Patton’s Diary

(No peeking!) <3 <3 <3 <3 • • • • • This is a story told through two diaries, Patton’s and Logan’s. This is a human AU. @logan-l-brian for Logan’s diary. • Discontinued, sorry!

[patton-m-hart]

17/10/19

( 21 )

Dear Sebastian

Logan left to London today. Im gonna miss him so much while hes gone. I cant stay upset with Logan though. Im more worried than anything else. I know I get worried a lot I cant help it!

Last time LoLo visited his parents he couldnt sleep at all. I dont really why but I do have ideas...

It was the whole reason I suggested he started keeping a diary. I thought it would help but I dont think it has it was a stupid idea...

Patton ~<3

[patton-m-hart]

6/10/19

( 20 )

Dear Sebastian

Nevermind... worst Halloween...

Patton ~<3

[patton-m-hart]

5/10/19

( 19 )

Dear Sebastian

Me Roman and Remus have some ideas for what Logy can dress up I just need to ask him which one he thinks it the best! Im so excited!

I shouldve probably officially invite him first... but its our little families tradition Im sure he will come!

Patton ~<3

[patton-m-hart]

3/10/19

( 18 )

DEAR SEBASTIAN

I CANT BELEIVE ITS SPOOKY SEASON ALREADY!

THIS YEARS GONNA BE GREAT ME AND VIRGIL HAVE STARTED ON OUR CONSTUMES AND WERE PLANNING IF THE COLOUR THEME FOR THE PARTY WILL BE ORANGE OR PURPLE THIS YEAR! AND LOGY WILL BE THERE SO THERES NO WAY IT CANT BE AMAZING!

Patton ~<3

[patton-m-hart]

6/9/19

( 17 )

Dear Sebastian

I meet some really nice people at the library today! I thought they were married at first but they werent wearing rings. Mr Fell ended up talking to Logy and I had ending up talking to Anothony.

I thought he was a tiny bit scary at first but hes really nice! And he wore sunglasses all the time. I think hed get along really well with Remy.

I hope I wasnt too rude. I didnt mean too but I keep zoning out and staring at Logan. Is that creepy? He just looked so happy to talk to someone who loves books so much. Anyway Anothony noticed and it was sooo embarrassing. But he gave me some advice about Lo...

He told me to quote hurry up and just f ask him out already. I mean the thought is tempting I just I dunno.

Is it really that obvious though? He said I was making freaking heart eyes at him.

Patton ~<3

[patton-m-hart]

4/9/19

( 16 )

Dear Sebastian

I still cant find my pen but I felt bad holding on to Los so long so Im borrowing one of Virgils pens which was nice of h

Virgils pen ran out so Im using Romans now! I think it was old and it dried up but I still appreciated it! I might ask Roman if I can keep it I really like the pink.

I love pink! I wish I had pink glasses I think Id look cute... what do you think Sebastian?

Patton ~<3

[patton-m-hart]

17/8/19

( 15 )

Dear Sebastian

I told him. Are you proud of me?

He didnt say much he kinda bolted out the library but I still think it went sorta well!

Patton ~<3 .•

[patton-m-hart]

16/8/19

( 14 ) • .

Dear Sebastian

Roman keeps getting on my nerves about Logan! I dont know how anyone could ever call Logan cold and stoic. Hes not either of those things! You can tell from the moment you meet him. Theres a certain tenderness to his voice whenever he opens his mouth. Hes not stoic or cold hes just calm. And the calmness he gives off I really appreciate. .It balances out my frantic brain.

And he does so many little things to show how much he cares. Just because he doesnt hug people all the time or say .I love yous doesnt mean he doesnt care!

I wish everyone would see what I see when they meet him. Why dont they Sebastian? Logy deserve so much! Hes an amazing friend!

I should tell him that one day. Maybe tommorow?

Patton ~<3

[patton-m-hart]

13/8/19

( 13 )

Dear Sebastian

I thought it was a good idea for Roman meet Logan so I brought him to the library today. LoLo seems a bit better too so I didn’t think it would be a problem.• I tend to ge off topic and end up rambling about Logan to him and he kept asking when he could meet .. him but telling Roman I liked Logy was the first mistake.

And bringing Roman to a library was also a mistake. Roman talks really loud his inside voice in my outside voice but Im used to it so I forgot.

And Roman kept saying stuff like hes so : boring and that I can doing . better than my .• Logan which is so mean I thought Roman played a switching prank on me with his twin again.

Im kinda mad at Roman now but only a tiny tiny tiny bit! Hes still my friend I dont .

really forgive him though. •.

Patton ~<3

[patton-m-hart]

6/8/19

( 12 )

Dear Sebastian

I lost my sparkly blue pen but Logy is letting me borrow his . black ink pen. The ink bleeds and drips a bit but Im so • happy Loggo let me use it. He doesnt .. like people using his stuff maybe its a sign? No thats dumb. Its still very sweet of him though! Im too happy about this I : really need to find my pen how .• does he write with this?

Patton ~<3

[patton-m-hart]

3/8/19

( 11 )

Dear Sebastian

I think I really like him. I mean I kinda knew I had a crush on him but I didn’t think it was this bad. I think its cause Logy smiled at me today. Or that he’s always so nice and kind to me. Or his pink face is just so cute.

Oh no...

Patton ~<3

[patton-m-hart]

2/8/19

( 10 )

Dear Sebastian

I did some research yesterday! I told Logy about what I found out and he said hes gonna try it! It may take ages till he feels like himself again but I hope I helped a little at least.

Patton ~<3

[patton-m-hart]

31/7/19

( 9 )

Dear Sebastian

LoLo keeps getting really drowsey.

He slapped himself to stay awake! I didnt have an ice pack so I just held my smoothie to his face and felt stupid but he was hurt and I wanted to help but his face went red and it melted so it was useless and I felt dumb.

I wish he would take care of himself more but its not his fault.

Im gonna find a way to help! I need to!

Patton ~<3

[patton-m-hart]

26/7/19

( 8 )

Dear Sebastian

V Logan

Logy said sorry for ignoring

me. I didnt expect that honestly. I thought I made him mad and he kept getting angry when he saw me. His face flushed really red like he was angry at me. Im really happy hes not though.

He gave me the cutest rambley speech about conitive distorshons cognitive distortions. It was really comforting have I said how caring and sweet he is yet Sebastian?

Patton ~<3

[patton-m-hart]

22/7/19

( 7 )

Dear Diary???

I dont know if I should keep calling you Diary. Its like calling your cat Cat and thats mean! You seem like a Saebatioan to me.

Maybe Im just lonely.

Im so stupid why cant I go one day without talking to Logan? Thats probably why hes ignoring me he got sick of me being so clingy all the time.

Patton

[patton-m-hart]

21/7/19

( 6 )

Dear Diary

Logan was ignoring me today? Is he mad at me for not waking him up yesterday? Did I mess it up? I donno... he seemed even more tired than yesterday he is introverted maybe he just didnt have the energy to talk to me? Im too loud sometimes...

Patton ~<3

[patton-m-hart]

20/7/19

( 5 )

Dear Diary

OH MY GOODNESS!

When I was at the library I couldnt keep it together becAUSE THE PROPHECY WAS LIE! THEY LIED TO MY CHILDREN! And then Logy tried to comfort me but then HE FELL ASLEEP AND I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO AND I THINK I LIKED IT TOO MUCH I FELT LIKE I WAS BEING A CREEP!

I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO NOW EVERYTHINGS GONNA BE AWKWARD!

And Im really worried about why he fell asleep on me in the first place. I know some things have been bothering him even though he wont tell me what but now hes losing sleep over it its worse than I thought...

Patton ~<3