Peaches and Poems

Feelings to words.

[peachesandpoems]

I read my books

watch the movies

but every time I see the leading love interest

its replaced by you

you consume my love and desire

in every form

and I don't want it any other way

[peachesandpoems]

the highest highs

to never feeling good enough

or even worthy

[peachesandpoems]

With you

I simply can't help myself

and I'm not sorry baby

[peachesandpoems]

I love it when you talk Literature to me

So

you like books

I like books

let's talk books with each other

*lip bite*

[peachesandpoems]

We've become so entwined

that I find bits of you in everything I put myself into

our words

mannerisms

jokes

and even every smile I show has hints of you

because you have become part of me

and I don't think I can ever let it go

and I'm glad I won't have to

[peachesandpoems]

you always wonder why I indulge in the things I do

asking me why I read the books I do

and how the smut takes my breath away and flushes my cheeks

but what I don't tell you

that in every romance

every sexual tension-filled scene

I do not imagine these characters

I see us

you

as if our story is told in various timelines

differing universes

but it's us all the same

in my fantasies

all I can see

is you

[peachesandpoems]

Laying in your arms

in the quiet still of my room

the only sound

being our matching breaths

and the sound of your heartbeat

while we simply

enjoy each other for simply existing

[peachesandpoems]

you take all of me

all the bubbly

and happy

then all the mood swings

and the fights

and yet

here we are

and I couldn't feel more for someone

no matter how hard I could try

[peachesandpoems]

how can one man

one person

make me feel the things I do

[peachesandpoems]

[peachesandpoems]

fuck

[peachesandpoems]

there are times

I think about what it would be like

to be eternally yours

in mind

body

and soul

and I cannot think of a better way

to spend my existence

[peachesandpoems]

you always laugh at the romances I devour in my free time

but little do you know

I always imagine it as us

I know the author has intended different

but I can't seem to help myself

in a slight indulgence of us within the fantasy

I am not falling in love with just any fictional man

but a fictional version of you

as if it were us in different timelines

always finding a way back to each other

time and time again

[peachesandpoems]

the days in which we can't see each other

or can't talk very much

when your name pops up on my phone

the amount of joy I feel while I'm missing you

is divine

[peachesandpoems]

you own every part of me

every inch of me

every breath

every word

every thought

I kneel before you

giving you all of me

and yet

you still have no idea

how much control you truly have

[peachesandpoems]

the days you give me your love

are the days unending

I replay the moments in my mind

thinking of them

while I drift into sleep

the moment I wake up

the moments I keep between us

and between our legs

and I count the days between

always needing to feed the addiction that you started

but this is one addiction

that I could die happy with

[peachesandpoems]

the way your eyes

seem to tear away my clothes

the way you look at me

when I am nothing but bare

only makes my love for you grow

the way you kiss me on every date

as if it's the last drink of water you have before entering the desert

in those moments

I could live forever