work in progress

never be complete fuck perfect

[patrickkstarr12]

I'm so fucking sick of love songs One minute you say Baby pull me closer The next it's I hate you I love you And fuck if I don't hate that I need you. Alone is the way you left me Now all these songs we shared Stuck like glue to memories That that my fucking breath away. Music is like the weather It has a vibe It can bring out the manic or the depressive You were like a 70 degree heat in December Two weeks later you were an ice storm I hit black ice And I can't seem to remember what song was on the radio.

[patrickkstarr12]

I had to make a promise Today would be my last day of self-loathing I can't keep wallowing like this. I really can't keep doing this. I have to take a shower I have to eat something I have to figure out if there's something weighing on my chest or all these cigarettes have caught up to me. I've come to notice I'm not meant for emotions like love My mom told me I had an addictive personality when I was 12. She didn't tell me feelings could be worse than heroin. You may think this is just another hyperbole I'm such a fan of. That I'm just trying to be poetic. But really this is therapy. I wish I could tell you this isn't fucking killing me. You can tell how depressed I am by how I smell. Happy days it's Cologne and aftershave. The bad ones are cigarettes and sadness With a hint of vodka if your nose is good enough to catch it over the scent of listerine.

[patrickkstarr12]

Have you ever walked barefoot in the snow just to see how long you could last.

It’s not as long as you think. But you just wanna feel something different. You want to feel something that doesn’t hurt like you do right now.

Do you ever take showers so hot they scald your skin?

Pain is such a tricky thing. You’ll take another type of pain to relieve the one you have. It’s like trading a migraine for a dislocated shoulder. One pain numbs the other even if it’s just for a little while.

It’s why we love Bandaids and forget about penicillin.

We take zoloft but never speak a real word about why we need it. Pain relievers are comforting.

That’s why I have the highest respect for addicts They aren’t hiding in their skin They were their trackmarks on their arms They escape without playing pretend.

This is a playground full of pills and false advertising And we chew it up up like multivitamins And TV dinners Watching ads for newest miracle drug we must try Because God damn it if we don’t love a good filter on the real world.

[patrickkstarr12]

Trying to shake the cobwebs off. Stay spooky friends. Happy Halloween. #poetry #spilledink #writing #freeverse #happyhalloween

[patrickkstarr12]

She bought me plants for my apartment But never wanted me to buy her flowers. She said she didn't want to watch something beautiful die right before her eyes. He forgot to water them and it all made sense.

[patrickkstarr12]

She's like that cigarette you crave after a long day. Dangerous and delicious. She'll kill you but you'll enjoy nearly every second.

[oborowatabinostk]

[pup-punk]

My reasons to vote for Bernie Sanders

-He wants two years free tuition at state colleges -He wants to reform student loans & make student loan redemptions -He wants to charge big companies for carbon emissions -He wants to break up big banks -He wants to waive some deportations -He wants to raise taxes on the wealthy -He wants to withdraw troops in Iraq -He wants to demilitarize our police forces to prevent violence -He wants to pass legislation to equalize pay between genders -He wants to ensure affordable access to childcare -He wants to provide more programs for substance abusers -He wants to boost investments in convicts after their release -He wants to automatically register 18-yr-olds to vote -He wants to make Election Day a federal holiday -He wants to ban fracking to help the environment

If you’re not voting for Bernie Sanders, you’re not voting for the right person. End of story.

[tiktok-itsaclock-deactivated202]

Reblog if you'll be voting for Bernie Sanders

I want an idea at how much of a chance we might actually have at fixing the country

[patrickkstarr12]

Sometimes your worst self, is your best self. Other times it's just you're worst self. Lol

[astralellie-deactivated20200811]

3 word horror story

prescription medicine prices

[misadventuresingrowingup]

Student loan debt

[enthuxxiasm-deactivated20180524]

Straight white boys

[chiefcomplaint]

Irritable bowel syndrome

[licensetomurse-deactivated20200]

Concept map due

[invisibleme1970-deactivated2019]

Out of Imodium

[marinatinginmyawesomeness-deact]

Can’t Find Plunger

[saberomega]

The prequels’re better.

[rainydaykelli-deactivated201709]

Just a minute.

[claviusrobinsky]

In my opinion

[corvidae30]

Lather, rinse,

[paintedgoat]

Series final episode.

[ngjenkins-deactivated20221105]

My father, screaming.

[patrickkstarr12]

Out of beer

[metaphorformetaphor]

You’ll lose it if you talk about it.

Ernest Hemingway, from The Sun Also Rises (Scribner, 1926) innnamorata Hemingway warning us about nazar #staywoke (via chalaki)

[wnq-anonymous]

Stop taking pride in your ability to destroy yourself.

Michelle K., What Keeps Me Up At Night  (via wordsnquotes)

[kushandwizdom]

You’ll never really see how toxic someone is until you breathe fresher air.

Expherience (via kushandwizdom)

[culturenlifestyle]

[wordsnquotes]

culturenlifestyle:

Stunning Home Encapsulated in a Cliff with a Seaside View

Located in Casa Brutale, a home is found enclosed by a cliffoverlooking the Aegean Sea. Metaphorically and physically beautiful, the home represents the romantic idea of living life on the edge. Created by OPA (Open Platform for Architecture) its contemporary, minimalist and sleek design is covered by nearly the entire space within rock. The only visible areas of the home are its swimming pool, its steps and glass wall. The large glass surface reveals a stunning view of the calming sea water. Along with the glass wall, the skylight are is also the home’s sources of natural light. 

In addition to its location, concept and view, the beauty of the home is intensified by its materials, which contain an earthy quality. The surfaces in the home are made from concrete and aged wood. The house seamlessly blends with its surrounding natural elements. It does not behave as a foreign structure in sight. 

[gosh]

I’m lost. And it’s my own fault. It’s about time I figured out that I can’t ask people to keep me found.

Anne Sexton, A Self-Portrait in Letters (via teenager90s)

[wnq-writers]

The truth is, we’re all missing someone and hoping that they miss us, too.

allthepictureswelove  (via wordsnquotes)