I've Been Crawling

Patrick Rothel | 28 | Human I’ve been crawling on my belly, clearing out what could’ve been. I’ve been wallowing in my own confused and insecure delusions for a piece to cross me over. Or a word to guide me in. I wanna feel the changes coming down. I wanna know what i’ve been hiding in.

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ronanxcarmikael:

   “Well I guess that’s on you.”

“Yeah, probably. Not a big fan of snow.”

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eli-livingston:

“– and the kid went flying, right through the window. Broke his collar bone and arm and dislocated a knee. His mom was hysterical but, damn, kid’s going places– you should’ve seen the fucking ramp he made in the snow, he had specs and everything.”

“So I finally get to hear what all the fuss was about with that. Damn, kid.”

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brandonrutherford:

“Th’ fuck…dat’s it? They jus’….dat’s it?”

“What are you talking about?”

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malevolism:

         ❝ Could you be any louder you mouth-breathing imbecile ❞

“Excuse me?”

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ronanxcarmikael:

    “Well this place looks cold. Bad weather?” Bad joke.

“That was so funny, I forgot to laugh.”

[mysmoothface-deactivated2022012]

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otisdemarco:

     ‘ If you hit me with that snowball I will end you. Is that how you want to go? ‘

“---I’m going to laugh so hard, man.”

[rpmusings-galore]

Uh-oh, there it goes, 

                    I said too much, it OVERFLOWED

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jackdawsxn:

“They matter. Whoever told you they don’t.. Stop talking to them. Too bad you can’t get rid of me that easily, even after you leave my sorry ass here. Not even worth the trouble then. I don’t particularly want to know what happens behind closed doors. You don’t like to brag. — that’s all you ever do. Save it, unless you want a full recap of mine.”

“Numbers only ever matter when the lottery is involved; I’m a greedy bitch and want that million. Do you know how many times I’ve tried to leave your ass? Tons, and somehow we end up crawling back to each other. Good; because I wouldn’t want to taint those innocent ears of yours.---I really don’t, but I’m curious; right or left hand?”

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matthew-peterson:

“That’s probably exactly it. Have you been back long? There’s usually a reasonable period of time when people don’t even know you’re back in town.” 

“Excuse you, I am a giant, lovable teddy bear. Uh, been a couple weeks, but I’ve seen everyone that really matters anyway.”

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nolanchase:

“You’re laughing so I’m doing something right. Where’d you run off to anyhow? Must not have been too glamorous if you ended up coming back.”

“Only because that face of yours is still ugly. Toronto, personal business, you know? Actually, it was better than I expected, but it was time for me to come back. I have too much here.”

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★ - Eleanor

I like you • You’re one of my best friends • You’re like family • You are family • I dislike you • I hate you • I’d kill you if I got the chance • I want you to like me • I’m scared of you • I’d date you • I’d sleep with you • I’d marry you • I respect you • I trust you • I feel protective of you • I’m hiding something from you • I’m envious of you • I look up to you • I think you’re a better person than me • I think I’m a better person than you  • I want to apologize to you • I wish I’d never met you • I never want to forget you • I want to get to know you better • You’re fun • You’re boring • I would kill for you  • I would protect you • I would hurt you for a selfish cause • I wish we had more in common • I want nothing to do with you • I want to see you cry • I want a future with you • I want to destroy your future • I am indifferent towards you • I want children with you • I love you ( platonically ) • I love you ( romantically ) • I could fall in love with you • I would lie for you • I would fight by your side • I will never let you go • I would hold you while you cried • I would hug you. • I want to kiss you • I would stay by your bedside if you were ill • I want to fall asleep with you in my arms • I want to forget you • I will never forget you • I only want to make you proud • I wish I could make you happy • You deserve nothing • I will never forgive you • I would use you • You unsettle me • You annoy me  • I pity you • You confuse me • I feel indifferent towards you • I could be friends with you • I would hold your hand •  • I don’t know you • You have the biggest heart • You’re an asshole • You make me want to be better • You bring out the worst in me  •

@eleanorxdrake

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jackdawsxn:

“A lot of shit isn’t a number, Pat. Come on, give me a number, a couple mil? Surely with all the daily good deeds you’d be worth a mint. A couple thousand? Not even worth the trouble of suing you. Oh? Do they? Which ladies? Because the only lady I’ve ever seen you with is Eleanor, and we both know you’re not getting any of that. Jackass.”

“Bitch, numbers don’t matter. I’m worth whatever I think I’m worth and if I’m worth a mint to you, then you can consider this friendship over. Suing would probably only get you a couple hundred, honestly. Whoa whoa whoa, just because you see me with Eleanor, doesn’t mean you know what goes on behind closed doors. I don’t like to brag, but, I can totally tell you about my sexcapades if you’d like.”

[higgins-juliet]

When I was a kid, my dad, he wasn’t a good guy like yours. He’d go out a lot at night and leave me alone. Were you scared? Hell, yeah. But I had a Star Wars videotape  and I’d play it and it made me feel safe.

[onceuponamusing]

                       he PRETENDS that he’s o k a y                (( but you should see him in bed, late at night ))

                        HE’S                     PETRIFIED.

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jackdawsxn:

“How much are you good for? Wouldn’t want to over step how much I sue you for. Hey I know that, but between you and me, you should probably lay off the cake.”

“I’m good for a lot of shit, I’ll have you know. Number one being a part of saving people’s live; which makes me worth at least a couple thousand. Wow, okay, rude. Ladies love a little pudge, jackass.”

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desmondvaughn:

          “Hm, no, it was for you. Figured you could throw yourself a welcoming party if you craved it so bad.”

“Yeah...no. Sorry, I don’t accept pity money.”