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“But nothing is better sometimes, once we’ve both said our goodbyes. Let’s just let this go, let me let you go.”

-b.e

“Love the ones you feel deserve it the least, they need it the most.”

-n.a

My feelings of anger are deeply rooted on seeing how the concept of love was taught to me. It was engraved into my brain at such a young age. That more than anything, love is pain. And that when you walk away and feel pain, it’s love. Mistreatment is love. Disrespect is love. Violence, is love. When somebody treats you badly it’s because they care. It’s fear. They react in anger because they love you and are scared. They’re scared of what others will do but not what they’ll do to you. That is what love looks like to me. I know in my head its wrong, illogical, toxic. But my heart is a different story. Because even though I know it’s wrong. I’ll always be drawn to it. My heart will refuse to let go of the notion that I am addicted to this love because it’s all I know. It’s all my heart will ever know. And it goes to show because when real love comes along. My brain is reaching for it, but my heart will entangle it and silence it. Because my heart doesn’t want something new. It doesn’t want change. It wants what it knows. Pain. It infuriates my entire being. I will cry over the pain but won’t let go of the thing causing me pain. This vicious cycle doesn’t end because it is me. It’s my heart and my brain constantly at war. My brain craves something my heart won’t. It ruins everything for me. Potential in something real. Potential in somebody who actually does love me. Potential for happiness. Potential for any good fucking thing that will enter my life. Because to me Love is not goodness and grace. Love, is pain.

@patricia7601

#pain #love #heart #brain

"You all know more about that night than you think you do."-Alison to Aria in an earlier season

UM HELLO?!??! Is no one gonna talk about this? I’m left with more questions This shit show was supposed to be tied in a neat little pink ass bow.

I should be kicking myself for expecting answers all the way back into earlier seasons.

Keegan Allen literally said you can go back to the first episode knowing who Uber A is and be like “holy shit how did I miss this”

I’m livid but Troian is a queen I can admit that.

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Marlene: Spencer has had a twin this whole time and basically your whole role will be to recognize her in England so you can become her bitch and she'll kill you to amp up her villian role.

Julian: Marlene. Just... make me A.D. and wrap this up it's not hard I-

WHATEVER SPINOFF THEYRE PLANNING IM NOT FUCKING WATCHING IT

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They have about an hour to give us 7 years worth of answers and so far it's looking slowwww

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There's no way Mona is AD

Because I'm pretty sure A.D tortured the girls to find out who killed Charolette and avenge her death. So Mona can't be A.D because she killed Charolette. Unless they're really tryna stay true to the "full circle" season by making the one who started the game finish the game. Or really Melissa is still A.D and they're just fucking with us.

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Man, they have three episodes left to GET THEIR SHIT TOGETHER, MARLENE DONT LET US DOWN MAN

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abmabetterme

ARIA!!

So you heard ur earring fall on the carpet?? The CARPET?

"Shocking reveals every episode" my ass

There's about five episodes left and I stg if we don't get answers TO EVERYTHING. I will slowly begin to deteriorate into a small small bean.

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Did spencer just ask a cop to let murder slip through the cracks?

I mean cmon girl wyd

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Um

I think the real question Hanna should be asking is why wouldn't have spencer gotten drunk that night, hell, why didn't they all get drunk wtf. They just fucking killed somebody.

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End scene

Is nobody gonna talk about the end scene with ad and Jenna. And the fact AD was wearing a doctors uniform and fucking gloves. And the fact that it was wren and I will take it to my grave that he's AD.

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"More than anything I want to be able to say that I don't care about you anymore. I want to look at you and feel nothing."

-excerpt from a book I'll never write #3

Fall time reminds me of that cold rainy day. You kept asking if I was okay and if I was warm enough, I always said I was perfectly fine. I lied. You took me to the coffee shop and bought me hot cocoa. You were totally on to me. We sat there and I asked about your hopes for the future. The color in your cheeks went away and that light in your eyes just shut off. I could see it in the way you trembled. You saw no future, you had a blank stare and I couldn’t understand why. Fall reminds me of that rainy day. The day you lost yourself.

Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #2//that cold day in October.

He held my heart in his hands. When he left, he took a piece of my heart with him.

excerpt from a book I’ll never write #1

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