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mellowtoken 's sideblog for her au :) ive got so much lore for this but not the time and energy

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Another (temporary) intro post!

this is @mellowtoken 's side blog for her au Possessing a World that Doesn't Exist :)

there is more to this than what meets the eye

I respond to asks about my au! :DD or just ask me to draw slimeknight ghost yaoi idek lmao

there is more to this than what meets the eye

Anyway i hope you enjoy my au! I have a lot in store for this

there is more to this than what meets the eye

au is based off of mc arg searching fir a world that doesn't exist which is created by wifies!!

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the talk went on for much longer, but im too tired to draw allat, im sorry. I hope you enjoyed this even if it was a bit rushed.

Join Me in Death Part 4

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tomorrow :)

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crysanthemums

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join me in death part four is in production but i prolly wont be able to post it until the weekend 💔

Do not worry though, i'll come in clutch 🔥

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The One Who Lives

A poem made by me

Crysanthemums swiftly wither,

In the hands of the one who lives,

Past the flesh and bones of the earth,

And beyond what fate has planned.

Before him is the darkness,

In which he is meant to stay,

Yet he stands on the land of life,

Where he is unwelcome.

Agony is all that is there for him,

For the one who lives despite death,

The universe burns his soul,

And the earth suffocates it.

Who is at fault for his suffering?

Death was never meant to wait for anyone.

Is it the one who ignites his unwavering love?

Nonetheless, fate punishes those who defy it,

Crysanthemums softly wither,

In hands that are not even flesh,

Suffering is all that awaits,

For the one who lives.

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DONT TELL ME SLIME BOY BRUTALIZES HIMSELF..... NOT SAD STYLE.... NO..... DONT LET THIS HAPPEN TO ME....

aaaahhh dont worry i bet hell be fineeeeee :3

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Sincerely, I love you.

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whoops sorry guys im so tired no serious post today

heres the original ig

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Q: Does Derek's family know that he's dead?

Especially his brother?

A: they do.

His older brother never deserved to feel the overwhelming pain that came with the grief that he felt. He keeps on blaming himself. If nothing changes, he's going to go crazy.

His father knows, too. He regrets the things he did. He would do anything to turn back time and change the way he acted. He has nothing now. It's too late.

I'm not too sure about the whereabouts of his mother. None of them have heard of her in hears ever since she left. Including me.

The brother and the father had an arguement. Something too personal and painful for me to draw. I feel that it is for the best that their arguement isn't shared. We don't deserve to fully know.

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Peaching and pawing a world that doesn't exist (Hi it's me again)

glad to see you again!

on everything we peaching and pawing the worlds that dont exist 🔥🔥🔥

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your honor can i please have the gays being fluffy and cute back again?

since you asked nicely <3 consider this a good time to repair your helmets for the bricks that are to come

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It took me forever to realize that pawtde stood for "possessing a world that doesn't exist" so for like. 3 weeks i just thought pawtde meant "paw a world that doesn't exist" and decided that was completely normal

Anyway i love your au please don't explode

dont worry youre absolutely right. It is actually "paw a world that doesnt exist" because derek possesses a paw. Everyone just thinks that it's "possessing a world that doesn't exist" just for the sake that using the word "possessing" makes more sense than the word "paw"

Im glad you like my au! And don't worry. i don't plan to explode any time soon unless i change my mind

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⚠️tw for suicide⚠️

Join Me in Death- part 3

part 1 | part 2

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he misses his brother

(massive rant of me fixing most of the plotholes u der the cut!)

I should note that Derek's brother lives VERY far away, like it's a 4 hour drive if he were to visit Derek. On top of that, he has a family. He has a (pregnant) wife, kids and job so visiting him would be very difficult. Derek was fine last time he called, which was a day before the events of sfawtde. Derek was forced to play for a month at most post-inf knowledge, so his older brother had no real reason to call, and he couldn't think too much of it either, since he had his family to worry about. It was only after the events of dawtde that he was free to call, only to find out that he died.

Despite his older brother being the only real family Derek had left, they weren't too close. They had their moments, like him helping Derek when he was starting college and playing minecraft and all that, but in the end they were both too busy to truly connect and get together for a long period of time, so their relationship is honestly a bit awkward. His older brother really only prioritozed getting him out of that abusive household.

He called during Christmas, but Derek was stuck to the game during that time. Derek's brother didn't bother to check up more because he thought he was busy with college.

Derek's last name, despite having parents who are both Asian, is Hutchins because I failed to mention that his grandfather from his father's side was American whose last name was Hutchins. The only reason why Derek doesn't have an Asian name is because his grandfather's dying wish was that he wanted his grandson to be named Derek (if Derek was born a girl, his name would be Diana)

This explanation should fix some of the plotholes lololol

If you still see more plotholes don't be afraid to ask me because i might be able to give a good answer lmao

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holy crap derek has an older brother who loves him a lot

I wonder how he reacted when he saw his lifeless corpse on new years eve

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i got an ask and idk if it was deleted or my tumblr is actually tweaking bc i couldn't post it but i realllyy wanted to answer this.

Q: Why did Avery continue to contact his mother?

A: I guess in a sense he wanted to prove himself to her that he would be okay. She said many hurtful stuff about how he wouldn't make it in life and I guess he just wanted to give her a heads up that he was doing alright.

That would become the worst decision he could've ever made.

When he called his mother to tell him that he was doing well, his mother just went on to say that he would eventually ruin everything, so he started calling more, trying to prove himself to her in vain. Letting her back into his life also brought back all the negative things he was trying to heal from in the first place, and because of that, he, unbeknownst to himself, started regreseing back into his depression.

Believe me, Derek has told him several times to ignore her and leave her alone, but Avery is very, very stubborn.