vivi ☆

they/she chrono17

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intro will be redone eventually ...

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big sibling that gets drunk and little sibling that takes advantage of their overly affectionate and touchy state 💭

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oh to be hurt and made cry — only to be comforted by the same person because they've isolated me from any other comfort i could've had ♡

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ill get back into the habit of posting again soon Guys sorry ... i have midterms rn and exams soon ☹️ vivi is exhausted

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im sry 4 not replying before u deactivated :-(

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Either there's a second account I cant find or most of your followers know you in real life... cause I dont see the appeal... I dont see how u have so many ask and interactions.... unless you have a second account where you post the real fun stuff ...

thats kinda rude? i wouldnt even say i have a ton of asks nor do i have a ton of dms (like maybe around 3?) i did have an account before this with even more interactions (like 50+ notes per post), but i abandoned it because there's people that do know of it.

people interact with the things they like or find relatable, dont you? you see a post you like and you heart it or reblog it, that simple really. it's not like half these people actually come onto my account and interact with me personally.

but i don't post my stuff to appease anybody, i post it for myself because my blog is the only place where i can be the authentic me. if people do like it, awesome! like-minded friends. if you don't like it, then you can block me or just not look at my stuff? don't ask me this stupid shit again lol

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LARRYYYYYYYYY

my feelings exactly 💔

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there has been a pantry moth in my bathroom for like at least 2 weeks now ? idk when they die but i'm naming him larry. it's funny though because the door is open, he can just leave but he flies around in there and earlier i caught him stuck in the toilet??? i had to help this little guy get out and then he just flew around frantically before settling on the wall

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i regret to inform everyone... that larry has passed away. i found him on the floor of my shower. rest in peace larry 🕊

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who's gonna let the people that have mdni in their bio following me know that im 16 😭🙏

i do turn into an adult in like a little over a year but still lol

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when is god going to bestow upon me a big sibling that will love me but also take advantage of me Sigh

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Noticed on your posts you've not been feeling well lately, how are you feeling?

a little better than yesterday, methinks. still not great though. have a huge workload from school already and it just started back thumbs down emoji

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"although i'm not gonna tell two adults that are related that they can't do what they wanna do!"

Sounds like you have two in mind... im which two have caught your attention enough to feel this way?

And have you ever made a move to attempt to let them know? I use to accidentally expose my self or one time I "accidentally" sent one them a naughty Pic, it was for me the best way to get thier attention but its risky. I mean for me it worked but you know the risk

i don't have any two in mind i was just saying that it's not my business or my place to stop someone if they wanna get freaky with a blood relative lol

although not a blood relative i'm pretty sure my stepbrother did have a crush on me for a few years. i did not return the feelings though

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"fauxcest is on the list!," I saw that but I ment the real deal like siblings or parents or step parents which you addressed

"although i'm not gonna tell two adults that are related that they can't do what they wanna do!"

I wanted to ask to what limits, im an only child and I was never close with my family but the thought has always turned me on so like would you make a move or would they? like im so curious honestly ... like would accident touch them or expose your self... like ahhh so many questions.... please how would you do it or start it....

i apologize maybe it's because i'm sick and i've been studying all day but i don't quite understand what you're asking me ( ´△｀)

i'm unsure if the questions you're asking are moreso directed at yourself or if they're like hypothetical

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there has been a pantry moth in my bathroom for like at least 2 weeks now ? idk when they die but i'm naming him larry. it's funny though because the door is open, he can just leave but he flies around in there and earlier i caught him stuck in the toilet??? i had to help this little guy get out and then he just flew around frantically before settling on the wall

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anon i read your ask and thank you for talking to me! you seem very sweet and you didnt need to apologize for rambling. i hope your day goes well too and i hope eventually you'll be able to see if she's okay to ease your worries. take care ♡

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A little clingy with all those kinks .. surprised i didnt see incest on that list.... your damn near into everything.... probably a good girl who gets wet from just a simple praise.... ment no disrespect im just kind straight forward with my thoughts and I have no filter.

fauxcest is on the list! i like having someone i call an older sibling or parent but thinking about it like for real isn't for me; although i'm not gonna tell two adults that are related that they can't do what they wanna do!

and haha yes simple praise does get me going somehow. probably because ive heard the worst of degradation that it takes quite a bit of that for me to actually enjoy it without getting bored lol

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Honestly I'm not even sure if you would want someone like me to DM you because there is a obvious age Gap and I'm not proud of it but it seems like you and her were on there at the same time around about the same age but me and her became friends or what I thought is friends and her mental health was falling apart quite a bit I urged her so many times to stop selling stop putting herself in that position and I think I eventually got on her nerves because she just disappeared one day but I could tell she was like two different people when we talked on Discord versus when we talked on x very smart very analytical very technical a brilliant minded beautiful talented artist and I'm only telling you all of this because I feel I owe you an explanation because I thought you were somebody you weren't and honestly if I never speak to her again that's fine I just hope and pray that she's doing better overall and finally understands her worth is more than her body but you seem like a very kind-hearted woman for at least letting me know in a respectful way that you and her are not the same and I truly wish you well

i understand anon! this girl you speak of does seem quite similar to me in a lot of ways. i'd like to consider myself pretty smart and i also like to draw in my free time. but when i stopped selling, i stopped for good. there were a few times i went back to twitter for the attention but it didnt really matter because id get terminated pretty quick anyway.

honestly, i'm glad it seems twitter has gotten stricter about those kinds of things. nobody can help their attraction or impulsive thoughts, but everytime i see someone younger than me doing those kinds of things it makes me quite sad because i was in that position once and i just kept spiraling until i tried to od. i dont wish those experiences upon anybody and i hope this girl you speak of has gotten better. i know that kinda seems contradictory coming from me because i mentioned wanting to get worse and wanting to encourage other people to as well but its truly a battle in my mind about that. there's times i do want to get better and go clean but there's times like these where i come on here and i let myself get into dangerous situations or things that aren't good for me.

i know i'm never gonna be normal. i know normal vanilla things will never fully satisfy me and i really hate that because there's only ever been one person that's accepted that part of me and reciprocated. unfortunate that relationship turned out toxic and abusive (without any aftercare lol). thats why i go on here so i dont let those feelings bottle up, even though it's probably not the smartest idea

blegh sorry i made it kind of about me; this girl you speak of does remind me of myself and i understand the concern you have. i hope she's doing okay now and is safe somewhere. reading this made me tear up a little because me and her probably experienced a lot of the same things. thank you for expressing concern for this girl, i wish i had someone who did that for me when i was going through that time of my life. you seem very kind