I'm Just Me

Author of Met by Accident, Agent Twelve Twenty-Five, Sixty-Nine Degrees Of Heat, First Time For Everything, and Happily Ever After along with many YOI oneshots. Several new works in the planning stages including the Otayuri MbA spinoff, You Wish! Image provided by sportsharumaki. Used with permission. Want the sarcastic side of Pax? Follow me at PaxOhana

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You Wish - Moving In

Chapters: 11/? Fandom: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Otabek Altin/Yuri Plisetsky, Otabek Altin & Yuri Plisetsky, Katsuki Yuuri/Victor Nikiforov, Katsuki Yuuri & Victor Nikiforov Characters: Otabek Altin, Yuri Plisetsky, Victor Nikiforov, Katsuki Yuuri, Yakov Feltsman, Ji Guang-Hong, Yuri Plisetsky's Father, Yuri Plisetsky's Mother, Leo de la Iglesia, Michele Crispino, Phichit Chulanont, Jean-Jacques Leroy, Mila Babicheva, Lilia Baranovskaya Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Male Homosexuality, Developing Relationship, First Love, Aged-Up Yuri Plisetsky, Aged-Up Otabek Altin, Supportive Brother Victor, Language, First Dates, Picnics, Sarcasm, Carnival, childhood wishes, Weddings, Yuri is Best Man, Slow Dancing, Falling More in Love, Sleepovers, Domestic Bliss, College, culinary school Series: Part 2 of Met by Accident Summary:

The day has arrived for Otabek and Yuri to move in together, with an unexpected surprise later that evening.

Hey,” Yuri whispered but running a finger down the side of Otabek’s cheek.

“Hmm?” he asked without opening his eyes.

“How about we call it a day?” Yuri suggested, “I’m tired and you’re already asleep.”

“Nonsense,” Otabek retorted, finally opening his eyes, “I’m raring to go.”

“You’re full of lies,” Yuri joked, “Bedtime, Altin. Now.”

“Are you going to change me into my pajamas?”

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Met by Accident: Married Life - Coming to Terms

Chapters: 7/? Fandom: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Katsuki Yuuri/Victor Nikiforov, Katsuki Yuuri & Victor Nikiforov Characters: Katsuki Yuuri, Victor Nikiforov, Yuri Plisetsky, Otabek Altin, Phichit Chulanont, Katsuki Hiroko, Katsuki Toshiya, Christophe Giacometti, Original Characters, Original Female Character(s), Original Male Character(s), Original Child Character(s) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Wedding Reception, Celebrations, First Dance, Marriage, True Love, Plans For The Future, Honeymoon, Anal Fingering, Blow Jobs, Anal Sex, They're the Luckiest, Slice of Life, Bad Days, Married Life, Anniversary, Presents, Adoption, Angst Series: Part 4 of Met by Accident Summary:

Yuuri begins to feel alive again after coming to terms with the failed adoption.

Morning,” Yuuri replied, tilting his head so Viktor could kiss him.

“How are you this morning?” Viktor asked, holding his breath slightly.

Yuuri knew Viktor was prepared to console him like he did every morning, but Yuuri finally felt hopeful for the first time in months. He wasn’t up to taking on the world, but he felt a spark of life he hadn’t experienced in a while.

“I’m ok,” Yuuri said, offering Viktor a slight smile.

“Really?” Viktor asked surprisingly, “You’re sure?”

“Yes,” he replied, his smile growing earnestly now, “I feel a sense of purpose today.”

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I *just* finished Married Life, but I need to go back over it and edit it.  It’ll either be released later tonight or tomorrow morning.  Depends on how mushified my brain is (like my new word?).  

Hope you guys are looking forward it!

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Bound to Please - Winter Wonderland

Chapters: 20/? Fandom: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Katsuki Yuuri/Victor Nikiforov, Katsuki Yuuri & Victor Nikiforov Characters: Katsuki Yuuri, Victor Nikiforov, Katsuki Mari, Makkachin (Yuri!!! on Ice), Vicchan (Yuri!!! on Ice), Phichit Chulanont, Lee Seung Gil, Christophe Giacometti, Yuri Plisetsky, Otabek Altin, Mila Babicheva, Georgi Popovich, Jean-Jacques Leroy, Minami Kenjirou, Okukawa Minako, Celestino Cialdini, Original Female Character(s) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Soulmates, Alternate Universe - Bookstore, Alternate Universe - College/University, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, First Meetings, First Impressions, Yuuri owns a bookstore, viktor is a professor, Book Hunt, Vicchan Lives, Getting to Know Each Other, Slow Build, Slow Burn, Light Angst, Poetry, Slam Poetry, First Dates, Developing Relationship, Holiday Plans, Slow Admittance of Feelings, Feelings Realization, Anxiety, Social Anxiety, Supportive Viktor, Expressive Poetry, Admitting Feelings Through Poetry, class presentation, Music to Express Feelings, Connections, Camping, Growing feelings, Falling In Love, Depression, Severe Depression, Panic Attacks, Disassociation, Withdrawal, Angst and Feels, Fourth of July, overwhelmed yuuri, Fireworks, holiday celebration, growing closer, Festivals, gratitude, First Kiss, Love Confessions Summary:

Christmas has arrived, Yuuri and Viktor spending it with friends and family. The best is yet to come when they are alone for the evening.

Hours later and after all their loved ones departed, Viktor and Yuuri collapsed on the couch. It was a long yet wonderful day, and they wouldn’t trade it for the world. Turning off the lamp next to him, the lights from the tree were the only illumination in the room. “It’s so beautiful,” Yuuri whispered. “Not as beautiful as you,” Viktor said. “You’re biased.” “Of course I am,” Viktor teased, “I think it’s time for our gifts.”

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You Wish - The First Christmas

Chapters: 10/? Fandom: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Otabek Altin/Yuri Plisetsky, Otabek Altin & Yuri Plisetsky, Katsuki Yuuri/Victor Nikiforov, Katsuki Yuuri & Victor Nikiforov Characters: Otabek Altin, Yuri Plisetsky, Victor Nikiforov, Katsuki Yuuri, Yakov Feltsman, Ji Guang-Hong, Yuri Plisetsky's Father, Yuri Plisetsky's Mother, Leo de la Iglesia, Michele Crispino, Phichit Chulanont, Jean-Jacques Leroy, Mila Babicheva, Lilia Baranovskaya Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Male Homosexuality, Developing Relationship, First Love, Aged-Up Yuri Plisetsky, Aged-Up Otabek Altin, Supportive Brother Victor, Language, First Dates, Picnics, Sarcasm, Carnival, childhood wishes, Weddings, Yuri is Best Man, Slow Dancing, Falling More in Love, Sleepovers, Domestic Bliss, College, culinary school Series: Part 2 of Met by Accident Summary:

Their first Christmas together as a couple is more than they both could ever imagine, Otabek finally giving Yuri the best gift ever.

“This is gorgeous, Yura.”

Otabek looked up at the lights, laying on the tree skirt and looking up. When Yuri suggested they lie under the tree, Otabek thought he was out of his mind. He was unsure about Yuri's idea but promised him he’d give it a shot. Now he was glad he did.

“I’ve been doing this as long as I can remember,” Yuri whispered, “I’d sneak downstairs while Mama and Pops were getting Santa gifts together and lay under the tree. She caught me one year and tanned my hide. I think I was four.”

“Well, I’m glad you discovered this. I don’t think I’ve seen many things this mesmerizing.”

Otabek threaded his fingers through Yuri’s and let his eyes meander among the scene in front of him. The smell of pine wafted into his nostrils and the twinkling of the lights was enchanting. He had something on his mind, and he figured this was the perfect time to tell him.

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Agent Ten Thirty-One - Beyond Anger

Chapters: 3/? Fandom: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime) Rating: Mature Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Otabek Altin/Yuri Plisetsky, Otabek Altin & Yuri Plisetsky Characters: Otabek Altin, Otabek Altin's Family, Original Female Character(s), Yuri Plisetsky, Mila Babicheva Additional Tags: Alternate Universe, Alternate Universe - Spies & Secret Agents, Invasion, Home Invasion, Guns, War, Slavery, mission, Kidnapping Summary:

The time comes when Yuri has to put his cover in practice, but will anxiety get the better of him?

The revolving door had security beyond it and Yuri grew nervous. Patting his back pocket for his wallet, Yuri looked up when Otabek fished it out of his jacket.

“Deep breath, Yuri,” he said, “You got this.”

Yuri nodded but didn’t trust himself to say a word. He was growing nauseous as the time to play his part neared. He hoped he didn’t mess it up. He hoped he didn’t blow it for Otabek. He hoped he walked out of there alive.

“Deep breaths,” Otabek repeated, “You’re turning green.”

“I’m nervous,” Yuri croaked.

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Otabek Altin/Yuri Plisetsky, Otabek Altin & Yuri Plisetsky Characters: Otabek Altin, Otabek Altin's Family, Yuri Plisetsky, Yakov Feltsman, Victor Nikiforov, Katsuki Yuuri, Original Child Character(s) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Tattoo Parlor, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Otabek is a tattoo artist, Yuri is a Figure Skater, Inked Oneshot, Oral Sex, Birthday, Halloween, Trick or Treating, Implied Sexual Content, Complete Series: Part 2 of Inked Summary:

Otabek's twenty-third birthday has rolled around and Yuri tries his best to make it the greatest one yet.

  Awakening to kisses on his neck and chest, Otabek smiled as he stretched. He loved waking up this way and knew there was only one who would greet him like this.

“Happy birthday, Beka,” Yuri said, scooting up and dropping a kiss onto Otabek’s lips.

“Thanks,” Otabek replied.

Winding his arms around Yuri’s slender frame, Otabek tugged him until he was laying on top of him before kissing him senseless. This was his second birthday they spent together and Otabek wouldn’t have it any other way.

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Working on Inked - Bump In the Night right now.  I really hope I can get it up Wednesday, but if not it’ll be a day or two late.  

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Inked - It’s a Date!

Chapters: 14/? Fandom: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Otabek Altin/Yuri Plisetsky, Otabek Altin & Yuri Plisetsky, Katsuki Yuuri/Victor Nikiforov, Katsuki Yuuri & Victor Nikiforov Characters: Otabek Altin, Otabek Altin's Family, Yuri Plisetsky, Victor Nikiforov, Katsuki Yuuri, Mila Babicheva, Yakov Feltsman, Original Female Character(s), Lilia Baranovskaya, Jean-Jacques Leroy, Georgi Popovich, Ji Guang-Hong, Phichit Chulanont, Leo de la Iglesia, Christophe Giacometti Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Alternate Universe - Tattoos, Tattoos, Body Modification, Crush at First Sight, Getting to Know Each Other, Developing Friendships, Developing Relationship, Aged-Up Character(s), Supportive Otabek, Confessions, Love Confessions, First Kiss, Mild Language, Light Angst, Fluff, Sarcasm, Companionable Snark, Hanging Out, Attraction, Masturbation, Dating, Mutual Lust, past girlfriends, Parenting a Sibling, Doubt, Commitment, Surprises, Frottage, Implied Sexual Content, Competition, Travel, Disappointment, True Love, Arguing, First Time, Anal Fingering, Anal Sex, Anxiety, Unrealistic Expectations, Switching, Celebrations, Blowjobs, Rimming, Marriage Proposal, Christmas, New Year's Eve Summary:

They fill the time leading up to World's with life and love, but the entire event rides on if Otabek can join Yuri.

“I missed you too,” Yuri said, lightly cupping Otabek’s cheek, “Can you come to Italy next month?”

“I asked Jason at Wicked if he could fill in. He said he’d get back to me this week,” he said.

“Good. I hope you can go.”

“I do too, Yura. Not only do I get to go to Italy, but I get to go with you,” Otabek said, his eyes widening when Yuri kissed him suddenly.

“Look at you being romantic and shit."

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Taking a Break

Lately, I haven’t known what to say.  My creativity has been stagnant along with the words coming out of me.  My writing is not up to the standard that I set for myself.  Therefore, I’m going to take a step back and take a break.

I need to gather my thoughts.  I need to reclaim my love of writing.  It’s become a chore and I don’t like that feeling.  I promise I’m not quitting.  I do like writing too much to disappear forever.  I’m going to get the next chapter of Inked and the Inked oneshot out, but after that please don’t expect anything until the end of December at the earliest.

I know you guys understand and I appreciate it.  I hope you’ll like the new and improved Pax when I do decide to release content again.  Until then, I hope you enjoy what I’ve shared on AO3 thus far.

I’ll still be around so you can send prompts, asks and message me.  Prompts are easy as they only require one thought and come to me almost instantaneously.  

Anywho, that is all.  Thank you so much for your time, support and love. 

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You Wish - Family Time

Chapters: 9/? Fandom: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Otabek Altin/Yuri Plisetsky, Otabek Altin & Yuri Plisetsky, Katsuki Yuuri/Victor Nikiforov, Katsuki Yuuri & Victor Nikiforov Characters: Otabek Altin, Yuri Plisetsky, Victor Nikiforov, Katsuki Yuuri, Yakov Feltsman, Ji Guang-Hong, Yuri Plisetsky's Father, Yuri Plisetsky's Mother, Leo de la Iglesia, Michele Crispino, Phichit Chulanont, Jean-Jacques Leroy, Mila Babicheva, Lilia Baranovskaya Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Male Homosexuality, Developing Relationship, First Love, Aged-Up Yuri Plisetsky, Aged-Up Otabek Altin, Supportive Brother Victor, Language, First Dates, Picnics, Sarcasm, Carnival, childhood wishes, Weddings, Yuri is Best Man, Slow Dancing, Falling More in Love, Sleepovers, Domestic Bliss, College, culinary school Series: Part 2 of Met by Accident Summary:

Otabek and Yuri enjoy the remainder of the visit with Otabek's family. Otabek makes a profound declaration after his family leave.

“Otabek, honey, wake up.”

Otabek’s eyes slowly opened and he focused on his surroundings. He was in the living room with a weight on his body. Flashbacks of the previous night came to him and he remembered talking to and kissing Yuri. They began watching a movie, but Otabek must have fallen asleep because he didn’t remember the rest of it.

“Son, are you awake?” his mother asked.

“Yeah,” he said, rubbing his hand over his face, “What time is it?”

“A little after seven,” she replied, smiling softly when he groaned, “What would you like for breakfast?”

“I got it.”

They both watched Yuri ease himself from Otabek’s chest. Otabek’s mother diverted her eyes once she saw the scars littering his body, the gesture making Yuri both thankful and uneasy at the same time. Standing up to find his shirt and hoodie, Yuri dressed quickly and donned his gloves.

“Nonsense,” Otabek’s mother argued, Otabek interpreting for him, “Let me make it for everyone.”

“You’re a guest,” Yuri said, “We don’t make guests work.”

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So...I’m crazy. I’m working on three different WIPs and a oneshot at the same time. Inked - It’s a Date will be out by next Friday. You Wish - Family Time will probably be out Tuesday or Wednesday, depending on how busy I’ll be on Monday. An unnamed chapter thus far for Bound to Please will be out in a couple weeks and an Inked oneshot called Bump In the Night will be out on Halloween (just for Beka’s birthday).

Can’t wait to share them with you guys!

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Working on Inked - It’s a Date now, but it probably won’t be finished until next week.  I have a lot of research to do for it.  I hope you guys are looking forward to it!

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Met by Accident: Married Life - Above Water

Chapters: 6/? Fandom: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Katsuki Yuuri/Victor Nikiforov, Katsuki Yuuri & Victor Nikiforov Characters: Katsuki Yuuri, Victor Nikiforov, Yuri Plisetsky, Otabek Altin, Phichit Chulanont, Katsuki Hiroko, Katsuki Toshiya, Christophe Giacometti, Original Characters, Original Female Character(s), Original Male Character(s), Original Child Character(s) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Wedding Reception, Celebrations, First Dance, Marriage, True Love, Plans For The Future, Honeymoon, Anal Fingering, Blow Jobs, Anal Sex, They’re the Luckiest, Slice of Life, Bad Days, Married Life, Anniversary, Presents, Adoption, Angst Series: Part 4 of Met by Accident Summary:

The day after the fallout of the adoption comes, Viktor and Yuuri coping with it in their own ways.

The chirping of birds woke Yuuri from a restless slumber. Rolling onto his side and touching the mattress, Yuuri surmised Viktor hadn’t been up for long since it was still warm. He sighed deeply and took a mental inventory of his physical well-being. His eyes felt gritty and swollen and his throat raw. His chest hurt, leaving him wondering why he was in such a state when reality hit him hard. The day before they had been told the daughter they had been waiting for would not be joining their family. Stifling a sob, Yuuri looked up when the door opened.

“I thought you could use this,” Viktor said quietly, holding out a mug of warm tea.

“Tell me this is a dream,” he croaked, his throat hurting from the effort.

“I wish it were, Love,” Viktor sympathized.

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Seriously thinking about doing back to back chapters for Married Life. I’m bursting at the seams to show everyone how our two favorite dorks deal with the aftermath.

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Met by Accident: Married Life - Disappointment

Chapters: 5/? Fandom: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Katsuki Yuuri/Victor Nikiforov, Katsuki Yuuri & Victor Nikiforov Characters: Katsuki Yuuri, Victor Nikiforov, Yuri Plisetsky, Otabek Altin, Phichit Chulanont, Katsuki Hiroko, Katsuki Toshiya, Christophe Giacometti, Original Characters, Original Female Character(s), Original Male Character(s), Original Child Character(s) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Wedding Reception, Celebrations, First Dance, Marriage, True Love, Plans For The Future, Honeymoon, Anal Fingering, Blow Jobs, Anal Sex, They're the Luckiest, Slice of Life, Bad Days, Married Life, Anniversary, Presents, Adoption, Angst Series: Part 4 of Met by Accident Summary:

Viktor's and Yuuri's dream is about to come true, but the unexpected shatters their world.

"Mr. Katsuki-Nikiforov?”

Viktor shifted the phone to his other ear and licked his lips. When he saw the number pop up on the screen, his heart skipped a beat before speeding up. He and Yuuri had been waiting for this call for a while and it was finally happening.

“Yes, this is Viktor,” he said, trying to calm his growing excitement, “How can I help you?”

“This is Sharon from the adoption agency. I’m calling to see when you and your husband would be able to sit down with a mother and myself. She has selected your profile to adopt her baby.”

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Working on Married Life - Disappointment.  I’m hoping to have this one out by Friday 9/21.