patsy

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[boethiah]

no such thing as wasting your 20s your 20s are for recovering from whatever the fuck happened to you as a kid so that youre ready to get weird with it in your 30s

[not-a-space-alien]

It's absolutely wild to me that girls and women are expected to wear bathing suits that look like that. That in some cases don't cover more than underwear. And when inevitably they feel uncomfortable having their whole ass and thighs out around strangers, we treat it like this is a self esteem issue that should be solved through body positivity. Maybe we should focus less on trying to force people to believe they should be comfortable exposing themselves and more on, idk.... normalizing bathing suits that allow some dignity? Male swim trunks literally go almost down to the knees. You have to go to a speciality store or order online to find a suit designed for women like that. And for that matter, even cisgender men shouldn't be expected to feel comfortable walking around shirtless in public.

If you like the standard swimsuits and enjoy wearing them, good for you. It's just absolutely wild to me that that's the default we presume everyone should be comfortable in.

[headspace-hotel]

There should be more options available for people who don't feel comfortable wearing like bikinis and stuff, it's not a problem if someone else doesn't want you to see their body

[gangtaes]

KDRAMAS OVER FLOWERS 2021 (Day 2)  →  Extraordinary You

↳ favorite secondary couple: Cha Hyeon & Seol Ji Hwan (Search: WWW)

So many things happened this year. But, I’ll remember this year as the one I met you though.

[zhoufeis]

Eun Dan-oh, I guess you’re the only by my side, the only person who knows the real me. You always tried to smile when you were with me. I realized how precious that was to me a little too late…

Kim Hye-yoon and Lee Jae-wook as Eun Dan-oh and Baek Kyung in EXTRAORDINARY YOU (South Korea, 2019)

[birazsevgibirazbal]

[fairycosmos]

do you know what i think would be a fun job? author for very little kids. yes i will write about bears sharing a home together and becoming friends with the trees. maybe they make a delicious soup. there's an illustration of a sunset that takes up two pages. the babies read it and believe life is a good thing

[patsyjjang]

i have been writing a lot lately. i'm happy that i am because it took me a while to go back to writing. i can't remember how or what triggered me to stop, but i just did. and like what i always say, not writing is like losing a part of myself because it's literally the only thing i know to do which i can say is my only craft. i hope one day i can go back to writing the flow of my thoughts and i hope it won't be too awkward by then. it's like learning it all over again. it's like meeting a friend you've been close with your whole life but ended up ghosting each other and currently amending the broken friendship (i didn't word it correctly, please forgive me). i'm happy tonight. there are still holes i need to fill in my heart, and i can't wait to get back to therapy. i know it won't be easy going back outside, working normally as if nothing big happened in my life during this quarantine; all i hope right now is for things to be okay. one day. one step at a time.

[patsyjjang]

i haven't been sleeping in my room lately. ever since the lockdown was implemented and i got to stay home because going to work was not possible as of the moment, i had been staying in the living room. i try to do a lot of things to keep my mind off stuff. like, reading or cross-stitching or writing or watching movies or sleeping or drawing. well, i try. but then i start something and i stop before even being able to finish it. i have been really unproductive this whole time, and i'm regretting my life decisions. i'm just so frustrated with myself right now.

[theartofanimation]

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2020-04-20

Canon EOS M2 + EFM32mm f1.4

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[patsyjjang]

this lockdown had me in a tight spot. i thought i was doing better each day, and then it suddenly surges back altogether as if it's wanting me to drown. it lunges into my lungs and makes it hard to breathe. it keeps my mind flooded with thoughts that i can't quite comprehend. sometimes, i brush them off to keep myself believing that i'm fine. but most of the days, it gets hard to just brush them off and i feel like i'm forced to deal with it as if i have an invicible deadline i need to meet. it's suffocating, and the need to scramble away from feeling like this is always there. but it's like a big part of my life has already given up for before i even start to truly make my way out, i'm already embraced by the darkness--the only one i'm running away from. and it makes me think that maybe, i will never be able to recover from this. that maybe after all this time, i was just forcing myself to believe that i'm doing okay, that there's actually progress even when there never was. and it scares me for i don't know how many i've hurt already for being me. i know one day, it will all come back to me. karma, as they call it. and when it comes back, there's no way to be ready. if darkness is eating me up, karma will too. they will team up, until all that's left of me is nothing. until that little part of me blends in with the ugliness of it all.

[theartofanimation]

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[capturedphotos]

Faroe Islands

It wouldn’t be surprising if people aren’t familiar with this place as I most certainly wasn’t until I kept seeing photos of it pop up in photos and stories from landscape photographers. It’s a group of islands in the North Atlantic Ocean situated in between Iceland and Norway.

Some of the most surreal and dreamy landscapes I’ve ever seen were on these islands. Everything felt like it was scaled to epic proportions from the sheer cliffs to the beautiful jagged rock formations in the sea, to the various sharp edges on different mountainsides. Their quaint villages all grouped together in little nooks of the island with their roofs made of grass; some of these villages were so isolated that they had less than 20 permanent residents. Driving on their roads was basically going through a blur of beautiful scenery with random backdrops of waterfalls scattered about all over the place. It honestly felt like you were living in someones vivid imagination.

Photographed by: Paolo Nacpil ( tumblr | instagram ) 

[patsyjjang]

i'm a big saver. i have stuff i'm saving up for, and each of them have their corresponding envelopes. i always make sure i don't use them unless i really don't have any choice. now that i'm currently staying at home without a job and any resources to get one, i made sure to pay for the bills that are highly prioritised in my list. i have now gotten my last pay from the company, and was planning to start saving in case of emergency. so i planned to start little since i also need to give back to my parents. i have this piggy bank but its lid can be easily opened. all of the new ten peso coins are designated in that bank, and lately, i've been wondering how it's not growing no matter how many times i add coins on it. just this morning, my hunch was confirmed and i saw the culprit. it was my dad. i know it's a small thing, and i shouldn't even feel sad about it. but i don't know. i'm actually glad to give him some if he asked me directly, you know. why would there be a need to get money from my savings? i'm trying to save for myself because i learned how hard it is if you have no savings (from seeing my parents struggle financially), and i'm also sharing my income with them... is that not enough?

[patsyjjang]

it's raining hard, and it's still early but i've already finished my chores. i sat on the sofa while my youngest sibling is playing. "ate is so lonely," i muttered and she looked at me saying, "andito naman ako" 😭😭😭

i'm bored at staying home this long.

[theartofanimation]

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