Every year I believe I have a new mission to accomplish usually based on what I’ve went through the whole year.
2016 was a loss. Everything and I mean everything was a loss to my core, to my foundation, and to my existence. Hell I was a loss to myself.
By the end of December I already felt this urge to self heal.
January hit and naturally I feel 2017 to me is all about self help.
If I need the help I will ask, if I need to pray I will.
If I need to write I will and if I need to mediate I will.
This is my year for healing in all ways possible.
This is not my year to work towards one specific goal, these major accomplishments like saving money, staying on top of my books etc. are still my main focuses but not my main mission this year.
This year I will help myself. I will not drown in sorrows. I will heal my pains through reflection,evaluation, and by all means peaceful measures as much as I can.
My 2016 had a lot of hostility, a lot of worrying, a lot of negativity that I unconsciously let dictate me.
Alas I felt drained, completely shot out.
It got to the point where drinking and crying were just the norms and eating was either don’t eat at all or over eat without a care in the world.
My body and soul are still deeply damaged, deeply wounded but this energy I feel to be better, to feel better is all the while the best feeling ever because I feel more connected to what I can’t see but what I can feel. Self love.
Love me for me and overall heal me for me.
2017
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