trauma babey

tw. he/him. 19.

[unorcadox]

time goes by and i don’t care anymore

[patheticxtraumatic]

bro its rlly fkn funny that u said that

the fact that that you manipulate every situation to make me look like a cunt<3

bro its absolutely HILARIOUS that me not consenting to shit makes me a cunt HAHAHAH thank u so much bro so cool bro

[patheticxtraumatic]

trauma is so confusing

im dating now

like actually going on dates and meeting people

but i dont know how to be normal but i dont want to bombard people with my issues

just fuck

[ojonya]

[sickteeth-archive]

050220

[heavensghost]

[patheticxtraumatic]

am i allowed to kms yet

[patheticxtraumatic]

what 2 do if u think ur boyfriend is gnna break up w u bc of ur inconvenient psychotic episodes lol

[patheticxtraumatic]

feeling vulnerable being one of my biggest psychosis triggers is just brilliant

[patheticxtraumatic]

starting to think safety is overrated

[animatedtext]

[kittensane]

i think the part of trauma recovery that no one rly talks about is how theres a part of you that doesn’t want to get better because then its like they get away with what they did to you. like your pain is the only evidence you have left... its hard to learn to be okay with letting go of your pain

[patheticxtraumatic]

vent dump // tw lol

i ruin everything

i attract so much pain and ao much trauma and i cant keep living like this

a man almost double my age hit me and i sat and hoped he would just give up and kill me

i ruin everyone's lives

i ruined my mothers life

im ruining my boyfriends life

im a fucking freak

im a m*ng

im a FUCKING CUNT

i dont know if i can live much longer

im iust so sorry

[nearly-forgotten]

[uuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh]

2016-2020

[patheticxtraumatic]

support update that no one asked for 👉🏻👈🏻

im on quetiapine starting from 2nite

ive Finally been properly referred to early intervention 4 my psychosis instead of just being told i have been rip

and im being referred to tier 4 psychology instead of 3

:) feeling a lil hopeful

oh n my psychiatrist person was irish and he had stripey socks n i miss him

[patheticxtraumatic]

it all went back to shit nvm <3

[borderlinebastard]

your feelings are real even if:

they’re caused by hormones/puberty

they’re side effects of medication

they change quickly

you don’t understand why you feel them

they’re different from how you felt in the past

it seems silly/overdramatic for you to feel that way

all feelings are real feelings. you’re the one experiencing them and no-one can tell you any different. don’t let anyone dismiss them; especially not yourself.