnât it obvious?â
  âI mean how you knew to come downstairs to me.â
  âOh, I didnât know that. I justââ Grian stopped himself, now fitted under the blankets and Mumbo snuggling closer and closer into Grianâs chest. âI well, um.â
  Mumbo raised his head, looking up to try and find Grianâs eyes this time. Mumbo expected a concrete answer.
  With Grianâs absence of a response, Mumbo smirked. âIf I didnât know you better, Iâd say you missed me?â
  âOh shut up.â
Authorâs note: Tell me if you liked that! itâs very self-indulgent so i ask you be a little nice ^^; Iâd also love to get to know more writers in hermitshipblr bc this is my first time ever posting stuff! Also... how do i tag this lmao