Don't ever trust calories

Block, don't report ♡ Octovember 2025 ~

[paws-is-gone]

Hiya everyone, you can call me Paws

This is a vent blog mostly about my daily struggles. I do not promote €Ds and I encourage you to recover or get help if you're ready to.

This blog will not give any tips as I don't want to encourage anyone to get worse.

If my content triggers you or make you feel uneasy, feel free to block me ♡

Do not reblog my post with pr0-stuff tags or I'll block you.

DNI :Creeps, Pr0-anything, 15 years old & under, fatphobic or any x-phobic that is hurtful and unjustified.

~Backup at @pawchee-backup

—Subjects—

€D, Bpd, Npd, GAD, SA, Sui, SH, Depression

—My info—

31 years old, F, she/her

MBTI : INTJ

Official Diagnosis: Vitiligo, Lichen Sclerosus, Hypothyroidism, Chronic Migraines, Anemia, Dermatillomania, Anorexia Nervosa, GAD, Bpd, Npd

•Tags:

~#bpd.paws / #npd.paws -> Related to borderline personality disorder or narcissistic personality disorder

~#depressive.paws -> Related to depression

~#disordered.paws -> Related to €D

~#funny.paws -> Memes

~#s.paws -> Related to sh,sa or sui

•Stats:

Updated (01/2025)

HW: 160lbs

LW: 90lbs

SW: 160

CW: 148

GW1: 130

GW2: 115

GW3: 100

UGW: 90

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Even after years with 3d, im still better at binging than fasting

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I know I'm just a burden to you

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Chronic Migraines + Chronic hunger = Migrainex100

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Another day, another binge

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Please let me st4rve

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Just want people to pick me up and say "woah you're so light"

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Getting told that i look healthy

Someone please k*ll me

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I want to be my own thinspo

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Secretly wish I could get my hands on ozempic

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Ok. Tomorrow WE ST4RVING

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I'm forever mentally ill :)

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I shouldn't have left my older job... i was walking literally 25k steps per day

Now i barely do 10k :"(

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I haven't bought clothes in a while... i just can't look at my body

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If I eat everything in my fridge, there won't be anything else to eat... ill lose weight..right?

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Ok guys

I saw some video online and they say cold drinks/water is super bad for the metabolism

I'm gonna try to only drink warm water for a month and see if it really helps :)(