funny mouth to the clouds

len. thirty-one. autistic triple aquarius. chakaswan on ao3. i dug this blog out of the archives to have somewhere to talk about the long walk with likeminded nerds.

[paulmescalien]

hey there friends! you can call me len or paul. i'm thirty-two, autistic, and i've got five aquarius placements in my big six. i'm transmasc and it would be super rad if you used he/they pronouns when talking to me, but my gender is pretty fluid and at the end of the day, you can really use anything you want as long as you're cool about it. i enjoy writing fic and you can find my works on ao3 at paulmescalien or by clicking here! i've got brainrot for the long walk right now so that's all i'm really posting, but please talk to me about richard harkness, art baker, and billy stebbins.

[merlinthecowboy]

collie parker appreciation week | song

@collie-parkers-carbine

[funstyle]

I saw someone spell it "whimsicle" today. Like popsicle

[casperxp]

I want more aromantic characters who are not also asexual !!! I want more characters who 100 percent want to get it on but just don’t feel any romantic feelings for anyone. I want more aromantic characters with “friends with benefits” except it’s literally just that. That’s their best friend and sometimes they let them fuck. More aromantic characters please !!!!

[paulmescalien]

[clingyduoapologist]

Your friend’s unpublished fic idea is kind of a dead wife

[reina-mab]

and they’re both girls ????

[messdrawsstuff]

Chat, what is he yapping about?

[collie-parkers-carbine]

For Indigenous History Month I've decided to try & have a Collie Parker Appreciation Week, because I love my guy and he deserves it💖 The AO3 collection for the event is here and we'll also be using the hashtag #CollieParkerAppreciationWeek on tumblr (and for folks who're on twitter feel free to use it there too! I don't personally use twitter but this doesn't have to be a tumblr only event) Also- as the rules in the AO3 collection specify- any Collie ships you might want to include are fine but your work MUST center Collie and in the case of fics be in his pov. There are a lot of fics in Collie's tag that actually just center white characters he's being shipped with while treating Collie as a prop, which is racist under any circumstances but would be especially inappropriate in an event meant to uplift a Lakota-Sioux character for Indigenous History Month, so please just be mindful and ensure your works are actually focusing on Collie💖 Please spread the word about this event, I would absolutely love to see as much of the fandom taking part as possible :)

[collie-parkers-carbine]

I was able to commission @gutlotus for more Art/Collie and once again their work is sooooo beautiful. Look at how cute they are look at their beautiful smiles.... I need to squish their lil faces I love them

[haymitchyappernathy]

fanservice is only good if i'm the fan being serviced

[turnipoddity]

just a lil bit of rest after a long stroll 🥰

[invaderrichie]

happy pride month

[reina-mab]

If you saw the first time I posted this no you didn’t

[paulmescalien]

this is it, y'all.

this is gonna be the week i crawl out of my hole and finally finish one of my WIPS.

i'm gonna do it. it's gonna happen.

[paulmescalien]

This is late as fuck but for the wip ask game could we get sweet (like candy)? No worries if not I hope you’re having a lovely day! :D

...late as fuck answer to match a late as fuck ask? i'm sorry for the delay, i've been everywhere lately, but i'm trying to find my groove again. be that the case... how about a snippet from the last chapter of sweet? the good news is i'm over halfway done with this one. the end is in sight! thank you so much for sending this in <3

Stebbins doesn't actually return to work for almost a full week. If left to his own devices, Stebbins would've showed up on Friday morning for his shift come hell or high water. Did he feel better after a two day break? Not particularly, no. In fact, he still felt decidedly awful; his nose was clogged, his chest ached something fierce, and his body still couldn't decide whether it wanted to sweat through his hoodie or bundle into three more. But Olson has already bent over backwards and put his own neck—or his job, at very least—on the line for him and Stebbins isn't about to take that for granted. He's had close to sixty hours to sleep it off, after all. If he can't pull himself up by his bootstraps after that, does he even really deserve the job? He's just a fucking rabbit. Except Olson doesn't leave Stebbins to his own devices. Of course he doesn't. Olson doesn't let him find out the answer to that question, either. Stebbins isn't sure why he would have expected anything less. Instead, Olson shows up at Stebbins' door unnanounced on Thursday night with two Orange Julius cups balanced on top of a Sbarro box like he'd stopped at the food court on his way out of the mall and then come straight over. Maybe he texted Stebbins a warning before he came over. It wouldn't surprise Stebbins to find out he didn't. He's not even sure where his phone is to look. "Welfare check!" Olson announces as he shoulders his way through the front door. His voice rings out, bright and sharp, in the otherwise stale silence of Stebbins' apartment. Stebbins wants to like the sound of it. He wants to be grateful for it for the way it bounces off the walls like something alive. He really does. On any other day, he thinks he might've welcomed it. Tonight, it only makes his head pound as he scrambles upright on the sofa, dragging the back of his hand across his mouth like he'd not just been drooling into the upholstery. "Can't believe you leave your fuckin' door unlocked. You ready to come back to Candyland tomorrow, Cottontail?" "My door was unlocked?" The question scrapes at his throat as Stebbins tries to process all of the words Olson is suddenly throwing at him. He's talking so fast it makes Stebbins' head spin. Or was his head already spinning? Goddamn, he's dizzy. "That's not—no, that doesn't—" He can't even seem to finish articulating a thought.

[paulmescalien]

My brain is soup but I just finished my reread for shake the frost and i’ll fly away- your writing is so amazing and I love how you write everyone’s dynamics!!! You’re one of my favorite fanfic writers and thank you so much for sharing your works with us! I hope you’re having a lovely day/night :D <3

my brain is also soup ( i fear that may be its natural state rip ) but i genuinely can't tell you enough how much this means to me right now! i've been having a bit of a difficult time lately and it's been affecting my ability to just sit down and write and, as one would, i've been in my head so much about it.

but shake the frost was the first time i'd felt inspired to write a fic in years and it was so incredible being able to rediscover the specific energy and enthusiasm that comes from losing yourself in writing a story. i haven't thought about it a lot lately between other wips and just... life, but the little world i built in there is so special to me and i've been sitting here thinking about The Boys with such a stupid little smile on my face. .

this is so kind and so sweet and such an inspiring message and, i'll be honest with you, it made me open up my ellipsus docs again tonight so i can dive back in. as i slowly crawl back out of the hole i've kinda been hiding away in for the past several weeks, i cannot thank you enough for encouraging me to dive back into it, silas!

i hope you're having a lovely day or night ( or both! ) because you deserve it so, so much.