from 2014, pt2
how about now?
hey, remember this song? (replace listenonrepeat with youtube if link is dead (spoiler: it's stay with me by sam smith)
i don't think it's particularly representative of any part of your life (unlike flowerpot... oh god, grade 10 days), but that's what i've been listening to for the past day. well, i can't really tell yet if it will be but i doubt it.
speaking of sams... remember that one sam******* from 2014 summer? lol i don't know if he'll be relevant in the future but those random dreams i had were fun
have you become better at connecting with people again? i really hope so. i miss feeling like i could be friends with people/feeling close when i hang out with friends instead of just feeling "inevitably" detached from the relationship. also feel like im doing them a disservice because they think of me as a friend. i hope you have a best friend – and by that i mean someone you 100% can open up to again
so many people are friends with me and we talk and gossip and do things together but even when we puke our secrets out at eachother, i still feel like i have no friends
i don't know who to talk about this to without maybe hurting their feelings. i wish i could call help centres #whysoawk
i hope you're living happy and don't have to deal with depression or anxiety or weird loneliness or anything shitty anymore
